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What a [cabbage]y past couple of months... [hide] April 7th, 2010. I get my first girlfriend. She is amazing. Blonde, shoulder-length hair, smart, funny, caring, everything a guy could want. She had just been dumped by a friend of mine a couple of weeks ago, and so I thought I would ask her out. Things go great, I ask her to prom and she says yes. We talk all of the time, every day, hold hands in the halls, see each other whenever we can, etc etc. Prom rolls around, and she looks stunning in her dress. We have a good time, I find out I can sort-of dance, and later that night I sprain my ankle at post-prom. We are forced to leave early, and we go back to my house to wait for her mom to come pick her up. My first kiss is that night. Fast-forward another week, and it is May 1st. I go to her house for the first time and meet her family, play some games and just generally help out, since her family is renovating their house and live on a farm. I have a great time, and am sad to leave. We have a little make-out session in her barn just before I leave for the night too, so :thumbup:. Little did I know it would be the last time I ever kiss her again. I truly feel that I'm in love with her. Not really so much that I'm thinking about marriage or anything, since she was 15 and I'm 17 and something like that is a long ways away. Sex isn't on either of our minds... (well it was on mine, but that's only because I'm a guy. I would never make her do something she isn't comfortable with.) I truly care about her and would do anything for her. Fast-forward again two weeks, May 15th. The end of the school year is coming up pretty quickly. I can't wait for summer at this point, since it means we would get to see each other more and do stuff together since I'd have a car and job. That Monday I got my braces off (finally), and was pretty happy for that... then Tuesday happened. I waited for her in my usual spot next to her locker in the morning, but she didn't show up. The bell rings, and I haven't seen her. I don't see her all day, and start worrying (freaking out) that something is wrong. Over the next couple of days I talk to her, and thinking that she has just had a bad week give her one of my mom's necklaces, a gold amulet with a ruby and opal. Eventually I find out through her friend that she wants to break up. I'm devastated, and I finally confront her about it. May 21st we break up for the first time. I try for the next week to try and stay together, and eventually we do get back together on May 28th. She said that she wanted to take things slow, and not tell anybody until school ended, since apparently she "lost some friends due to dating." (another kid, who was a friend of hers, liked her and tried to ask her out, but found out she was dating me, and started to hate me lol.) We stay together for a week. I go to her house one more time. It doesn't feel the same... June 5th. We break up for the second time, with her telling me that when she went to a graduation party for a friend of her's from another school, she saw a guy there that she "had a crush on for a few years.", and that she is afraid she will fall in love with him over the summer because "their families will be seeing each other a lot over the summer." That night we break up, and I'm devastated. But we get back together the next morning (June 6th). Broke up for the third and final time that day. I just plain asked her if she really wanted to stay together, she said no, and I ended it. She asks to still be friends, and I say no. She asks why, and I don't answer. She PROMISES me that she won't date anyone through high school, since both she AND her parents don't think she should be. Remember this for later. I try saving the relationship one more time, but to no avail. I take back the necklace I gave her, which I think really hurt her. The sorrow and emptiness I'm feeling at this point is unimaginable. Things over the years have just sucked, and now this happens. June 8th. I stab myself due to depression. Everything of my past life was kind of crap to begin with, and then this happened, and just pushed me over the edge. In my room, I tell her that I'm planning on it, with no response, and then I stab myself with a sword I had. (I collect them.) I lie on the floor, realizing over the course of 20 minutes that I'm not going to die from this, and call 911. I get air-lifted to the hospital. I go into surgery, find out I missed any vital organs, and really only cut muscle and a nerve (can't feel half of my crotch lol.) I get out of surgery, and spend a day in a hospital room, before being moved to the child/adolescent ward, where kids who have "problems" go. 5 days of torture there, and I finally come home. At this point it's June 15th. I really want to talk to her one more time, but I got my phone taken away because of the incident. So I decide to just write her a letter. I pour my heart and soul into it, asking to just talk to her one more time before officially saying goodbye. I mail the letter, and wait for a response. None comes. I eventually get my phone back on June 21st on the condition that I not text, call or anything to her. I find out that her number was deleted from my phone, and the picture I took of her from prom is gone. I'm pretty saddened by the picture loss, but I get over it soon. I break the rules and text her a few things, try and talk to her on facebook, all of that. No reply. Over the course of a week I slowly accept that she doesn't want to talk to me. I can't get her out of my head though, so I ask her to just say that we are done, for good. No chance for us in the future. I beg her to say it. No reply. I start to get angry at her for some reason I can't really explain. Fast-forward to yesterday. July 5th (technically). When we broke up for the last time, I talked to her best friend about us, and kind of told her I thought she was to blame for us breaking up (I blamed my ex's best-friend for us breaking up.) We stop talking, and that morning (at 1:20 a.m. lol) I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about my ex. So I decide to text her best-friend and apologize. Later that morning, around 10, I get up and find that she has texted back. We make up and become friends again. I find out my ex has another boyfriend. They had been dating since three days after my ex and I broke up. The day I stabbed myself because of her. After everything that had happened, after everything she had said, promised, she lied to me and got another boyfriend. And she doesn't even care that I tried killing myself because of her. I am mad beyond words for reasons I can't even describe. Because she lied to me? Because she lied to her parents? Because she isn't a virgin? Because she fell in love with the guy she broke up with me over... All of those reasons and more I guess... I text her about it, and of course, no reply. I get furious, start sending her meaner and meaner texts. I don't regret it. I call her a [bleep] (because she is... 3 guys in 5 months, and lost her virginity to the last one.), tell her that I am going to tell her parents, that she is a user, all of that kind of stuff. I truly hate her now. And I regret nothing. To me, everything I say to her, everything that happens to her, she deserves. I don't care if she cries, I don't care at all. In all honesty I think they will break up at the end of the summer, for the same reasons she gave me when we broke up. (That they will lose contact with each other over the school year since they go to different schools/she might fall in love with someone else/crap like that.) I almost HOPE she tries to make things right with me, that she asks me out one more time, just so I can see her face when I whisper "no" in her ear.[/hide] And so here I am. Completely over her, heart broken, still slightly numb in the soul, about to go get Crackdown 2 today. I don't really know why I wrote this. I just wanted to get it out there. I'll be getting a job soon, so hopefully I'll meet someone new. I'm starting to think about joining the military once I graduate. I've always wanted to drive a tank lol... So yea. Hate on me, call me a jerk for what I did, whatever. I don't really care, you won't change my mind. She is a [bleep] in my book and will always stay that way. I just wanted to get that off my chest. Funny thing is... the stab wound didn't hurt. At all. Not when it went in, not when I pulled it out. I guess it's cause I cut the nerve.

