I don't want to go to bed, because once I go to bed that means tomorrow will be here soon. :/

come to my bed who. i guarantee that tomorrow won't come soon enough.

somethin' wrong

 

i hold my head

 

mj gone

 

our [racist term] dead

But you're so far away wits! :/

was that a haiku?

 

Im going to bed.

if you dont want tomorrow to come, then do something you dislike.

 

for me its memorizing.

was that a haiku?

 

Im going to bed.

kanye west

 

but no

 

good night

I don't understand the internet at all guys.

 

I'm as far away from the signal source for my wireless internet as I can be and still get a signal, but I have almost twice the dl speeds. *sigh*

5 more minutes while I wait for download to finish. Ok.

ok

ok

Potassium nitrate.

K(NO3)

i don't have much redeeming qualities. some of these aren't redeeming at all.

1. i'm fairly intelligent

2. i'm kind

3. i'm a realist

4. i'm respectful to people's religious views, morals even when i disagree

5. i like seeing the humour in things

6. i don't drink coffee much, so when i do, i get really hyper

7. i like to read based on plot

8. i can be patient at times

9. i can't cook, but i can clean and do laundry and do the dishes

10. i take a long while to like people

11. i don't do things half-assed if i'm passionate about it. eg i am a feminist, and fully accepted being punched like a man if i did something bad to annoy my male friends, until i learned about difference feminism which teaches that men and women are built differently physically.

12. from 11, you should realise that i always try to think rationally and support beliefs and theories that make sense.

13. i am not a complete grammar nazi. but i'm almost there.

14. if i'm promised something, and you break that promise.. i'll stop trusting you a little. if you keep breaking promises, my trust dries up and until you prove i can trust you, i won't trust you at all.

15. i'm loyal and care deeply about my friends. but i don't really care much about other people.

16. after being my friend for a while, i stop caring what you look like.

17. i'd never be in a relationship, where i'm unhappy and i complain about the guy to everyone.

18. i find joy and pleasure from cheap gifts that people give me.

19. i don't want or expect my future husband to support me and be the sole breadwinner for our family.

20. although i am loath to say this, if the guy i like has breasts or any other physical defect, it won't stop me from loving him, because i'd only ever love someone based on personality and not on good looks.

Oh we's doing that now?

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1. I mind my own business

2. i memorize things very well

3. i doesn't afraid of anything

4. i'm self conscious and go to great lengths to avoid annoying peoples, like i'll turn my music way down even if i use headphones, because it annoys ME when I can hear music from people's earphones

5. I eat pretty healthy so I'm not a big fatass, though I'm not that skinny either

6. I'm a pragmatist, which i think is more valuable to society than an idealist. an idealist would say "i dream of a world where no one commits crime" and tries to make that happen by trusting people, which is incredibly stupid

7. I don't hate gays or blacks or jews or any minority, even though there are plenty of reasons to hate them

8. I think religion is fulla crap but I don't go around telling people that, as long as they're not [bleep]s about it, which most people aren't, I couldn't care less what they believe

9. I am a wizard

10. I can only think of 10 things to put here because I'm not an arrogant piece of [cabbage] like silva.

11. I always close my HTML tags

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today has been a total [cabbage] day

 

my sister comes over to get some stuff

dad got home when she was there

they dont like each other

she leaves and dad tells me shes not welcome here

realize that im the only one in my family that can talk to the others without the feeling of hate and crap like that

sat in my room the rest of the day thinking

god damn man

I come from a broken family too! Yay!

i hate mental breakdowns

Lets make this page totally depressing! My dad was an alcoholic and his alcoholism led to a number of health problems and my parents' divorce. And all this was happening right as I was going to college. He died 2 years after the divorce due to ongoing complications from his drinking.

didn't the police suspect you of killing him too robot?

uhmmmmmmm

 

dont know exactly why my parents divorced

they divorced when i was 5-6

i guess my mom was seeing my ass of a step dad prior to this

she didnt even tell us bout them getting married after a couple months of the divorce

they kept telling me their side of the story so i just stopped giving a damn about it

i went into a shutdown state for bout like 3 years, rarely talking to anyone when i went to school, still hardly talked to my family to

probably one of the reasons im shy is because that and i feel like i might get wounded again

also why i just bottle everything up and just let it all spill out at once and repeat every couple years

life for everyone in our family was going straight to hell

my sisters would do drugs and what not

all i did was stand and watch the bat[cabbage] craziness, promising myself that ill never do what they did, but i have dipped my toes in the pond, which sucks(not the drugs crap, havent done that [cabbage] and will never be in it)

now i slowly try to mend things back together, but havent said much about what i feel to them

i dont know anymore

my family was poor but we were very happy.

i don't want to be wealthy or successful because i think those people always seemed less happier.

 

don't even play the lotto.

well thats good, hope everything will stay happy for you

I went to my dad's house Saturday night, with my brother, my sister, my dog, and oh my mom. Yaaay hyper weird best friend divorced parents

 

It was the first time I've gone with my mom going, I usually find a way out of it. As a matter of fact, I hadn't been there yet this year. I got through most of last summer without going too and one of the times I went my friend came with.