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Nope, my sister didn't use all the hot water. Now her friend, who lives right behind our house, is showering too. I CANNOT DESCRIBE THE ANGER I FEEL

In the same bed, no rules. So I spent all night waking up from ridiculous nightmares about everyone who was at our neighborhood fourth of July thing last night, it was great. At about 7:50 this morning I heard my sister and her friend come in from the tent, so from then on every time I woke up I had troubles getting back to sleep. Finally gave up at 9:40ish, woke up with a stomachache to cloudy skies and stupid 13 year old girls in my house. I'm pissed about the nightmares, I will be sitting home most of today with little chance of my foul mood, from basically waking up on the wrong side of the bed, going away, my stomach hurts and my mouth is dry but I feel like eating, there is a pile of disgusting dishes left to finish, and I think my sister just used all the hot water. I know stacking the deck like this won't make me feel better, but it can't make me feel much worse.

And then I tripled because I forgot there was a rule against spamming it up in here.

Oh and her parents let her boyfriend spend the night, just so you know. And the third musketeer ex neighbor girl who was here left this morning, I was so angry at her mom. I could have used someone to be around tonight.

I think I've said before, I did read Brave New World, and I liked it. I saved that quote for later use when I read it and periodically read it and ponder. Fourth of July was picnic, spontaneous water fight, chatting, and fireworks. Also, I went to C's house in the morning right away. Nothing happened last night nope.

Before I pussied out of taking calc, I suffered through a semester of calc/Harry Potter class to start my day every day. It was the worst.

Oh dear, Harry Potter. One of the reasons I'm beyond glad school is out is that I don't have to hear about Harry Potter constantly.

Why does it smell like my house is on fire?

"One of the principal functions of a friend is to suffer (in a milder and symbolic form) the punishments that we should like, but are unable, to inflict upon our enemies." -- Aldous Huxley, "Brave New World"

I like seatbelts.

I think I should sleep now. My eyes hurt, they feel good shut, but it's hard to sleep.

I see your point. I just don't want to be victimized or see other people victimized by her inevitable foul mood when they have nothing to do with her predicament.

Double standards within friendships. You can call me 30 times, leave voicemails saying you could be dying, and expect me to call back immediately, but if I send three texts to you I'm annoying? Also, assuming assumptions are being made. Two rights don't make a wrong.

Double standards suck

To understand that, point out where I treated her like a child please

Yeah, I'm the better child in my family and better than her she's saying, she referred to how she's not her brother and said I don't understand being compared to my siblings.

C: were not tenting tomorrow. E: ohwhy C: cause I'm gonna see if jerad can stay over. E: when asking? C: tomorrow. E: promise one thing C: we won't [bleep]ing have sex! E: that's not what I had to say! What I had to say was don't get cranky with everyone if he can't. C: don't get cranky when I text him then! He's my bf of 6 months tomorrow and idc what ppl think!we don't have sex and I'm not (brother)! C: then again u an even better child so u kno there gonna say no and I'm gonna fight back. E: I have no clue what I'd do in a situation like yours because no guy has ever liked let alone loved me. C: yeah so when your mom starts comparing you to (sibling) or (sibling). Don't tell me you know. Ever. And you may not like that I talk to him 24/7, but I love him more than anything in the world right now. And that's not gonna change unless something happens! Goodnight! E: I understand, goodnight I started crying when she called me the better child. Tell me where I went wrong.

C: were not tenting tomorrow. E: ohwhy C: cause I'm gonna see if jerad can stay over. E: when asking? C: tomorrow. E: promise one thing C: we won't [bleep]ing have sex! E: that's not what I had to say! What I had to say was don't get cranky with everyone if he can't. C: don't get cranky when I text him then! He's my bf of 6 months tomorrow and idc what ppl think!we don't have sex and I'm not (brother)! C: then again u an even better child so u kno there gonna say no and I'm gonna fight back. E: I have no clue what I'd do in a situation like yours because no guy has ever liked let alone loved me. C: yeah so when your mom starts comparing you to (sibling) or (sibling). Don't tell me you know. Ever. And you may not like that I talk to him 24/7, but I love him more than anything in the world right now. And that's not gonna change unless something happens! Goodnight! E: I understand, goodnight I started crying when she called me the better child. Tell me where I went wrong.

Hmm

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Two days in a row I've been in cars operating in less than legal fashions.

Lost kitten alert

So, we're out driving around a few places, me, my friend from Wisconsin, her sister, my sister, and one of their friends. We're backing out of the parking space at Walmart (derp that's where we went wrong) and this lady in hercar in the space across from us is backing out too. We stop, wait for her to stop, and then honk when she doesn't stop. SHE HITS US. Not our fault, but there's a problem here: my friend is driving with her permit and I'm not 18. There wasn't any damage though, but we were like whoa that was close.

I'm an expert passenger in cars for not having my license

Hmm food?