I_am_Geed

Exactly what I was thinking. I AM moving on, but I'm still keeping her in the back of my mind and my heart. Is that wrong?

[hide=] Start thinking of her as a friend + look for other women. Since you seem to be still madly in love with her, what you do is pick one flaw (even if it is minor like "She is a [bleep] to me"), keep that flaw in mind. Every time you start to think about her and how much you miss her, just think of that flaw. Works for me anyways. She probably meant that she loves you as a friend. P.S Don't bother trying to be less 'dependant' on her, it won't work and you can hardly change yourself, and you shouldn't change yourself for someone; you'll get fed up of not being yourself in the end. I know. Its over. She said almost exactly what you said~ "people dont change" Its hard when your only a Junior in high school and you dont really feel for any other girls in the school. I dont want a pointless, 3 month relationship. I'd prefer to play for keeps. Its just that High School isnt ment for that. College is. :thumbdown: :( :cry: [/hide] V lol I looked at the whole big thing and was like "wtf I wrote you guys a book!" :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: W0000000000000000T You guys are all going to love me again. Same problems with this girl. Although I can save I have changed a lot for the better 8-) . Its been really weird lately, my unstable emotions matched up with just seeing her recently. Since we broke up we havnt talked, which I was fine with. I mean, im crushed but I can grow a pair and move on. But heres what I dont understand. After me & her broke up, we both kinda went emo (in taking terms of the stereotype where theyre all depressed and stuff) in terms of personality for a while. We sulked, never were happy when we didnt need to be, so on and so on. Eventually we started getting more stable w/o each other, but idk about her, but I cant give up so easily. I gave this girl everything but my virginity; heart, mind, bold, soul. I [bleep]ing meant it in this relationship, and I think she did too. I mean, everything sets me off into thinking about this girl, because our relationship was everything to me. The only real comfort is that we both have stayed single during this, but knowing her I'm more likly to pick up someone then she is, its just the way she is. Shes extremely cautious around guys, because of her father. (her father cheated on her mother secretly for ~9 years and they got a divorce about 3-4ish years ago.) She has that mindset of "all guys are pigs" and such and such, but somehow I was different :-k She told me she loved me before she can even tell her own father the same line. Which is why I still see things the way I do. I know this is getting into TMI but there were times where if I was there with her, and not on the phone she would have been willing to lose it to me (yeah, hopefully you guys take the hint L0L) If me, a guy, can make so much difference on a girl like that, I refuse to accept the answer of that she loves me as a friend, because I know its more then that. Now shes heading off for college (Towston in MD i think?) but theres a catch. After we broke up, through the "emo" mood, and even up untill graduation she was claiming she "didnt want to talk to anyone from [my town] when she goes off to college" Another catch; We all, including me and her, got back recently from marching in Washington DC for the Independence Day Parade (exciting, huh?), which would really be the last time I would see her in person. At midnight Monday morning, despite leaving instantly because she had work at the local YMCA summer camp, she went over to a few close friends as they were leaving, and gave each a hug and said some stuff, which idk what it was nor was it any of my business. But then she came over to me. With a face as if she was worried I was going to leave without saying goodbye. I somehow got a big hug that night, with a message of my own. Despite the fact I will never forgive her for what she put me through, I still love her. I told her that. She still loves me . She also said to stay strong and to "keep in touch" Now here comes the question. Does anyone think, that if I casually keep contact with her, that in a "good-case" scenario (she doesnt fall head-over-heels over someone new, dies, etc [lol on dying]) that I may have another chance 3-5 years down the road, when we both get into the real world? If theres a chance, shes worth waiting that amount of time for her. As one of my friends said, its either love or obsession. As much as I personally think its obsession, I think the true love feeling will come out and show itsself eventually. opinions/rate/hate lol, well opinions please : I can take negative opinions, Its not like I'll commit suicide if it doesnt work, I'll just move on. It would bee as tough as it has been, but I can make it, because I have so far.

where do sara brews/ normal restores go? Other?

lol

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why cant I post any new pictures into my signature? :cry: I wanted to swap from my MJ tribute one to my old one but I keep getting the image code in text format

Blame the graahks maybe?

starship troopers

i heard it was 30 minutes of acting and 2 hours of robot fighting

gratz man

Your right. I still can't believe it. Right now I'm listening to his music and his music alone. A small tribute to a great musician. bring him back nao@@@@@@@ :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: Suddenly no matter how creepy he was in the second half of his life we all want him back so much.

wow thats crazy hate to be in your situation [bleep]ing love your siggy lol how did you get it?

i dont get it theres already a topic?

[yt]-16fDpOW948[/yt] the greatest of the great :cry:

Sing thriller too

Aside from the [wagon] post i made earlier, Thriller will not be the same :cry:

idk weather to laugh or cry lol :lol: :wall: =D>

as long as people are not cocky and gung-[garden tool] all the time, i [bleep]ing love this game

=D> let the hunt begin

I cant stand people who get a pointless skillcape (fletching, cooking, firemaking), which are skillcapes nonetheless, but then get [bleep]ING COCKY THAT THEY HAVE A [bleep]ING SKILLCAPE! *THAT* is annoying.

yeah, I remember doing this forever and a half ago :lol: although I had good melee stats, I ranged the thing. I dont even think i could wield a mage shot #-o it works. and if he comes at you, you can treat him like the sara GWD boss and run n shoot

Good, you have enough prayer for prot mage :lol: Stand back, and prot mage, and range the demon. The gnomes usually distract it and will help take him out.

Skillcapes have decent defense and risks at 99k and costs exactly that. http://www.tip.it/runescape/html/world_map.htm Link for the map, and click pvp overlay. usually sitting right in a hotzone/ egdge of the wildy with a lumby tab ready to be clicked works well

I didnt realize we snap our arms doing the zombie emote [hide=][/hide]