Estonian dude

Alone, drunk and exhausted. Perfect valentine's night. And bloody [bleep]ing hell, I haven't shaved for a day and I have this hideous stubble and I can't get why anyone shaves their beard. Pointless. I just want my beard back. I have not had so little hair since like 3 years ago when I shaved my head and beard for a movie.

[bleep] me. No hair. No beard. Dirty suit. No company. [bleep] me.

Shaved my beard for the first time since Dec. 1. God, I lost 10 years.

God damn. That 10-day cycle was absolutely no good for me. Yesterday I was pretty much gone after 5 beers and 2 shots of vodka. It is embarrassing. I can't imagine how this weekend goes.

Even I am only 20. God damn, that Riga plan has changed, for the worse. Seems like I can't be there, or at least for 2 days.

I think ezee or someone bonez or someone is even younger.

We have about the same rule, and it is enforced even. And if someone happens to fall or something happens on a pedestrian sidewalk, the one who should have taken care of it can be sued for pretty much. And that's coming from a country where we have no such legal habits like you do.

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I simply do much and use all opportunities. Had 2 sober evenings over the last 10 days, so it might explain a bit. Gonna stay off alcohol until weekend at least. School started. Went to first basketball practice this semester, god how I love this game. Hopefully to Riga next weekend. Going to be freaking awesome.

Went to the forest for a night. Was pretty fun. If I don't consider the fact that my one foot is still blue and ice-cold and I have been home for an hour already. Something is wrong with my bloodstream.

I definitely should not drink while depressed.

Tonight, me mates physically brought me off the handstands of the highest bridge in the country. Yes, I am [bleep]ed. Yes, I do have 2 great mates to notice it. Yes, I was just about to jump off. I am broken, beaten and scarred. And I don't know what to do with myself.

I said pretty much the same. Nearly everything here costs about as much as it costs in Germany. For electronics, clothing, furniture it costs even more here. Food is depending on the article, around the same, a bit cheaper or even a bit more expensive. Mostly still a wee bit cheaper. And our salaries are half the ones in Germany. It is the first time in two decades that there is serious debates about elections. People are worried. And people are interested. Because joining the euro-zone has doubled the cost of living. While salaries have risen around 15-20%. People are understandably upset. If Estonians were even a tiny bit as temperamental as the Greeks, for example, we'd have had at least 2 civil wars by now. We are screwed and young people don't even consider the country in their future plans. So don't come complaining about your taxes or whatever if you earn 300 bucks for 2 bloody weeks. I earn maybe 300 bucks a month and that is very barely enough for my rent. I work abroad on summers to earn money to pay back all my loans for the previous year. #endrant #[bleep]ingdrunk

You got 300 bucks for 2 weeks? We get 300 bucks for a month. Food costs the same. Living costs pretty much the same. So you live in a [bleep]ing dream.

Spiced rum with ginger ale is incredibly good. Got it for the first time a few days ago. Also tried like 6-7 different types of hard liquor in a row in shots. You know how it ended from the Today thread. And well, me boing sober only 2 nights this week shows that I am able to drink pretty much anything aswell.

I have a new favourite food. My chilli with rice. Sad part is that it takes ~2 hours to cook... Tonight it's gonna be fun. Last night of the holidays, the city will be packed tonight. Starting off with a few games of quarter and then we'll see what might happen :)

I can't wait for the hangover tomorrow. And seriously, I can't drink myself drunk enough to forget about her. [bleep] me. Did power-hour, except I did it with sparkling wine and vodka instead of beer. Should've been a knockout, but I am writing here at 6 AM. Shoot me now, so that I won't suffer anymore.

It's $10 I don't have. And it is over $12 right now.

Who gives a damn? It is feeling windy. Couldn't get myself lose my beard, so right now I have zero hair and a pretty [bleep]ing awesome beard. The combo is quite hilarious, if I might say so, might keep it that way for a week or so until I finally succumb to the pressure and lose that beard.

Who cares, here's only a few regulars anyway. Gonna cut all my hair and my beard today. Feelin' windy.

God, I'd love that new Star Wars humble bundle, but I can't afford it...

It's 8 PM and I still have a terrible hangover from last night. One guy woke up in the bathroom, using his pants as a pillow. One guy woke up without remembering why the [bleep] he was lying UNDER the mattress. I made an omelette at 6.30 AM and I can't remember anything afterwards. Went to troll in our former high school with my mate (the one under the mattress) after waking up. Needless to say we got jealous and condescending looks. God how I love my weeklong winter holiday between 2 semesters in uni.

Aaaand we're done. This girl is gone. Well, at least I met some new girls a few day ago, so I got that going for me, which is nice. Off to hometown for a week aswell.

Newcastle, Australia is what he meant. And actually, there was 5 of us at the start of January who promised an alco-free January. Yesterday I found out I was the last one standing. With having finished all my exams and the last one specially well, I thought, what the hell, I might as well celebrate then, specially as I got all my drinks for free. Bloody hell, I am in a mess, 2 days straight drinking like [bleep] (and tomorrow is supposed to be the only REAL drinking day) and [bleep] the system. Met some new people today. Holy goddamn shit, it is easy. And I also messed up a girl's name. I don't think I've ever been this embarrassed before...

Bloody [bleep]ing hell. Girl says she doesn't want anyone to know anything about us. Yesterday, she said she doesn't want a "secret" relationship. Will see her again tomorrow at a party. Don't know what to expect.