I used to get nervous a lot when I first started playing when I pked, but it just became second nature after a while, I could die, and I'd not even be bothered, because I always went down fighting, without doing anything stupid to embarrass myself. (praying teleing logging etc) staking, I hated because although I did it a lot, I'd win and be unable to walk away with my winnings, I'd just keep staking till it was gone. won 20m with 1 - 3m stakes then lost it all in one greedy stake, that just annoyed the hell out of me.