I hated each and every single one of you.

 

Actually, I still do.

I'm going to make one of those bagel x butter x sugar things I made last night. Be Arby.

Dammit, every time I blink, the contact readjusts itself.

Napalm, back in the day, I always thought of you as some fat neckbeard that lived in the states.

Dammit, every time I blink, the contact readjusts itself.

Is it a contact for astigmatism? I thought those ones are supposed to rotate and readjust?

Napalm, back in the day, I always thought of you as some fat neckbeard that lived in the states.

 

If I didn't know it was me, looking at those posts, I'd think the same.

Dammit, every time I blink, the contact readjusts itself.

Is it a contact for astigmatism? I thought those ones are supposed to rotate and readjust?

To the point where you can see and feel it moving?

 

All contacts move when you blink, but most you can't feel it. It's just this one (yes for astigmatism). Like every time I blink, it follows my eyelid.

The astigmatism ones move more to try to correct the astigmatism. I dunno how you'd get them to move less

I had the same problem when I tried contacts. I would have them in for hours and no matter what I always felt them to the point where they would give me headaches. I even tried more concave contacts and things like that but nothing worked.

[hide=Warning, about my real life and longer than a couple lines.]

So, on Friday, S came back from college because she had fall break. So, she's been back for about 5 days.

 

On Friday, she showed up in the speech room afterschool, hugged me from behind, and proceeded to squeal excitedly with everyone else that saw her. I stayed after to get my speech proofread, and so we hung out a little. I had been planning a Munchkin party that week, and it was Friday, so she came to that. It was pretty awesome. The next day, I worked on my speech all day, and about 7 o'clock, she came over to help me with my posters. It ended up taking until about 4 o'clock in the morning, so we were hanging out that whole time. The next day, their was a speech-team get together at a pumpkin patch about an hour away. We carpooled as a team, to save money, and I ended up in a car with Red-headed girl, S, and a couple of other guys (Wall-e, and one of the two guys who made out in a closet last year.). We drove down, spent about 2 hours there, then went home a little early because Red-headed girl had to do homework. The three that left early were Red-headed girl, S, and me. So, I had another hour with them on the way back. Got back, worked on posters until I had to go to bed. The next day I had school, so I went to school, then afterwards I stayed after for speech again. S was there again, so I spent another couple hours with her, getting her help on my speech and then coaching one of the Sophomores. During the coaching, S and I wrote down pretty much the same comments, which was awesome actually.

 

And then today. Today, she was going to come back to the high school to help with speech one more time, then head back to college with her roommate. That really sunk in this morning. I was in an incredibly melancholy mood all day. I spent most of today close to tears, not paying attention in class, listening to sad music, simply because she was leaving. It was 10 times harder to see her go this time than it was this summer. I think it has to do with the sheer amount of time I spent with her this weekend. It was the most social weekend I've ever had, and one of the most fun, but it's done now.

 

So, I held back from crying until school was done. And then I couldn't fight it anymore. I started crying as I walked out of the school. And who should I see except S. I don't think she knew, but I basically ran so she didn't find out. The same thing happened 4 more times with different people. Dylan literally followed me around while I was on my paper route, which is very frustrating when you're trying to stay with your own thoughts.

 

I think I'm done now. This calmed me pretty well, actually.[/hide]

 

OT:

im unhappy and I dont know why

 

blaaaargh

I'm going to make one of those bagel x butter x sugar things I made last night. Be Arby.

Still delicious

Daaawww. Tyler is in love.

@Halo: That's the scary thought. :/

 

I had Tyler blocked for a long time. I used to hate him. I don't remember why.

That's ok, I had you blocked for a long time too. Then I realized you're kind of a cool guy sometimes.

Daaawww. Tyler is in love.

The astigmatism ones move more to try to correct the astigmatism. I dunno how you'd get them to move less

 

I thought the correction came from the two different layers on the contact.

Gerb derbment where's Killer when I need him the most!?

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Well, cya guys.

Gerb derbment where's Killer when I need him the most!?

If you actually got on Skype, you'd know.

 

Well shit