What game were you playing? I've been playing HCTDM/HCSND and things have been fine for me. Getting free kills on snipers who try and knife me when I get the jump on them and they miss = hilarity at it's maximum. Don't blame the game for host disconnects, blame the host. Aw man I kind of liked that "TiF: modern flamewar 1" thing...

Will it be? Won't all of the people playing this just migrate over to there?

if you're partner notices what song is playing in the background then you're not doing your job right. just saying :ohnoes: also you could make a playlist of love songs What guy would have that :razz:.

yes they are. but you are almost guaranteed to get atleast a few kills, especially if you wait till they dont look in your direction when you shoot them. what i do is (facing the barrels), go left of them, crouch, go behind them and go prone and look between the barrels.

I actually agree with this one. The site in the plane is way too hard to get. All a guy has to do is hide behind the barrels at the back and shoot between them, and while all the enemy has to do is shoot the barrels, yes, it will probably take them a while to figure out where you are. It's a great spot with a silenced weapon really.

Not 18. No car (that I can drive anyway. No insurance on it.) Not much else to really buy with it. I'm not really too into jewelry or glasses or anything snazzy like that. So I figure might as well get a game I'm looking forward to. Also, lol'd and sort of freaked out at Pink's post. :mrgreen:

Apparently MAG got a new game mode :blink:. I didn't think they would actually make DLC for it lol. Can't remember the game but I do know it's more vehicle-oriented. If only they made a (flag capturing) conquest-like mode for it, in a very run down city with sky-scrapers and stuff, so that sniping would be worth-while for once. Would be pretty sweet...

Hmmm Kabutops, Hitmon-lee/chan/top, or Misdreavous for the 6th slot in my single player game? Kind of leaning towards one of the Hitmon's. Any suggestions?

Just found $50 in my computer drawer I didn't know I had there :thumbsup:. Now I have money to buy Crackdown 2 woooooooooo!

Have any of you guys seen this? From IGN. Different gameplay videos. Looks pretty sweet :blink: New gameplay mechanics <3:

So let's see... I haven't played SS for a while, and just started again. Typhlosion, Lugia, Golem, Ampharos, Lapras, and whatever pokemon I'm leveling. All of the main pokemon I use (except for golem, 48), are above level 50. After 3 saved games (save game before fighting, turn off ds after I failed) of trying to catch [garden tool]-[garden tool <_<], finally got it (while using ABdown :twss:). Is this good so far? Anything I should specifically train up to fill the 6th slot?

I remember reading somewhere that you get some Officer guy or something like that as a pre-order bonus. Not sure where I read that, and I could be wrong, but you never know.

Saaaaame. Haha. Sometimes I really want to slap the younger version of myself. Although I do have to say, it's really interesting seeing how much your opinions can change over the years. For me, my opinions didn't really change, but my grammar sure did >.> I shudder looking back at all of the "u" 's and crap like that I used... bleargh.

