It's funny. Honestly, RPG, I kinda judged you super hard at first(and I apologize for this), but as you've explained more more I've realized how much we are alike. The whole like completely dedicating yourself to whoever the girl is when you're entirely infatuated is like me to a tee. And it sucks. Alot. Anyways, don't know why I said that but all of this has been really helpful. /back to lurking. Judging me how exactly? For science of course. Just thought your whole thing with her was a waste of your time, but as I kept reading, it was just the same thing I go through when I have feelings for a girl, just in a different scenario. But, really, I understand. I think.