The Dark Lord

Well what hobbies does she have? We won't know what to tell you to get her unless we know more about what she likes. Is she a music person? Is she a crafts person?

I would too! Especially for clothes. I'm not a very political person anyway, so I probably would never vote. And yes, I know it's very important, but I don't put that much into it.

My English class is taking us on a field trip to see the movie. = )

Then they'll just tax you and leave you with $1 and say "Fooled again, Sucker!" and run away, laughing hysterically. Then you take that $1 and buy a candy bar and cry as you're eating it. :(

The other day, a friend betrayed me and told people about me putting Ashley as my screen name on IM. This got out of hand and I went to the counselor's office and talked to the counselor about it. She said she this was harrassment and she would take action against the girl. Since she willingly leaked information that she knew could get me harmed, my ex-friend may be suspended or even expelled. That night, my dad was watching TV and a man dressed in drag was on it. My dad turned the channel and yelled "Isn't there enough of that [cabbage] in the world than for them to put it on TV?!?!" I calmly told Dad that he needs to calm down. He turns on me and then I tell him that he should be tolerant instead of a hateful bigot. He gets mad and yells at me for over an hour! He keeps attacking me and attacking me. He tells me I can never be a woman because I have male chromosomes. He tells me I betrayed him and Mom by rejecting my faith and being transsexual. He tells me I'm going to Hell and that I'm a freak. He does this to the point where I have a mental breakdown and start ripping at myself and trying to bite myself. I even became suicidal and thought about drowning myself in the bathtub. I'm glad I didn't follow through... This is really getting out of hand...

I can speak English and French. I also know a little Spanish =) I guess my score is 2 and part of another?

I got that one on Tip.It.

I think it will be the Money Apocalypse. Think about it. Jagex has registered MechScape. To get people to drop RS and go to MS, they could ruin their own game. See the connection!!! See it? See it? It's all connected with 9/11 and Construction as well. Jagex destroyed a lot of money when Construction came out. Jagex Conspiracy Theory #100032

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Will it rise or fall? That's what I'm wondering. I'm currently 33.6 / 50M for the sword, and I'm worrying that the prices will soar and I'll spend a couple more weeks trying to get it. At the moment, it'll take 4 more weeks and a few days to get the sword, and I don't like it being prolonged because it seriously isn't healthy to play that long. lol. I'm just wondering what your opinions are on this.

Can you get on MSN? More often?

I'm mentally female and physically male. Thanks.

If that happens, I honestly am unsure what to do. SRS has a high success rate, but a small percentage of people that undergo sexual reassignment surgery regret it.

Yesterday, one of my girl friends called and read a suicidal poem to me called "Hurt." It made me almost cry, and then she burst into tears and told me how much she loved me. She told me that she doesn't want me to be murdered or hurt because she's lesbian and knows first-hand experience. She begged me to be a boy, but I told her that she doesn't understand that this is my only option. She worries me.

Here's the news, guys. He told me that he also wasn't a specialist, and he doesn't know what my parents will accomplish by bringing me to see him. He laughed when I told him that they brought me to him so he could "make me get over it." He also told me that he knew a gender dysphoria doctor once, but he no longer lives in this region. The only hospital that did SRS and other transgender treatments ended their program a couple of decades ago. :( IDK what to do. :(

I go to the psychiatrist tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Fully male body with a female mind.

@kylem: Maybe you should go to an endocrinologist and find out your testosterone levels. You might have severely-high testosterone levels. A specialist might be able to help lower it and help you out. @Jordan: You are right. Gender is only how you see yourself, and it includes behavior associated with either male or female and can vary from culture to culture. Sex corresponds with gonads, sexual organs, etc.

[hide] [/hide] Nothing's really wrong with males. Afterall, a man's arms are a woman's fortress. O:) Nothing compares to a strong, gentle, loving man embracing you.

That's good, you seem to be going about this is the right manner. My one piece of warning though is not too get everything set up too soon or you may not have the chance to realize that it's not what you truly want. Start working at it, but go slowly and think a lot more before going through with it. Good luck with everything though. Thanks.

No, I cannot get anything done until at least 18. I'm a rather mature 16-year-old, but I would still want a little time before making a HUGE decision such as this. At the moment, I definitely want to follow through with my decision, but I want to be SURE before I go off getting surgery and hormone treatment. However, this is one of those things in which it is best to start as early as possible. I'm also consulting medical professionals.

I've considered the possibility that my mind thinks that I have this condition because I've read about the condition so much. However, I don't think that's the case because I can trace memories to around the age of five where I felt as if I my physical looks didn't match my image. I also specifically remember acting like a typical male in order to fit in. I've also had confusion over why I was so similar to a girl because I thought boys and girls were supposed to be different. I also didn't feel like I imagined like a male should feel like. Not only that, but my mental voice is feminine, and I've always felt uncomfortable with my male body. I took a "brain gender" test on the BBC site as the first step in learning about the subject. My intuition told me that I would score on the female side, so I wasn't surprised at all when I scored as an average woman. I mostly studied gender identity.

Put yourself in their place. It's not like they grew up in a society where transgenders were accepted (or even known). How hard is it for them? It must be very hard for them. They're hurting me emotionally in the process though.

Yesterday, I had a fight with my dad. He just starts yelling at me and I calmly tell him why I feel the way I do and that I plan to get hormone replacement therapy when I'm of age. He starts telling me that I'm full of BS and that my friends are all a bunch of Bs because they are supporting me. My mom was emotional, which made my father even more angrier with me because she's a woman and she was crying.

I'm afraid of the testosterone damaging me further. Right now, my face doesn't seem too masculine. I hope the testosterone doesn't make me go through any changes before I can get HRT. I've thought about taking my mom's birth control pills, but I would be caught and punished. I don't know what to do.