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lol you looked. :twisted:

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lol you looked. :twisted:

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and when you quote stuff it shows you stuff in the hide tags.. so why would dax do that to himself?

when all is said and done, more will have been said than done

 

I'm going to start doing my silence thing again

 

of course, here you hear nothing from me, only read my words

hehe

I know fluffy looked.. but napalm? wow..

 

I didn't, I foresaw your tricks.

Tengo un examen en la clase de español mañana

GUYS I HAVE A REALLY QUICK MATH QUESTION THAT I CAN'T FIGURE OUT

 

what would the function be for one cent doubling every 6 months?

Tengo un examen en la clase de español mañana

 

Suerte.

 

GUYS I HAVE A REALLY QUICK MATH QUESTION THAT I CAN'T FIGURE OUT

 

what would the function be for one cent doubling every 6 months?

 

nvm got it

 

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Sometimes I get a little rapey when I hear certain parts of certain songs, but the people who understand me most understand and accept it. It's perfectly fine for me to force my hand into someone's hair and run my fingers through and then proceed to rub their thigh if they've given consent by being my friend

Sororities and fraternities just support a whole bunch of roleplaying with all the roles they establish and calling it family

TELL ME BABY, IF IT'S WRONG, TO LET MY HANDS, DO WHAT THEY WANT

Sometimes I get a little rapey when I hear certain parts of certain songs, but the people who understand me most understand and accept it. It's perfectly fine for me to force my hand into someone's hair and run my fingers through and then proceed to rub their thigh if they've given consent by being my friend

 

This impulse to rape, do you have it often?

I don't know what just happened. I should take a speed test now. I just don't know what happened. I felt like I needed to say a million things at once, and I'm not upset. Usually that's when I become overloaded with thoughts. I am going insane. I think I've done it again. That insanity cliff. That edge. This metaphor has nothing to do with the fact that "Edge of Glory" is currently playing. I have hit this edge before. Sometimes I become overloaded with thoughts and have to let them all out at once. I usually have some sense of sanity and don't let them escape, but sometimes I face the edge of that sanity cliff, and I just fell again. I'm trying to climb back up with my abundance of energy but I'm laughing. Shaking. Going crazy. Sometimes you let yourself fall into craziness just to feel the escape from reality. It's like a sort of high, just completely safe and natural. I've done it before, happy and upset. Usually people tell me to stop because I do this out loud. Other times, when I release like this or record my thoughts to look at for myself at a later time, I just lose the energy and feel okay.

 

Like

 

right

 

about

 

...

 

now.

When I'm upset, it ends more along these lines (ha, a pun, since these... yeah okay.)

 

[hide=Looks like a rant eh]It's not you, it's me. Going crazy.

 

I push you

You push back

And instead of getting back up

I take another step back

I dig the hole

Jump in

And yell at you from the bottom

Acting like you pushed me

Knowing you didn't

And waiting for you

To pull me out

 

The dreams are just coming from someone with a sick sense of humor, mocking my every thought and giving me desires I'll never get, goals way out of reach, reasons for me to hate myself more, bringing me to tears when I taste reality. But if the people weren't spoon-feeding me the same things the dreams do, treating me like the baby I see myself as, if they'd just give me a spoonful of reality every so often - no, force-feed me, shove it down my throat - then I wouldn't be the baby anymore and I'd get over myself and stop thinking my opinions are right and understand the people I see now as idiots. If I didn't set myself as greater than, if I set myself as equal to - no, less than or equal to, or just less than - I'd look around better and see that the majority rules, they've gotta be right, I'm not smarter or even as smart as. I don't know anything except baby food and bottles, if I ate something substantial and drank straight alcohol, if I ran around with them in groups and partnered up and told myself things I see as mistakes were the right things to do, if I pushed harder, if I stayed quiet, if I did what I had to and then what I could do, if I did what I shouldn't do, maybe I'd make it. But probably not, because I'm me and they're them and I stepped into that hole and they ran up a mountain.

 

I curl up

Into that position I take

Like a baby

And instead of trying to get up

I close my eyes

I fall asleep

Dreaming

Screaming out from the pain

Acting like I didn't ask for it

When I know it's my fault

And wishing I could be strong

And stop waiting for someone

To save me[/hide]

 

Buzzkill, I think I'm okay now

when all is said and done, more will have been said than done

 

I'm going to start doing my silence thing againof course, here you hear nothing from me, only read my words

 

Sometimes I get a little rapey when I hear certain parts of certain songs, but the people who understand me most understand and accept it. It's perfectly fine for me to force my hand into someone's hair and run my fingers through and then proceed to rub their thigh if they've given consent by being my friend

Wait, what?

All you had to do was follow the damn train, CJ.

Not actual rape and it's only to a couple people, I just touch their hair and thighs (closer to knee than genitals) when I hear certain song lyrics or wha evar