That's just a teenage thing, lots of kids get really idealistic as teenagers, they'll grow out of it though. Also, I wear clothes that might make YOU think I was a Satanist, I have a Mayhem shirt with an inverted cross on the back. Means nothing to me, I just like the band. ...and your avatar means nothing to you as well? EDIT: Don't take this the wrong way, I'm just wondering. Nope. I use it mainly as a symbol of the music I listen to, as I'm quite a big fan of black metal.