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I do kind of miss it... I had long hair from about 6th grade until the last week of freshamn year, then had a mohawk for a a year or two, and now having short hair just doesn't feel right. :unsure:

I have really thick and curly hair. When I had my mohawk I'd straighten it with a straightening iron first, then I hold my hair up in the postion I wanted the mohawk to be in and use a ton of hair spray. Then I'd go over it with the straightening iron again, then more hair spray, then straightening iron, hair spray, etc. until it would hold in place. Edit: Here's some pics of me at a tournament a few years ago, in the last pic you can see how long and thick my hair used to be. [hide=Martial Arts Tournament Pics] First few are of me sparring (I'm in the red jacket). First is of me kicking a guy in the face: Then me kicking someone else in the head: Then me kicking someone in the ribs: And finally me with my first place sparring, wepons forms, and open hand forms trophies (was pretty happy about that, got first place in all three sections that they offered at the tournament): As you can see, my hair was pretty awful back then lol. [/hide]

...You weren't writing a pornographic movie script into it as well did you? O_o Haha no, I was just pretty drunk and thought it would be a good idea to tell her some of the things that I like that she does in bed. She loved the letter though, so apparently it wasn't a totally bad idea.

My mom picked up this fruit at Walmart the other day: Then she left town to visit her mom before she got a chance to eat it. She said it is an "apple pear". I'd never heard of it before but I decided to eat it to see how it tasted. The flesh of the fruit is white and the first few bites didn't really have any taste at all, though it was very juicy. As I made my way around the fruit I got to a spot where the flesh was kind of brownish. I saw the color after biting into that spot and hesitated chewing for a moment. My first thought was "Hmmm, is this area of the fruit starting to go bad?". I chewed the bite that was in my mouth a little bit and wow.... It was amazing! The area that was kind of brown was even more juicy than the white parts and it was so sweet I could hardly believe it. Definitely in my top 3 favorite fruits now.

Yes. I'm white and I don't really find white girls all that attractive. I find black girls extremely sexy though. I'm currently in a relationship with a black girl and she is amazing. As for family issues, my parents and brother have no problem with it at all. My grandparents/family on my mother's side are quite racist against black people. They live in Iowa though, so I don't even know if they know about my relationship. Even if they do have problems with it, that's their own issue. I love her and no matter what anyone says I'm not going to let it tear us apart. When we go out in public we do get people staring at us every now and then. It's mostly black people that look at us funny, some even make comments as we walk past them. My girlfriend and I just laugh it off though. We find it amusing how ignorant people can be. We figure, if we don't have any issues with the racial difference, why should we let some random stranger's opinion make us feel bad?

Confession: I got into this relationship pretty much just looking for sex. Though I've come to realise that.... I love this girl and I don't ever want to lose her. <3: I feel bad that I was just looking for sex at the start of this.

Morrigan's Leather Top sold for 1.1M. Then two kills into the second trip: First time ever getting brawlers from revs. I've done probably 15 trips in total (used to go there occasionally before I started this blog). Not like cooking is all that expensive, but this will still save me a bit of cash on the way to 99. :thumbup:

Haha, just found this picture on my dad's facebook. It's from the last day of my freshman year in highschool. The day before the picture was taken I had long curly hair down to my shoulders. Then I got the sides cut and made this awesome mohawk/liberty spike like hair style. Took almost an hour to get it to stay like it was. After that I got a few inches taken off and then kept my hair like that for a year or so. Only took 10 minutes or so every morning to get the mohawk to stay once it was shorter. I'm on the left, brother on the right.

About a week ago my gf told me we should write letters to eachother explaining our feelings and exchange them on our one month anniversary (which was today). I totally forgot about it and then when I was on my way to hang out with my brother and get drunk last night she texted me asking if I'd finished my letter. I just responded with asking her when she wanted me to give it to her on our date. She assumed this meant the letter was written and was happy to let me party that night. I got to my brother's girlfriend's house last night and started drinking. After about 6 or 7 beers I finally started on the letter. I finished it and put it in my wallet to give to her today. We went to see a movie after dinner earlier and just before the movie started I gave her the letter. She read it and giggled at a few parts. By the time she made it to the end she was crying, told me she loved me, and gave me a big hug. Apparently I can write a wicked love letter when I'm drunk. :huh: I know I shouldn't have put it off for so long and just written it right away. Things worked out in the end though, so I'm happy. Edit: Before anyone asks that I post the letter (because drunk writing is so damn interesting) I'm not going to. She has the only copy of it, I don't feel like posting my deepest feelings for the girl I love on the internet, and I kind of got a little R rated towards the middle of the letter and it wouldn't be appropriate for this forum.

