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So, Ive decided over Xmas im going to try and learn how to design models etc for TF2, as my goal is to make a spy/Assassin Creed skin to match the ... matching hat/knife from the promo. (by using the hat's material as a base colour for the teams.

Stomach feels better but now I dont for eating half a Pizza. I need to start researching healthier meals to make and not resort to the "Frozen Pizza in the Freezer because there's nothing left" moment. Playing Assassin's Creed Revelations today, it's freaking fun. I played multiplayer last night and got raped because I sucked w/the controls but now I think I've gotten the hang of them :3

Going on a beach holiday trip with just the boys tomorrow until Thursday. Hoping this upset stomach is gone by then too, been making me feel bloated and urghhhh. :(

Bought it yesterday for $27, I'm loving it so far. Mostly playing Engineer to get used to everything again and Recon just sucked for me, Rifles are piss weak.

I AM Happy, im just nervous about how people are going to react.

Zammy Halo.... These wings.. HOLY! Im kinda hoping we can get both and the timer/recharge isn't retarded.

So, Im just going to break open as it's pressuring me for weeks on end and driving me insane. A handful already know but im Bisexual, as of a week ago I've been dating a guy. I finally broke my 3 year Single streak with someone who I actually sparked with as a person, not a gender. Here's my problem: I feel bad deep down and afraid that because of who I am, I feel like I cant be accepted as a normal person in society anymore and its making me feel very anxious with my life, I keep questioning myself, I get upset when people talk about their relationships. What am I supposed to reply to? "Me and my boyfriend had hot steamy sex?" It's really difficult and I dont know how the hell I'm supposed to tell my friends, ESPECIALLY my family who have always judged me as a failure since I was a kid, even now my own mother feels like im a failure because im not following a "rewarding, well paying career to set you for life, then get married to a nice woman" tl;dr - Im Bi, dating a guy and scared of society because of it. :(

I want those [bleep]ing wings! I'm so saving up for those! (It'll match my Sara halo perfectly.)

...Im starting to feel sorry for her now. And I thought I had problems holding back my Hypersexuality issues.

Yay, car is all rego'd and legally drivable now :D

What the [bleep]! Under 25's here have to pay something like $500, mines costing me $530 and its a freaking old 1992 car! OGAWD I HATE YOU AUSTRALIA. 73 * 12 = 876$ per year Someone I kinda know got awarded a Rhodes scholarship. I know him from the professor he works with, and seemed to be a pretty good guy, didn't know he was that good of a guy :mrgreen: . It gave myself and a couple of other nerds I speak to at school a huge boost of confidence - work work work time! EDIT: Also, I lend this girl a freaking 200$ book for the semester, and she won't even get off her ass to look up something in the appendix for me. I don't like people who think they are entitled to things but... it's been 10 hours since I've asked her and it's my goddamn [bleep]ing book and I need the information for tomorrow morning :wall: WHOOPS. I read that as $73 a year >.<

Angelic Wings? Halos? (Already got that one) MONEYPOUCH?! Yeah I'm set.

What the [bleep]! Under 25's here have to pay something like $500, mines costing me $530 and its a freaking old 1992 car! OGAWD I HATE YOU AUSTRALIA. OT: Friends 21st LAN tonight, and I might try to go with someone special to their friends 21st on Sat depending how im feeling.

Not even a month and you're doing her in the sack? No wonder she wants to date ASAP.

Troll them to no ends!

Same, I also make symbols and abbreviations when fast-noting as it makes it quicker for me to write.

I lost my ability of cursive and clean print writing thanks to a wrist damage in 2002. Got the steering racks for my car, but dont have the tools to do the swap, so taking to mechanics tomorrow, and it'll all be rego'd tomorrow too. Only downside is I'll be broke for a week :\

Yup. Armadyl does, why shouldn't this? (aside from Armadyl not degrading)

Thats what happened for my English course in year 11-12. It frustrated me so bloody much, eve ones that had a meaning, after you went in depth etc the teacher would still cop out the "thats not his true motives" OH IM SORRY, I HAD NO IDEA THAT A BOGAN WHO NEVER ATTENDS SCHOOL IS FAR MORE RIGHT THEN ME, DESPITE ACTUALLY LOOKING INTO THE [bleep]ING AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF SAID AUTHOR! needless to say, these teachers destroyed my English results in HSC and almost cost me 2 years of work for nothing. Which comes to my annoyance, When teachers go out of their way to practically cheat for those kids in classes that do nothing, abuse people at school etc but pull on the "your my favorite teacher" crap and get what they want. I wish schools were more strict tbh, some of them didnt even have a right to go onto Year 11-12. :\

But... but... it isn't economical, people are just using cool new gear because it's... cool new gear. Jagex logic again >.<. Yup.

Quoted for truth, It's a major reason I feel like shit often, when Im just hanging with friends I forget about everything, even if its hanging in a game and chatting while gaming. It' makes me forget everything else. OT: Had a security breach drill today, locked all of us in the security room with full boar A/C playing Poker for 2 hours, then Lunhc was up right after it, then drove 2 hours to fill up the cars. Was a good day :thumbup: @Albel, I make better.

I know right! They just keep getting more and more common! If you had half a brain-cycle you'd realise I meant sightings of party hats instead of you being a sarcastic drongo. 2006: You would be lucky to see one person wearing one, when they did it was like Zezima all over again. 2011: You see at least 3 daily and its a case of "yep, w/e"

MOTHER FU- Lucky son of a [bleep]. ;)

Lack of invite makes me sad. Grats Obby-nub!

I'll be honest, I did not expect that at all. I always assumed you were the up-and-go happy person, pounding woman, getting drunk and living life like most Uni people seem to come off as. At least your family in a way were supportive of you in the end, I'm STILL trying to get past that stage with mine, 21 years later >.> I tried going to a pshycologist before, was the most useless one I've ever seen. All he did was make me repeat myself every session about certain life situations, never made any progress, just kept reminding me of the bad times and after 7 visits I just said "know what, thanks for the time doc but honestly this isn't helping me one bit and wasting what money I have. thanks". Im considering seeing a different one after Xmas holidays to try and help with my social anxiety and my panic attacks. (the moments where I suddenly explode on the internet with insults and hatred? that's them.)