Just get an ethernet cable :???:

I'm glad bungie is putting a lot of detail and work into this. The game looks stunning, and I really can't wait. The level of detail on everything is just amazing. Enemies, guns, the environment, everything. JUST. PLAIN. AWESOME. I don't think this is the Halo you all know and lo-hate... EDIT: OMG. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ke9wtbzGjCI

It looks like a sequel to AC2... I never played the original, but I loved the second one so I'll definitely get this when it comes out. Not only that, it appears they improved the engine a good bit, many new mechanics introduced, more types of outfits (other then the Assassin Robes), and they upgraded the villa feature greatly, and apparently you can customize all of Rome now. Yepp. You can upgrade the entire city of rome now. They did say this game is NOT AC3. In AC3, there will be a new ancestor, as this is just a continuation of Ezio's story. I personally am about to preorder it, because you get a new online character if you do. I think you get two characters don't you? Crap forgot about this thread lol... well the links in OP are tl;dr, so I'll just post what the mag has... [hide]There will be 8 characters for multiplayer, while only 4 have been revealed so far. There will be many AI models of these characters in the multiplayer game, so you really have to track down the other player to get him/her. Different characters will have different weapons, EG the Nobleman will have a claw, Executioner will have an axe, Monk will have a dagger, Doctor will have syringes, and Courtesans will have a bladed fan (OOH FUN!). In the mutliplayer game "Hunter", you spawn on the move, with a simple compass and distance meter shows where your target is, with a counter that shows how many assassins are after you. It will always be at least one. It increases depending on how good you are. You are awarded points for successfully killing a target, a few for managing an escape, and are deducted for the "professional faux pas" of killing an innocent. That last bit can be hard to avoid, since the AI is... "purposefully broken" in a way. They will do this like randomly start sprinting, only to stop a short distance later, or turn a corner and then turn right back. Escape is made easier with "chase breakers", which can delay people chasing you. Gates slam shut behind you, buttresses snap off, and platforms crash to the ground. Once you have escaped, you can do the old "hide in the hay until nobody sees you" trick, or sitting on a bench. However, each character will have their own ability, such as assuming another disguise, transform all characters around you to match yours, or scare an identical person into running away so they will draw attention for you. Fun-fact: The mutliplayer "lobby" is that Templar lab Lucy and Desmond ran through, where Templars learn the tricks of the Assassins. Some single player stuff: Since you don't have your upgradable home villa anymore, yes, you will get to improve all of rome. You get to use horses in the city. Ezio is now the Master Assassin, leading the Assassins guild. Rodrigo Borgia is back, along with his son and daughter Cesare and Lucrezia (respectively), along with Lonardo Da vinci (who has an upgraded flying machine WOOT), and Machiavelli. There will be an "improved" fighting system, where attacks can be chained together to take out multiple enemies. If you start a combo, you go into a rage mode that will link together insta-kills until an enemy interrupts you. Guards will now actually confront you, instead of just staring you down first, so be careful there. It looks like we will FINALLY be able to use the crossbow.[/hide] Well that's all I can get. From the pictures it looks pretty cool.

wat Confession: I still wish I was with my ex-girlfriend. Really wish I was... I miss her :sad:

You should add that to the end. Would end it on a cool move.

No killstreaks. TDM and... something else. There's also Objectives Barebones, which is CTF, Demo, etc.

I've played quite a few games of MW2 again, and have yet to see any OMA DC, M/L/C... or anything like that at all. I think you guys are over-exaggerating this a little bit :???:.

There's an article in this month's OXM, I'll see if I can find it... if not I'll just post what is in the mag.

Well I've played a few rounds... What you do is you go along the map capturing three flags that are defended by AI enemies. You spawn (depending on the map), with vehicles, or just by yourself. You get to use your kits from multiplayer, but I'm not sure you get xp. There is a timer, but one that counts up, so you can try and beat your best time on a map. Don't play this by yourself. DON'T. Infinite respawning enemies that spam rockets and grenades = impossible to capture the flags. As usual, enemies have instant targeting, even if you are sitting behind five trees and a building. I just ran into a glitch on Nelson Bay where we couldn't kill enemies on the last flag. Was pretty annoyed at that. Everything else is pretty good I suppose. Need to play more though. 4 maps, different difficulties. Valparaiso, Isla Innocentes, Nelson Bay, Atimaticainafhsaifhah Desert. Achievements: One for completing each map once on any difficulty, another for each map for completing it on Hardcore difficulty.

Onslaught mode is here! :thumbsup:

What is CP exactly? I've seen it spouted a few times while looking at the deadpool threads and don't know what it means. :unsure: