Dax Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 In light of recent events, which I will explain later, I'm back for a little bit tonight. Pretty cool stuff's happened since I took my break like finishing school (Only exams and necessary preparation left), got a suit, learned how to tie a tie, first (And second ;o) [Certain act containing things and ladies' mouths], and other such cool stuff. Heading to Sydney (Australia's main city, I guess, if you haven't picked up on that yet) tomorrow and doing some cool stuff there. Serious moment. I'm not sure if he went through with it, but don't take Ben's farewell lightly, I'm not sure if it's the right thing to announce outta nowhere, but he was planning and maybe continued through with committing suicide. Not exactly the best thing to hear upon finishing school, especially not considering my girlfriend knew him better than I and I'm terrible at helping sad individuals, but that's a complaint I've always voiced. I won't be on tomorrow, and it's unlikely I'll be on until the second of November, but have fun. I see you've done well without me. if you know someone who plans to commit suicide.. you should tell people like teachers nd their parents so they can get help that's my opinion. I didn't know until around 4 today, as in two hours ago. By then it had happened, he texted my girlfriend a couple of hours before to say his goodbyes and plans and that didn't help things, she was quiet about it and didn't say, I headed off to another party she wasn't allowed to go to (Ancient class only thing) and she went home. I knew he had a bad life, as was determined quite a while ago, but I thought things had started to get better, apparently not. (Unrelated: Man it feels good to be posting here again) #KERR2016/17/18/19/20/21. #rpgformod Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dax Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 Unrelated: Wololooo. #KERR2016/17/18/19/20/21. #rpgformod Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver_wits Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 I have at certain times in my life felt like ending it all... but when I was younger I was scared [cabbage]less of dieing. and then as I got older, I got over my fears and decided to live life true to myself. to live life without any regrets. I hope ben doesn't do it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Psycho_Robot Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 I didn't know ben was suicidal or had sadlife.jpg, all I knew him as was that one dude i gave a free copy of portal to. How could one contemplate suicide when they've played portal? Or do you think the crushing disappointment of no cake, coupled with the guilt of killing the companion cube, got to him? I didn't know! I never would ahve given it to him if I had known! I'm sorry!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dax Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 Well, yeah, his mum committed suicide, then his dad had a heart attack (I believe) and died a couple of days or weeks later. #KERR2016/17/18/19/20/21. #rpgformod Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Psycho_Robot Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 well that sure does suck. maybe i should send him a copy of portal 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver_wits Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 I actually read a sucicide manga recently... took me a while to shift through my web history looking for it. http://www.mangafox.com/manga/eien_no_with/ she had a fairly stupid reason to commit suicide as compared to a bunch of other people who had "better reasons" and she met those other people. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Psycho_Robot Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 well, i certainly can't stop him, nor can i find him the sort of meaning he needs. I hope he doesn't go through with it, but that's pretty much all I can do Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver_wits Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 but instead of reading manga.... you should be following and doing what this website says if possible.http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/whattodo.htm Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dax Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 I fear it has already happened. #KERR2016/17/18/19/20/21. #rpgformod Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver_wits Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 <_< can't you call him? if you know where he lives just go over and see if you can help? sorry if i'm being pushy.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dax Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 He lives in Sydney, so driving some six hours tonight isn't possible. The forums were my only place I talked to him. #KERR2016/17/18/19/20/21. #rpgformod Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Psycho_Robot Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 have an admin change the thread description to "In memoriam: httpBen, </html>" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver_wits Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 time for cats. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Psycho_Robot Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 good song Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver_wits Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 in my rec videos. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZDZs__m5iAI&feature=feedrec_grec_index Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dax Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 Is this still how you crazy kids get a page? #KERR2016/17/18/19/20/21. #rpgformod Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Psycho_Robot Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 impressive, but ultimately futile... both to silva's vid and dax's get Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Psycho_Robot Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 Top ten gifts brought to you by verizon! #10 A verizon cell phone#9 A verizon cell phone#8 A verizon cell phone#7 A verizon cell phone#6 A verizon cell phone#5 A verizon cell phone#4 A verizon cell phone#3 A verizon cell phone#2 A verizon cell phone#1 The most expensive verizon cell phone Also, how would you make use of an MP3 player in your shoes? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver_wits Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 dunno... back to cats Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Psycho_Robot Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 that is mos definitely not a cat Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver_wits Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 :mellow: wut? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Napalm Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 God dammit, not Ben! He's a cool guy! Gotta head out to uni... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silver_wits Posted September 22, 2011 Share Posted September 22, 2011 i wish it was some other person too... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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