Yeah, that's perfectly understandable. Has the relationship affected your friendship with her at all?

If you count less talking, then maybe.

 

It's just that if I tell her, it'll be really awkward seeing her.

Yeah. You're sure she doesn't know how you feel about her at all?

I was hinting at it when we would text before she got into her current relationship.

 

If she knows, she's hiding it or doesn't care.

She could just be putting it in the back of her mind because it's easier to keep it simple and only focus on her current relationship. If she doesn't know, it seems like there should be some way to make her aware more subtly than just dropping it on her before a time where you won't see her much, but maybe just telling her plainly all at once would have more impact and force her to think about it, whether she already knows or not.

She could just be putting it in the back of her mind because it's easier to keep it simple and only focus on her current relationship. If she doesn't know, it seems like there should be some way to make her aware more subtly than just dropping it on her before a time where you won't see her much, but maybe just telling her plainly all at once would have more impact and force her to think about it, whether she already knows or not.

Won't see her much? I live in the same town, not 10 minutes from her. And 1 floor here at Uni.

Ah. Well. Do you predict you'll see her over Christmas break?

I'd say at least once, if not more.

>doing homework at midnight

>put pencil down to type

>need pencil again

>swipe hand all across futon

>cannot find

>get annoyed with pencil in mouth

>...

>found it

 

And. You think you'll be ready for change by Christmas break?

>doing homework at midnight

>put pencil down to type

>need pencil again

>swipe hand all across futon

>cannot find

>get annoyed with pencil in mouth

>...

>found it

 

I've seen this done by someone with their phone, and then they proceeded to post about how they lost their phone via FB mobile...

And. You think you'll be ready for change by Christmas break?

I sure hope so. I'm set on telling her then, if not earlier.

Good, just be mentally prepared for anything. The first thing you have to be ready for is change though, whether it'll end up being good or bad.

Tell her before break. Give her most of break to tothink about it. Try to text/see her close to end of break/after.

Good plan.

Feels good to talk with someone about it.

 

Thanks Zoe.

No problem, I enjoy it. And I wish you the best of luck.

Anyway, I'm going to sleep.

 

Hopefully a dream can help me sort this out more.

Hopefully. Just don't let it keep you up. If you can't fall asleep because you're dwelling on it, distract yourself and take your mind off it. Night

Loud noises alarm me in the dorms ha

Afternoon.

 

Pretty cool day.

Not fair. I want it to be cool here.

However, I'll regret saying that in January.

6 hour day. And I didn't finish homework. Oh well.

I've done nothing today too. I don't care.

need moar poast

Indeed.