ProtoGuy

I remember that episode.. but it was some more common metal... I can't remember for the life of me what it was however. #-o

Today... I biked to B&n's, bought a game at target, traded it in to gamestop for more than I paid for it, and bought the fun-fest that is left4dead. And I only had 2 cigarettes \

Lol I remember when at my job up in houston, and the recent price [bleep]e came, the company made us print out these signs that said in large bold letters: PLEASE NOTE YOU ARE PAYING IN EXCESS OF $2.42 PER PACKAGE OF CIGARETTES I called it a heart attack disclaimer. :lol: The wine flavor is my favorite. <3

I haven't tried snus yet... Part of it is just I can't stand the taste of dip, so I'm kind of paranoid haha.

So instead of asking the question who smokes, why do you smoke or arguing that it's bad for you and you're an idiot for doing it; This little thread is for all of us who do :) If its camels, phillies, or darium, post here saying some of ur favorites. Also I'm creating this thread on a completely unrelated note of my return from quitting. n_n Runescape that is. XD

Is this a bad time to announce that I'm un-quitting? :twss:

[hide=] Get in a fight with a teddy bear. Then work your way up (if you win). What does he do if he loses? He can: A: Crawl in a corner and cry B: Light the bear on fire C: Fall while trying to burn the bear in a corner, ironically catching himself on fire and falling on a shop razor blade. D: Just choose C What happens if he chooses D? [/hide] Guess he falls on a razor

Lol everyone does that tbh.

Again, thank you. :thumbsup:

<3

Yeah, but she moved in with her older sister now, she's 31 so she can stay as long as she wants. =) So yaayyy! Stabililtyyyy. \ But going back to the first post, If any of yall have something you'd like me to put in there, post it here or PM it to me and I'll more than gladly quote it in. n_n I used to be suicidal myself, I know how much it hurts and how hard it is to pull your self out. It's ALWAYS a good thing to know someone who was there. One of the main reasons why I want to keep this board going.

That bump looked like it hurt tbh.

Huzzah for the piggeh!

To be honest, she did used to go to one before. However, she wasn't very... professional. They got into an argument and the doctor basically told her to [bleep] off after they had a bit of a fight >_> However, I would like to say that she is doing much better now, and.... We got together last week. n_n I'd like to thank each of you for your support, everyone's help in posting, I really have to say, I had almost given up. But I think that maybe we should keep this topic going, for other people who have friends who are suicidal or if even they them selves are. It's a welcome place that they know the people here, and they can trust them, the same reasons I created it here. I'm gonna edit the first post now, saying how anyone who needs help or has something they think would help someone, to please post. Again, thank all of yall sooo much... Yall rock. n_n

y u so mean

Lol it's a possibility, shame this thread is gonna get locked in a bit.

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, she's been on medication before, but her ex mom was, well... A druggie, an alcoholic, and.. well, nothing I can say on here without being censor pwnt. So I'll ask her about talking to her dad to get her to at least a therapist, and then a shrink preferably.

I just wanted to thank all of you... This means more than you know for me. Please, if you have any more advice, let me know. I appreciate all of your support and prayers, her name is Paine, for those of you who are praying. For more information, we text daily still and I try to talk to her at least once a day on the phone, and I think she's doing alot better... But yeah, I'm still reminding her how much I care about her, how much she means to me. Again... thank you, all of you. As to answer a few of the main questions: I don't know of any and this place is one that I have people who know me and I can trust them. She never knew she had a dad, much less that he had re-married. Don't ask. I live with my uncle, and they don't actually know anything yet...

- That's completley understandable lol. Heck if i did, i would too probably >_> - I KNOW I'm mentally unstable lol. Dysthemia. You can find books at places like B&Ns and Borders to read up in, just check the psychology section. - I can understand that actually, Different people enjoy different things. - There's a reason why Barry White was so succesful... - I never really got into her, sorry =/ - It's not stalking if they're your friend. n_n No matter what you look up!

He does tbh. And join pkm kimmeh :twss:

*hands cream pie to Dreamtongirl* Retaliation ftw. n_n

*sigh* It's almost as if I've forgotten how to do that... hope. Idk.. Well, I've got one more day... All I can do is pray... Blah, anyone who else reads this thread know any helpful tips for a depressed insomniac? And if you have something to say about my friend, please... by all means post..

I've gotten her to stay alive one more day... I have till tomorrow to convince her to go another 3 weeks tops so I can get her down here to live with me and my uncle. =( I love her so much... God I wish I had my license... I'm such a failure... I should have gotten it a year ago... I'm still not hired... Idk what to do anymore, idk what to think... gah.

Just something to say... something to tell her to convince her everything really will be ok... And that's what I was trying to convince her before... The plan was once I move back to San Antonio, I fly up there, get her and we both fly back... (shes scared of planes) She moves into my appt and gets a real start on life, but during the call I was trying to see if she had any money so she could bus down here. =(