lizzywizzy666

I had no baby last night so I was allowed out to play lol. Had my 10 year school reunion last night, crazy to think I have been out of there for 10 years, makes me feel old and I am only 25 lol. As I had no baby this morning I went and saw the new Harry Potter... got supper annoyed at my friend, she was telling me what happens in the film (I am happy with that, ruin a film if you want, dont ruin a book lol... and ive not read the HP books so they are always a surprise) HOWVERE.... she tells me who dies, except the one I actually love (It is not a healthy love for him, and I am quite ashamed of it lol... and its not voldermort lol) i didnt like that bit :-( I now have my friends bugging me, one who is crying on me because she wants to get back with her ex who has split up wth her three times (they have only been dating for 4 weeks) and one who is feeling bad for sleeping with a guy who has a girlfriend.......I am so proud of my friends right now. Ugh <_<

thanks :-) she took long enough to get here lol! calling her Freya Louiss

Between the ages of 13 and 17 I used to work in a pub cleaning dishes, making puddings, cleaning the pub, general jobs if they needed doing. From 17 to now (24) I have worked full time in a supermarket counting stock, working on home shopping, helping on checkouts and other bits and pieces that need doing. + I work part time in a cinema either taking tickets and cleaning screens between showings or I am serving food, drinks and tickets. its not too bad but the pay is a little pants. The second job, the money is going straight to savings in hopes that sometime next year I can move to wales.... it wont be enough for a deposit on a house, but it will be enough to buy all furniture and stuff for a unfurnished rented flat.

I got some early presents on wednesday and thursday. Kate cow Slippers cow pants cow socks cow pyjamas bubble baths a "lipstick" which my parents will never find out about ha! nickie Mirror cow Slippers cow socks book of recipes for cakes (she wants me to make her some cakes lol) a cow pillow necklace housemate cow slippers today my brother john A full length free standing mirror everyone in the family got a help for heroes charity band. my brother is in the navy so he gave us all one for a stocking filler. parents my bedroom furniture were part birthday present part xmas present. betty boop slippers dressing gown books a georgous bracelette... my brother andrew I wont see them until new years eve, but as far as I am aware they have got me cow slippers. I am pretty much all set in the slippers department now lol. I didnt particularly want anything this year, so i am very thankful for what I have been given. MERRY CHRISTMAS TIPIT!!!!! HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WONDERFUL DAY!

I am usually in my uniform to be honest, so navy blue boot cut formal trousers, blue shirt/t-shirt and a blue fleece jacket. When I am not at work I am wearing my pyjamas, or just jeans and t-shirts and a hoodie. [hide] Yeah I am more than aware I am fat :) I have lost like 10 lbs since then, so it is slowly being sorted. [/hide] Usually like that, except the blue hoodie has been swapped with a black slipknot hoodie and a black download '09 hoodie.

I gotta feeling - black eyes peas.

I am trying to decide what I want for dinner tonight, I am seriously tempted to get a chinese.... means I can go and see the hott guy who works in there too lol. Some yummy house special fried rice and a spring roll. YUM!!! I have just finished making some cupcakes, 4 coffee flavour and 8 plain. The coffee ones are an experiment lol. They smell ok, I have not tasted them yet, I am gonna wait for them to cool and them put chocolate on top :^_^:

I watched the first series of Queer As Folk, and I think this is the first time I have told anyone lol. It was an interesting show, or at least the first series was, thats all I saw.

the last film I went to see was new moon. I <3 the books, and I loved the Twilight film (not that you will see me post about twilight generally) but the ending of New moon sucked! Seriously, I want the end of my film back! They just ignored like half of the book. :angry:

My only real secret is that I am unhappy and lonely.. I never seem to be happy, not on the inside anyway and as I don't know what is causing this, I never show anyone that I am unhappy because I don't want the hassle of trying to explain myself. I have a great boyfriend and great friends and family around me, yet it never seems to change a thing. There it is said, and as with every other day of my life... life will carry on as normal. Although I would be a smidgeon happier if my damn eye would stop twitching, 7 weeks is enough for any twitch!

today I have managed to tidy my flat, clean my bathroom, do two lots of washing, and have my parents around for some tea. It was the first time my mum has been to the flat, so it was more her [bleep]ing about having never seen the flat that they came around lol. I am now at my parents house, I have helped dad move the living room around, helped mum tidy out some cupboards and played on the internet. Not too much excitement for me today.

never been to a wendy's but did this at Burger king. I was told to try it, thought it would be rank, but it was surprisingly nice.

At this moment in time, I have a pumpkin pie in the oven baking, and I am just about to go out and make cupcakes. I may post a pic later, if they turn out OK lol. This is the one thing I LOVE (!!!!!) About Halloween time, we only get pumpkins around this time of year, and so I can only make pumpkin pie this time of year. Although I bought two pumpkins, thats enough for 4 pies, so i am making 2 today (one for my house, one for mum and dad to have) and then I am going to make the other pumpkin into two lots of pie filling minus the eggs and then bag it and freeze it and have it some other time. Its 5pm, I have not had breakfast or lunch yet, I am getting peckish... so i snack now, or just wait until dad makes dinner in 2 hours..... :huh:

My first day off in what seems like forever... and I forgot to change my alarms last night. SO They ended up going off at 04:35, 04:45, 04:55, 05:05 and 05:30. I ended up turning them off in my sleep, and was late meeting my parents. My housemate woke me up at 11 to say that the doctors were gone and the living room was free again and that she was going back to sleep, so I got up, rushed to my parents as we were supposed to be taking the fishtank 100 miles to my brothers as he has bought it off of dad, only we couldnt lift it when most of the water was taken out, so that is now not happening. I am now off to the store to buy stuff to make cupcakes and pumpkin pie. We are now waiting on my mums friend to get us some fish bags from the pet store that he works in so we can put the fish in the bags and completely empty the tank, and we are going to try again in 2 weeks time. Would have been tomorrow only my brother and his girlfriend are both on deployment for the next 2 weeks and will be somewhere in the southern waters of the UK lol. My brothers girlfriends parents are going to be feedign and cleanign the fish out while they are away...