Well here is what has happened over the last couple of days: People have stopped talking to me altogether. Why? I DONT KNOW. So I decide to try and work out why. APPARENTLY, I strangled Annie in the school corridor because I was jealous of her recent achievements As obvious, I got angry and thought ME??? STRANGLING SOMEONE?? I am probably one of the most gentle people in my year group. But because of the recent conflict thats gone on between Annie and I, its relatively believable. Not even 1 week after my birthday, trouble starts again. So tbh I decided not to confront Annie like I did last time, I thought Id be quiet about it. If people asked, Id tell the truth that this is ridiculous. This year is a very crucial year. I cant mess around or be involved in trouble. Theres this girl called Tilly, she has always hated me. She wont talk to me anyway, but as soon as something bad happens, shell be the first to accuse me! Shell be the loudest. Even if its got nothing to do with her. So of course Tilly came to ask me why I nearly killed Annie. That killed me, emotionally. I didnt reply. My eyes just filled up with tears but I refused to let any come out. I wouldnt let her win. This was a fight. A serious fight and I had to win it. So Music came, I usually work with Ceinwen and Sofia. Sofia is generally nice but Ceinwen is pretty emo-ish. Weve got along for a bit but she leaves me out too much. She acts like I dont exist when shes with Sofsof I couldnt take any more rejection. I decided to ignore Ceiny and not talk to her unless necessary, so she added to the problems I already had and decided to make up a story about me slapping her. Just as Annie did in December. This week, the thought for the week has been Forgiving and Forgetting Right now, I am going to try and forgive. But it will take me a long time to forget. A long time. Shutup Flodder. I'm NOT