Finally had enough free time to finish my trip to revs: Not bad.

I don't think they know that I'm 18. They might not go to the police, but when they go home and their parents see them they would probably call the police.

I'm pretty sure doing Glacors, even with a majorly welfare setup, will be better gp/hour than collecting whiteberries along side a thousand botters doing it. Thanks for the suggestion though. For now I'm going to continue killing revs (today is actually the first day that I've started killing them). No drops so far, but I haven't really completed a whole trip yet. Had A LOT going on today.

I can't just not give a [bleep] when guys are violating my girlfriend's personal space and touching her in sexual ways on a nearly daily basis. It's because of them that she comes home pissed off all the time and wants pretty much nothing to do with me for a while until she's calmed down. [cabbage] like that just gets on my nerves really bad.

I'm going to start crafting a master plan to get my revenge on him. Beating the hell out of him would just be too simple of a punishment. I'm sick and tired of all these pricks at school trying to make a move on/touch my girlfriend. I'm not entirely sure what I'm going to do yet, but when I do it it's going to be something that makes everyone at that school take notice. People will ask why it happened to him and then someone will say "He tried to make a move on Jordan's girlfriend". I'm feeling very violent/psychotic right now, imagining all of the brutal things I want to do to him but won't because I would end up in jail for sure. As for the pregnancy thing; she came over after she got home from school. We talked and I told her about some of the figures you guys talked about on how difficult it can be to get pregnant. Then I mentioned the part about her being even less likely to get pregnant because her period is coming up very soon and she seemed to be calmed down even more from there. Then we got to talking about her taking the pill.... Her main concern was that she didn't want to kill something that would one day call us "Mommy and Daddy" and we would show all of our love for. I told her that it would be a difficult thing to do, but then followed up with the argument that neither of us have a job, vehicle, or money really. I told her that I would feel terrible to bring a child into a life like that with parents that weren't ready for it and a lack of funds for basic baby needs. She agreed on that. Then I told her that after the condom broke what most likely happened was she paniced and started psyching herself out. I said that she probably just kept imagining what being pregnant would be like and began to get nervous. Being nervous can cause you to feel nautious. She was nervous the next morning and the nausea caught up with her, which she then mistaked for morning sickness and thus made her nervousness even worse. As I went on about how it was a vicious cycle she started to realise that I was most likely right and guess what happened. She no longer felt sick anymore! She is now almost 100% sure that she just over reacted and spread her nervousness to me beacuse she seemed so sure that she was pregnant. I gave her the pill and told her that it was entirely her choice to take it or not, there was nothing I could do if she didn't want to take it, but it would make me feel better if she would take it just to be sure that we won't have a little one on the way. As of right now I have no idea if she took it or not. She took it back to her house and put it in her bedroom. Said she'd think about it for a few hours and decide if she wanted to take it or not (though I insisted that if she does take it, to do so as soon as possible for the best results).

Things went well tonight. I'll go into details later when I have more time, but I do have something I thought I'd share with you guys. As I was leaving my gf's house tonight she told me she'd been trying to find a way to tell me this all day but couldn't come up with a way to ease into it so she figured she would just say it. Today at school a guy kissed her on the lips. She pushed him away, but he still kissed her.... There is so much rage brewing inside of me right now. I'm not mad at her, it wasn't her fault and she pushed the guy away to stop it. I'm mad at the [wagon] who kissed her. She'd told him she was in a relationship a mater of minutes before he kissed her. What the hell is wrong with this guy. Get this though, when some kid shoved and punched her last week or whenever that was, she wouldn't give me his name. When she told me about what happened today, one of the first things she told me was the kid's name.... I looked him up on facebook and he's 16, so there's not a damn thing I can do to him since I'm 18. Knowing that I can't do a damn thing to the guy makes me rage even more.... :-X :-X

Damn Kim, you're really good at making me feel better about what's going on right now. Thanks. :thumbup: This will probably be my last post about this until later tonight. I'm about to go get a shower and get ready, she'll be here in like 30-45 minutes probably.

