Jakerdang

Let's just say I have a (bad) reputation of being how shall I say.."more emotionally evolved" than my classmates. I mean, I know I'm probably wrong but I'm gonna say it anyway. I'm not in love as saying "oh oh, she's the girl for me, she's my soul mate" I love her like a sister, get what I'm trying to say? It's definitely hard to explain, I often confuse myself. And blackdawn, I think you are right about what you said about me feeling love. I'm feeling love. I get love from my family, I know what love feels like, mostly everyone does. Just take that, and multiply it times a million, and that's how I feel when I think about my best friend.

:blink: The thought of cave manning (as definition by lamdan) my best friend kinda makes me wanna faint. What kind of girl do I want? One that will appreciate me and love no other guy (exception is obviously family and best friends or something) and I will never have to doubt that they actually love me. You know, I don't care if they have supermodel looks or if they are stupid or intelligent, athletic or not. All you need is love. :thumbup:

Yeah, I'm not so into the party girls..I just don't know where to look for girls that I would most likely like.

Yes we have sporting events, but its just hard. Girls that are in my grade and sophomores all date seniors and crap like that. Girls younger are way to immature for me, and upper classman girls..I don't think I really would have a legit chance.

Can't say I have ever even had the opportunity.

I hate to admit it but I think you hit a big problem of mine dead on. :unsure: I'm too young and unsocial to just go to parties and pick up females.

Hang with friends by day, read books by night. B)

She doesn't limit or restrict me. I can do whatever I like. She tries to protect me and stuff, she really isn't that bad of a friend. It's just phases like this where everything is wrong is what really really bothers me, and I really don't get why it happens.

Her arrogance and [bleep]iness comes in waves. MOST of the time she is wonderful. It seems whenever we hang out in person, stuff goes sour. It's MY fault though, if I would be a good little boy and not whine and get jealous or whatever because I don't have a girlfriend or whatever, we wouldn't have any problems. and I go to a real small school. There's about 90 kids in every grade, and the popular, smart, attractive people get turned into [bleep] and douches by upper class-men, it's hard to look up to anyone here. I

I HOPE that works, the only thing that could go wrong with that is her thinking, "Wow, he's such a jerk, he never talks to me. Oh well, I'll just go make out with my boyfriend more." Then I cave-in and then I have to listen to her go on about making out with her boyfriend all the time. God..I hate fifteen year old girls..

Yeah, I'm already too attached to her enough, and she knows I'm too attached. I don't want to totally leave her. I just need a solution to fix this and make sure she stops being a [bleep] at random times and appreciate all the [cabbage] I do for her. And, I'll tell you guys, I do a lot of [cabbage] for her.

I'm a very very sentimental person, it's extra hard for me to move on, especially for something this small. She could do a lot worse to me. A lot worse. And we have been throwing little comments at each other since then and I don't know if now is the best time to get all heart to heart with her. I think I'll let my temper calm down and decide how I should pursue fixing this problem then.

Thanks, but I'm trying to say that wasn't her intent to invite me. She lied and said her boyfriend wasn't coming so I would come. I'm just pissed because if she was gonna lie to me so she could see me (or at least I would think that's why she would invite me) , she could have AT LEAST treat me, you know, a wee bit better than she did. I don't get her. It's hard to explain to you guys because she's a really weird person. It's like having to summarize a book written in a different language.

I WOULD talk to some of my other friends, but quite frankly I'm sick of MOST of my friends that I can hang out with, and the ones that I actually do like are way less..involved with girls, shall I say, so they are virtually never connecting with me when it comes to the female sex.

Yeah I understand, it's just tough, but oh well.

I don't do anything that doesn't involve her though haha. My friends don't even know girls, they can't help me in that department. Honestly, I haven't met a new girl since February, and she turned out to be a total loser. I suppose I could focus more for the end of the school year, or maybe even re-strengthen some friendships that have been slipping away over time. Jeffwilson99, I like the hair. If my hair was obedient, that's pretty much what I would do with it.

I care NOW though. I've been stressed from school, other personal problems, and family for the past year and a half and she's always been there to boost my morale, whether she knew she was making me happy or not.

There aren't better candidates. It's hard to explain my relationship with her. We have 95% good times and 5% bad times. It's just the bad times that hit me hard. There's just something about her and we clicked from the beginning. We are best friends. She's also just a [bleep], but who isn't? She just knows how to be one and she never loses a conflict like this because she's a [bleep] and I'm a pushover. Adrenal, it's up to you what you want to do. If you want to risk losing this friend and maybe even starting a problem, go ahead. I would probably do it.

I have plenty of guy friends to just hang out with, that's what I mainly do whenever I go out with my friends, just hang out with my guys. I went off on her last night and she assured me that I was her best friend. I know I'm her best friend. She just doesn't treat me like she should, and that's the frustrating part. SOMETHING needs to happen to make her treat me better 100% of the time. I guess it's time for those "Angel comes down and shows me what everything would look like if I was never born or died or something" moments. I just want to enjoy all the time with her. She doesn't take real good care of herself. I bought her three huge icees Sunday and she refused to put her diabetic pump in. She never does. I'm no diabetes expert, but I know that it really isn't the healthiest thing.

RpgGamer, dude, I like how you think. I think we're in the same boat for what we're looking for. I NEED to meet a new girl, whether it's for a relationship, or just a simple friendship. I like having girl friends more than guy friends most of the time too. The girls I already know are definitely not what I want. And for my friend, I just CANNOT bring myself to totally erase her from my life. We have had little conflicts like this before, and I'm hoping it passes soon. I'm sure after a little break we will be cool again. I seriously, seriously cannot function right without her, trust me, I've tried before.

Oh, I see. Well. I have no comment then, haha.

Organized society is what is the key to taming humans. Think of the world if there was no organized government. Killing and raping would become as common as watching television. :blink:

Don't. Even. Think. About. It. EDIT: The girl texted me just now. Just to tell me how making out is the best thing ever. Specifically with her boyfriend.

Thank you guys so much. I'll be sure to tell you how it goes! :thumbsup:

Well damn. I've always just kinda put that kind of thinking in the back of my mind.