Major Dash

I had a tarantula run up my shorts today. That was exciting.

See, I'm the exact opposite. I'm a total dick from the hours of 6am-8pm, any other time I'm a respectable human being.

I'm sitting here staring at my flip phone as all of my friends are going around town battling the gyms and catching Pokemon.

[bleep] cars. Today I had *another* window lift go out. That will be the 3rd one I've replaced in 2016. I would just say screw it because I don't really roll down the rear windows that much, but the window won't stay up unless it is taped up. It isn't that hard of a job, but it's getting old.

I heard this piece of crap on the radio today, and it has been stuck in my head all morning.

T-1 month until the babies emerge

1. No, only her. 2. It has more or less been a somewhat recent development. Sometimes (like once or twice a year) I get super upset about something and feel absolutely shitty for like a day or two, then I'm over it. However, it has never lasted this long before. I've actually been considering seeing someone if it continues past July. 3. I really have no clue. I know that I'm a petty person, but I can't really even think of a stupid reason why I should be upset. 4. Did that like 2 days after I stopped talking to her. I wrote her a note explaining how I felt and why I did what I did. I think part of this is all just bad timing. One of her best long time friends got sent to jail last month with no idea of when she'll be out. Her main group of friends from school had sort of a falling out, and they all stopped wanting to talk and hang out with each other, even the people they weren't mad with. (which I don't understand, but w/e). She also lives with her parents while she is going to school because she can't afford to live on her own, and her relationship with her dad is somewhat strained. So outside of her boyfriend (who I get the impression is absolute shit at holding meaningful conversation, and isn't always comforting), she was probably using me as a crutch socially/mentally. You're not wrong about the self entitled part, I'll admit that. I take a lot of my friends for granted, and I'm not always the best at reciprocating effort put into mutually beneficial relationships. She's basically my only friend who takes much interest in a lot of my hobbies. I also enjoy(ed) doing stuff with her, so I wouldn't fall under the 'grown bored' camp. I think part of my problem is that I have an extremely repetitive, boring, and braindead job, so I spend hours at a time just stewing over this as I've got nothing else to put my brain power in to. I probably wouldn't care or dwell over it as much as I have (thus reducing my stress about this) if I weren't spending 6+ hours a day without something mentally stimulating to distract me.

Ok so... is it wrong to put my own feelings ahead of someone else's happiness? An old friend of mine and I reconnected about 7 months ago, and we've gotten to be really good friends again after not speaking for about 5 years. We generally spent several hours a week talking and/or hanging out, like friends do I suppose. I've felt happier these past 7 months than I have in years having a good friend back in my life that I can share almost everything with without feeling judged etc. However, this past month or so I've began having very bi-polar feelings towards her. Some days I feel happy, other days I feel very angry, depressed, malevolent because of her. I couldn't take it anymore, so I basically cut off all contact with her. My mental state sort of went back to it's not really happy not really sad state. However, I found out that she's been very upset about the whole thing (rightfully so I suppose) and has been feeling depressed, angry, sad, and some days physically ill because I've stopped communicating with her. What do I do? I feel like shit knowing that I'm hurting one of the few people I care about and I don't feel very happy (I feel quite sad a lot of the time actually). If I were to try to re-mend our friendship, her state would improve drastically, but mine would dip back down and go back to feeling violently angry several hours of the day again. Do I stay the course or clear my conscience?

3 man split, each got 247.5m

Seen any tarantulas there?

I don't understand your point, but I somehow find it hilarious anyway.

A lot of Europe is in to carbonated water. Always make sure you get water 'without gas'

Perhaps it has something to do with some sort of 'the girl next door' kind of vibe?

The fact that you could RWT @ $.25 per million and use that to buy bonds for almost half the cost should be reason enough. However, I've heard some theories about the legality of turning real money into virtual goods into other virtual goods into real money again, thereby avoiding taxes and stuff.

That's been the last 3 weeks of my life.

To be fair, I'm more scared of that thing eating me than the other way around.

Haven't seen this thing since I got it 3 months ago. It was nice enough to stick around long enough for a picture, too!

Sounds like you aren't happy with your relationship. Either leave her or confront her about issues you have with it. Also, there's really nothing wrong with her choice of summer jobs. I'd take less pay over a job that would make me feel super uncomfortable every day.

I saw him in game like a few weeks ago. He still plays regularly.

I'd rather not use something that could have a bunch of pesticides, mites, or other bad stuff in it.

This whole week has just been a piss-take, and it's only Tuesday. I basically had an emotional breakdown at work on Sunday, I felt super shit on Monday too. Today was going well until my ex messaged me on Facebook talking about some bullshit that pissed me off, and then I went to work on mixing some dirt for some new tarantulas I'm getting this week and the bags of dirt I bought turned out to be a bunch of ground up sticks and plastic. Now I've got to go out and get different dirt from a place that's like 30 minutes away since all of the stores close to me only carry that one shitty brand of top soil.....

97.2m....

I don't think I could even just 'name the states' without writing them down on a piece of paper and making sure I had all 50. I can write the names on the map no problem, but I feel like I'd forget something like Maine or Wisconsin if I had to just say them without counting.

Try wielding the appropriate weapon(s) to use them? They won't be highlighted unless you have a weapon equipped that is capable of performing them.