Estonian dude

I am still alive and well.

I thought you guys knew I am weird like that. Well, apparently we are a couple now... I still can't imagine what I messed myself in this time.

Aaand I have ended up with a pretty girl... Who is a bit on the smaller side. In fact she probably fits in my backpack. In my custom-made backpack that can hold 140 litres and was built with metal frame n shit and is meant for longer than week long hikes. But still, she is pretty small and cute. Only thing is, we are both pretty shy, especially in bed, so I don't know how to get things going.

God-[bleep]ing-damn, everyone keeps telling me to have me checked out :D I am not even using ibuprofen or anything, it ain't hurting that much. Wrists are pretty much ok, otherwise I wouldn't be writing. Just some temporary pain. It all happened yesterday at 5 PM, so it has been over 27 hours and it would be a bit weird to go to the emergency service. If I had bad internal damage, it would have shown by now, wouldn't it?

I survived a car crash last night. A woman in a SUV just turned right onto our way and we ran straight into her at 35-40 MPH. We were going straight on the main road and she was on a turn to the left. Shut down half of an intersection on the busiest highway in the country. Amazingly, no one got badly hurt. I was knocked out by the airbag for a bit and I couldn't get out of the car at the start, cause my side door had deformed. Right now, my wrists hurt quite a lot and my chest makes a bit of pain if I sneeze or cough or laugh or breathe too deeply, but luckily that was just it. No fractures or broken bones or anything. The driver in the car I was in was also ok, though he hurt his left hand a bit worse than I did. Still, no fractures, simply cannot use left hand for a few days. The female driver of the SUV is also ok, she was alone in the car and we hit the codrivers side. The car is kaput. Luckily insurance takes care of it.

Last night I didn't notice anything, I have a black hole instead of the night. But today people told me I was drunk. Which happens like never.

You have no idea, how oblivious I have been all this time about all that. Just [bleep]ing ask. Or, like a Nike commercial, JUST DO IT!

I [bleep]ed up last night. Did 6 beers in an hour and did one beer straight in like 12 seconds... Also heard that we got like 4 bottles of sparkling wine. And I had some beers in beforehand aswell. So I ended up being drunk. So drunk that nearly everybody noticed, which is almost a first for me. People don't notice when I am drunk usually. Also, I should have written 1200 words for an essay tonight. Needless to say, as I woke up with socks on and my suit pants inside out on my bed, I didn't write those words.

My facebook wall got under attack by my mates. Make photoshopped versions of pretty much everything I have said in the last year. Well, at least I got a few hundred more likes than I normally get... But it gets kinda annoying.

Or you didn't drink enough before.

I'm 21 now, joined TIF when I was like 14 I think? And it happens steadily more often that I have a girl to wake up with. It is not too often yet, mind you, but that stuff started just a year ago.

Dan, I am fairly certain most people here have by now mostly graduated from high school. We haven't had new people coming over really. I mean, even I joined when you were still active and I don't know many guys younger here than I am.

Nah, I've gotten around to touching aswell. Already got me a night at a girl on Friday. She is in Spain for a holiday and last time I saw her I sent her on the bus from my place. After, *ahem*, "stuff".

I don't even know anymore if I'd prefer strong, sassy and independent women. Before I had a bit more experience, I thought I'd prefer them. I mean, I like if a girl takes control every once in a while, but not all the time. And I don't like when girls start controlling conversations or get more spotlight than I do. I am a "bit" egocentric that way.

Today, I got called charming and charismatic. For probably the first time ever. Also, wrote an essay until 5.30 AM and then slept properly in so that I woke up at 3.30 PM... Gotta write 2 more essays and I have an exam this week. Pretty hectic.

Olivia Wilde would win anything, anytime. Those cheekbones <3 But current is Emma Watson vs. Anna Kendrick. MOAR PICS!

Sophia Vergara is hotter than Anna Kendrick anyways, so you just shot yourself in the foot. But, MOAR PICS!

Last night was AWESOME! Got over 80 people together to party. From all over the country. Went a bit over the budget, but will manage.

Damn, she does look like horse. MOAR PICS! MOAR PICS!

God, that's why I love you guys.

Tomorrow, will be a culmination of a month's work. I haven't slept because of it for 2 weeks. I can't sleep. I have been grumpy and tired and pissed off at everyone for over a week now, cause of this. I hate planning a REALLY secret party for a hundred people, with included food and drinks.

Absolutely 100% sure, cause she didn't just lie there. We did... stuff.

Last night we had a karaoke. And we had a few bowls of this mixed drink made with sprite, wine and medicinal ethanol and berries. Bloody headache. But why I write here, is that later, the evening went pretty fun. Out of the blue, I wake up with a blonde chick beside me and my lips hurt like hell.

Oh how I love it that I get around 4-5 hours of sleep every night. And I wake up every hour or hour and a half. And I hate my procrastination skills that make me sleep so little.

Next round would be nice.