So, yesterday I saw my ex, and had a party. last night at the party, we ended up kissing, we didn't really talk about it, it was kind of brief, lasted for a minute or two. not sure what really happened, but I know it was kinda of like, I was just tucking her into bed because she was tired and wanted to sleep, so I was tucking her in, and my head moved down, and she like pulled me close and kissed me, then I moved up, and I went back down to move her pillow, and it was just like, I didn't really think I should be kissing her, so I just like, moved by and kissed her once and made it seem to myself like nothing happened, but we ended up kissing in the end. and ten minutes ago, I go to put something away in the drawer I keep my stuff in in my room, and all the letters she'd sent me were in there, and they were gone, I called her, and apparently this morning she went into my room and took them. I don't have any idea why. I'm so confused. I really want to like, get over her, and move on really, but I don't really know how to, and I've been trying to. and it's terrible. I'm so confused. I'm getting mixed messages from her like hell. I have no idea what's going on.