I'll be honest, I only read the end of your post, that was way too much for me to bother reading sorry. Either way though, I feel like this whole thing is a plea for you to make yourself feel better about playing tons of rs. Your pros and cons list is extremely biased to benefit your reasoning too. You leave out a ton of cons and your pros are all fabricated from extreme reasoning. Try making a pros and cons list instead for not playing rs. I'm not going to bother making it for you because I have better things to do but there are so many things you can do that benefit your life and overall happiness more than rs. Sorry to burst your bubble but this is just ridiculous.