God damnit... For the past few days I was feeling like I was on top of the world and completely in control of my life. Now I feel like I'm [bleep]ing up left and right. :wall:

Well statistically? You have like a 70-some% chance that she's not pregnant anyway, regardless of the Plan B pill. (Oh ovulation, you so silly.) I would wait a little bit, let the frustration subside, and go talk to her. You need to be there for eachother. I know you've got this timer ticking down in your head but if she's unsure and/or doesn't like abortion she will hesitate until it's too late. Being there with her could help. She's coming over as soon as she gets home from school so that we can talk about it. I'm just trying to figure out what I'm going to say. Ever since she said she wasn't sure about taking the pill I've had this terrible feeling in my stomach... I feel like I'm going to puke. :-X

She's now talking about how she's not sure if she wants to take it or not because she doesn't want to kill a baby... Not good now that I spent all of my money on the pill. :wall: Must think of something in the next hour or so to convince her to take it when she gets home.

I still have to do ROTM, I have the requirements for it though. I just have to go about getting my catspeak ammy back since the hacker dropped that too. I'm also not sure that I could afford to fight Glacors atm. Is there a possible set up that would work on a budget of about 300-500k? I have plenty of overloads, but that's pretty much it. I recently bought dragon boots, barrows gloves, a neitiznot helm, and a glory ammy. That's about all I have to work with right now. @swedish: Thanks. I've had a lot of free time lately with my girlfriend being at school for most of the day so I get plenty of play time in. Once she gets home from school though I'm pretty much with her until 11-11:30 p.m. then when she goes back home I get back on and train more. Right now I'm bored of hunter but want more 99s so I'm trying my hardest to make cash and then be able to pull in a few 99s in a short amount of time. When I get the cash for it I'll probably do cooking and fming just cause they'll be cheap and fast.

Thanks for the support. I've never been in a situation like this before and it's nice to hear some reassuring words. And of course you'd get to be the Godfather. Can't think of anyone better for the role than you. :thumbup:

Thanks. I did pyramid plunder for about 1.7M exp or so when I was in the low 90s. No ibis clothing, no sceptre of the gods, and no other sceptre (can't remember the name of it because I didn't get it haha). Edit: Gettin a bit bored of hunter so I'm off to kill some revs in hopes of a good drop to pay for a buyable or something lol. And of course, I'll be out there in my super awesome welfare gear.

I'm back and I really hope that she goes through with taking the pill like she said she would. I grabbed the $40 from my brother's room that I gave him to buy me alcohol with, and boy am I glad I did. The Plan B One Step pill ended up being $55.82. I'm now broke and our 1 month anniversary is on Friday... We planned on going to a movie and then dinner afterwards but she doesn't really have any cash and now I don't either. Making sure she isn't pregnant is more important than going out and having fun though. Edit: Oh, and buying the pill wasn't nearly as awkward as I thought it was going to be. The lady working in the pharmacy at Walmart was really polite and didn't ask any questions or anything. I just asked if they had it, she said yeah and grabbed the box for me, scanned it, told me what my gf and I should do, then wished me the best of luck.

Ugh, she'd already gotten on the bus by the time I read this. So much stress I can hardly think straight.... The stress has been relieved a bit though. I texted her and she agreed to take the pill. She told me to go get it and have it ready for when she gets home from school. Now all I can do is pray (even though I don't believe in God, so maybe I'll leave the praying up to her) that the pill works/she is just over reacting to the scare of the condom breaking. Time to go to the store. I'll be back in like an hour or so.

Haha, well she actually agreed to take the pill. I texted her while she was at school and her response was something along the lines of "YES, GO GET IT NOW". So that's a relief. As for the nightmares though, I've been having them for a few months. I think it's just because I know that using chewing tobacco is going to mess up my teeth and that fear manifests itself into my dreams. I really need to stop chewing...