Skull

Haggard. And yeah, I wear a shirt and tie for work but I still have shaggy hair and a scruffy beard. Whatever.

Yeah, that sounds like the schedule I've been running on too. Going to bed, goodnight guys. I have work late tomorrow, so you probably won't see anything from me until Wednesday or maybe even later I lied. My girlfriend decided she has other stuff to do so I have nothing to do until work. Great. In a kinda [cabbage]ty mood. But oh well.

Yeah, that sounds like the schedule I've been running on too. Going to bed, goodnight guys. I have work late tomorrow, so you probably won't see anything from me until Wednesday or maybe even later

There's a thread titled religion. Go talk about it there, not here.

I also miss school. I have more fun there than at home.

I passed out on my couch. With the lights on. To be fair I was reading when I fell asleep.

Blah. I wish I could be treated like an adult. But nope, as an 18 year old who goes to school for 7 hours a day and works almost 30 hours a week, I'm certainly not capable of making the decision as to what time I need to be home. And as such, I'm spending my very limited free time and being treated like a naughty 4 year old by my mother instead of being able to visit with my girlfriend. And we've been dating 2 months as of today. It's gotten to the point where I hate the weekends because I have the time to do something other than go to school, drive, go to work, drive, eat, sleep, then do it over again the next day. On that schedule I don't have time to deal with the [cabbage]. And I have no idea what it's like to have to work hard and not have free time. [bleep] that, If you count school, I work a [bleep]ing 65 hour week, not counting drive time or homework or the stuff I do around the house. But no, I need to be home exactly when mommy says so or she takes my keys. And when I'm upset that I get home to find people in my house that I don't know, it's my [bleep]ing fault and I don't understand how hard her life is. And when I fall asleep on the couch, she's glad someone has the time to catch up on their sleep (with her hair very obviously in the process of being dyed, and after reading newspapers for hours). I'm going to stop whining guys, I'm sorry. I'm just in a really [cabbage]ty mood. Actually considering moving in with just my Dad. Which of course if I told my Mom that she'd scream at me and then cry for hours and tell me how much of a terrible person I am and that I don't care about her. And honestly, at this point I don't. I'll be over it by tomorrow.

Doctors appointment. Gotta get stabbed and tested for strep. Should be fun. After that possibly hanging out with my girlfriend although I'm still holding strong on my policy of no contact so I won't see her if I have strep since I know she's going to try her hardest to get me to stop caring about getting her sick.

I think I have strep throat. Unfortunately, I may have discovered this too late to prevent me from infecting my girlfriend though. I'm enforcing a "No Contact" policy to be safe though, which she is very unhappy about. Especially since we have Friday plans. Basically my left tonsil is white and looks like it's rotting and the right one is red and swollen with white spots behind it. Basically if you searched for images of strep throat and found the worst looking ones (don't if you're kinda squeamish, they're a little gross) that's what my left tonsil looks like. I wish I had looked at it when it started feeling weird like 2 weeks ago.

I'm pretty sure that storm is just reaching me now. I hope it isn't as strong as that, I have things I want to do.

Was going to give you guys a write up on my last two days since I don't think I've posted, but it's midnight now and I need to be up for school in under 6 hours. I'll probably spend some time on TIF tomorrow since I don't have work and I think my girlfriend is busy. Basically I went to school, then hung out with a friend and my girlfriend, then just my girlfriend, then went to work, then got home and did nothing.

http://forum.tip.it/topic/275308-post-hardcore/

:wink: Guessing this has something to do with your girlfriend. Yup. Not because of what the winking face might imply though. Just a really awesome party after her show. Edit: And in other unimportant news that I'm sharing anyways, I had to tighten my belt another notch today. I have no idea how the hell I'm getting skinnier, but I have to have like a 27 inch waist now. It's kinda upsetting.

Pretty much the best night of my life to date.

My only complaint is that there is clearly only one seat for her to take.

Tired and in need of a haircut. I need to emo fringe it to see. Not that it actually stays like that.

I don't have a twitter actually. I think it's kinda dumb. Granted once I started using it I'd probably get really into it but oh well. Anyways, work was pretty good today, was on carts duty four times in a four hour shift (I'm a service clerk at a grocery store) which was nice because I hate bagging and it was a fairly nice day (mid 40's). Only problem was that on my last shift, whoever was supposed to be doing it before me didn't, so there were probably 100 carts out in the parking lot and it was during a pretty big rush hour, so for every 10 or so I brought in probably 6 got brought back out. It's ok though, it gives me a pretty decent workout, which is good because I don't have the energy to work out after work.

Another day. Work in the morning today though, starts in an hour. Going to see my girlfriend's show again, she was amazing last night. I kinda felt like an [wagon] cause two of her close guy friends gave her flowers and I just showed up in my gross, unwashed work clothes. But it's fine, I'm going to get them for her tonight since I'm working early instead of getting off when it's supposed to start. And that's the update on my life which is entirely about my girlfriend. Sorry guys. I was going to write more but I'm running late and I realized non of you actually care about what's going on in my girlfriend's life. Although I'm not sure anyone really cares about what I'm doing either. So bye, back in a few hours, or not.

Have to leave for work in 15 minutes, currently shoveling food in my face, shouldn't be wasting time posting but I love you all too much. After that going to the musical that my girlfriend is one of the leads in. She thinks I'm not going because I have work, but it's about 5 minutes away from where I work and I get out the same time it starts so I'm just going to punch out 4 minutes early and floor it. Hopefully I can get in. Also it's [bleep]ing gorgeous outside, I hope I get to be outside at work today as much as I did yesterday.

Connecticut (where I live) has one of the highest minimum wages in America (that I know of) at $8.25. (Only 2 states are higher, just checked) Also that's after tax is taken out so I actually earned like $124.

Back from work, it was the best day yet until I went to pick up my paycheck and found out I didn't have my wallet. Cashed my check and then went on a hunt for my wallet lasting 30 minutes, me saying [bleep] it and getting into my car and finding out that it was in the pants I was wearing before work. The worst part is that that's the first place I looked too. I think I was actually looking in my other work pants since I was doing it in the dark. But yeah, $108 paycheck for last week. That's for 15 hours of work. Hell yeah minimum wage. Immediately spent $20 to get a little over 5 gallons of gas. That should last me until next Thursday. But it won't.

Work time. I'll be back in ~5 hours to whine about it :)

Ugh, my... everything... hurts. Got my first paycheck today, only $31, that's exciting (It was only for my 4 hour orientation, I get my real one tomorrow, should be about $125). Also got accepted to another college (University of Rhode Island), but I'm like 99% sure I'm not going there so I hardly care.

I don't think I've ever had the flu. Although I feel like [cabbage] right now too. I doubt it's the flu, but my whole body aches. Especially my teeth, which is really [bleep]ing weird and uncomfortable.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lLm0HYVrlg Dear God, this is the greatest video of all time.