I hope this won't get me screwed, but I've botted in the past and I feel really ashamed of it. I had an account with amazing stats which I could do just about anything with, I abandoned it and went to an account I had trained only by hand and abandoned at a time. I find the grinding very, grinding? but I also feel that it adds a level of accomplishment. I mean I have 900k until I reach level 96 cooking (all by hand) and I don't want to face it, but when I do and get the level I will feel a great level of accomplishment. As much as I hate playing and grinding I feel that if you stick with it you will feel accomplishment and want to play, currently in game I've played about 2 weeks over the past 3 months as I haven't really been in the mood for playing, but I've had that sense of accomplishment everytime that I log in with several hundred thousand xp til my next level and logged out with a ton less xp to go or even on a different level. I don't like botting because it takes away from the main things I find in Runescape since the old community died, now that I can't have conversations when skilling that sense of accomplishment is what I have so I strive for it and enjoy it when I can, the only thing I can't wait for is when I achieve 99 cooking and my first ever 99 skill.