I'll die someday of something, but until then I'm going to live. Some things I'll do, some choices I make, some people I see may have an effect on when I die, but maybe not. Maybe I'll be home alone doing nothing wrong and a plane will crash into my house. Maybe I'll get some new virus. Maybe I'll die in a bombing alongside people I love. I don't know at this point how it will happen, but I'm going to die. I'd hope it'd be later in my life and maybe by then I'll have figured out my goals and achieved some of them, but if not, most things end, and life always has so far.

I'm confused.

I'm confused.

Didn't you read the warnings? That's a common side effect of this thread.

im off to bed

Bye.

So I needed to get Carlos for bedtime. I went to open the back door to get him to come in. He was right there, but Boo Boo thought it was okay to run outside and both cats dashed for my mom's car and then to my neighbor's house. I ran through the wet grass in my socks, Boo Boo disappeared in the dark somewhere but I got Carlos. As I was carrying him home, the dogs across the street saw me and started barking obnoxiously. Well hello dogs, if you weren't so blind you'd know that 1) I'm a neighbor and not causing trouble and 2) I'm frequently at your house and when the resident of that home who I love dearly isn't there I visit you doggies anyway at the fence. Now the Carlos is scratching to get out of my room, but I'm not letting him go. I saved him.

pepsigirl told me to listen to this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMiVeK5zGz8

 

INCH BY INCH WE GET THERE

You're in, Pepsi, you're in!

Hehe, inch.

 

[bleep], I'm still up. >.<

Everyone's gone, I see.

Well that was a weird afternoon.

I am now single again, after 8 months, through a decision that wasn't my own.

Bad break-up? Or no?

Bad? I don't know. I wouldn't call it good.

She *dumped* me because she feels she relies on me too heavily.

 

I dunno, does that seem like a valid reason to you?

 

Ahhhh. Women.

Philosophy teacher was absent, which is great because I hadn't read the texts I had to for this class, so I came home 2 hours earlier. Bought some croassants for my family on the way back, but they are all still asleep (It's 8am as I'm typing this).

 

 

What a good way to start off my day. :thumbup:

Sweet.

SUH-EET!

Get.

Bad? I don't know. I wouldn't call it good.

She *dumped* me because she feels she relies on me too heavily.

 

I dunno, does that seem like a valid reason to you?

 

Ahhhh. Women.

 

mfw

 

 

What could this mean?

@ben she might be feeling a little committment phobic and she might feel pressured and trapped in the relationship.

 

she might also feel insecure because she may think that she depends on you more than you depend on her.

 

it's a bit cruel to be in a relationship where you have more feelings for that person than that person is capable of having of you.

 

its like i love the cat..; but she won't show her love for me by cuddling and doing stuff i want.. instead she'll show it by giving me a higher ranking in the house than anyone else.. and she'll let me bathe her.

 

i'm at peace with not being in a equal, loving and adult relationship with kitty where i have to give and give... and then take what i want because she doesn't do stuff that's cute.. all the time.

 

i obviously don't know what you and your gf go through, or what type of person you are [besides a prude who wants to stop his gf from going on /b/]

 

i suspect that if i ever was brave enough to say that i'm depending on someone too much... if that person was my boyfriend, at the bottom of my black little heart, i'd want him to tell me that he depends pn me too heavily and that he can't live without me, and that i'm the most important person in the world... and i'd like to see some tears at this point.. and i'd also like it if he hugged me and said he was never ever letting me go and that he'd never give me up and that he'd never let me down, or even turn around and desert me.

 

but then i have a thing for clingy stalker boyfriends with no shame or pride.

 

i think that even if a girl isn't like me... at some point in the ship.. she'd like her bf to be a little cute like this.

 

also... you don't seem all that broken up over this.. so maybe she was right to dump you. since she may just have more feelings for you than you have for her.

Bad? I don't know. I wouldn't call it good.

She *dumped* me because she feels she relies on me too heavily.

 

I dunno, does that seem like a valid reason to you?

 

Ahhhh. Women.

 

mfw

 

 

What could this mean?

 

Sorry to be that guy, but I feel like she probably had other reasons for dumping you, and even though the one she told you might not be false, there might be more.

 

Then again, I know nothing about your relationship, so I could be wrong.

Also, on the note of noisy broootal death metal:

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JblFx1aXpeU

I don't get how that's enjoyable music to listen to. Ah well, opinions are opinions.

It isn't.

 

Heck, I wouldn't even call it music.

Wasn't talking of anyone in particular, just in general. But yeah, I don't get it.