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I thought you were the bloke next to the guy in blue dressed as the letter "d". Fascinating stuff I tell ya what.

Jesus what a week. So uhh, I have this deal now with the mods now that when I sarcastically suggest I have a back alley deal with the mods I get a 3 day temp ban haha No hard feelings though, I know I pushed the envelope a little hard (granted I was merely naming a model in the supermodel thread, but whatever I'll be more careful next time yada yada) I've been pretty hammered every day the past week though. Minus Friday and Saturday because I had to work 40 hours between Friday night and Sunday night again. I need to read the last two pages of this thread and I'm only on page 773 of the relationship thread but I'm almost caught up with the important stuff. as for me: `Still dating a my latest crazy again (second attempt is going fairly well all things considered) `Still working far too much `buddy still has an open house for 6 more days, will be drunk alot `met ex fiance's new fiance. No strong opinion, just a lot of feels felt. `been kind of a mess, but [bleep] it it's been a rough week `will continue to catch up on 5 days of OTlessness after I press "post"

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Exactly. My kids are 9 and (nearly) 12 and believe you me, there's many time where I wish they were that small again. At least then I'd know what they were doing. :P So...only another year before we start seeing the Kaida spawn here on OT...right? Today I actually had a good day. I haven't been around much due to work, having a girlfriend now, and my buddy having an open house for the next 2 weeks. good times. But today, I cleaned my room for the first time in ~17 years. Yeah. I'm old. And I never clean my room. But damn, the nostalgia I felt going through that mess...I found original Beast Wars with original boxes, old school ass playmobil's, legos out the wazu, kinex, original 90s kenner star wars figures, original justice leage heroes action figures, a whole slew of micro machines and hot wheels.... i wish I had a kid to relive my childhood with :/

Hi, I'm back... Let me start with this - Saqprets - let it go. Holding grudges is useless, asinine and immature. I love you, but stop blaming her and stop blaming alcohol. You are in control of your own decisions and destiny at all times. If you truly want to end the "feud" than be the bigger man and do so. Stop whining about it. Now then... Bolded points in order: 1 - Age means nothing. 2 - you're a creep, congratulations. Don't use your friends to snoop. Just ask her questions like a normal [bleep]ing human being 3 - You're basing something off of INSTAGRAM. It's a social site. yeah it can give clues and insights, but don't sweat it. If you sweat it; you're already counting yourself out of the race. My point: You'll likely get hurt by this girl, but it sounds like you have a solid shot for some good times. Take it and don't look back. Don't be insecure. She's all yours. Take it. Feeling jealous will only hurt you. Remember - "Newer is always better". And you're the fresh meat on her plate. Earn your territory.

I forgot this was the attractive side of OT haha

For her sake you should. Doesn't matter what you think and feel solely if someone else is involved in the conversation

Supermod my tuchus :P battlefront 3 was confirmed with frostbite 3 engine. nothing else in this life matters.

Brand_New_iPwn (PSN) but I'm total cheeks. Generally I'm either Deathstroke or Catwoman.

Its important to tell her that as soon as possible. Dont let her settle in the thought of you loving her. Just say that it caught you off guard and you reflexed, and that you'll have to think long and hard before defining your feelings so simply.

Deathstroke gun spamming is far too much fun though

Totally followed that conversation. I bought Injustice a while back, but only put like 10 hours into it. Just can't find the time to actually get good at it. Today(&yesterday) I got into a fight with my ex fiance over the fact that she's coming back "home" for a week and wanted to see everyone, but then last minute her new fiance told her she can't see me. So then she gave me this crazy like arms dealer ultimatum where I'd essentially have to use my friends as messengers to even remotely talk to her. Totally bogus. I told her I was done being 15. Then I went out and got back together with my other crazy ex. Because life. (atleast I got my shirt back)

Fought with ex fiance because her new fiance won't let me see her when she vists this weekend. got back together with latest crazy because she's back on her meds and everyone deserves a third chance. I wish I were kidding. [hide] Pros: 1. Got my favorite shirt back 2. free raves[/hide]

personal reminders and thought train commence: (This will likely be irrelevant, but I need the catharsis) [hide] 1. relationships are not distractions, they are meaningful bonds 2. don't enter a relationship for the sake of a relationship 3. jealousy is normal but stupid 4. don't put up with ridiculous crap just to have sex consistently 5. you are worth something - act like it I like the idea of casual dating, but right now it's not what I'm looking for. Which is totally weird, what with it being summer and all. Maybe it's the disgust of the unfairness that if she does date others I am okay with it, but then she goes ballistic with jealousy if I so much as comment on a girl's photo. No sense in putting up with that nonsense. Just to be tossed to the side again because I don't have all the time in the world like most people my age do? pshh. Sick of it. You don't need people like that. Find someone that appreciates you and won't yo-yo your emotional state. And then there's the ex. So loyal to her fiance, strengthened by the known consequences of not doing so. I am the consequence. I am the mistakes that won't be repeated. If only I was truly okay with that. But some part of me can't stand to see someone else's ring on the finger I once placed mine. Is that so immoral? How can someone who played such a big part in my life abandon me like that? And how could someone like me let her go when I played such a huge role in hers? These are the thoughts that keep me up at night. These are the tangents that haunt me. [/hide]

I t kind of was, but seeing the Krytonians [bleep] up the Earthlings was pretty awesome. Although I couldn't help but think that the world would go bankrupt attempting to fix all the collateral damage that was done in the film, only to have Superman puff out his chest and say "you're welcome"

Saw Man of Steel. Great film. Hung with some of my best friends, not a bad time. Spent the whole day sober. Proud of myself. [hide]still feel shitty about myself[/hide]

I went through a 5 hour phase of passing out and waking up in someone else's car each time. I think my friend's were just screwing with me while I wasn't awake, but it made for some very alarming seconds of "WHERE AM I" before seeing familiar faces and passing out again. Now I'm home and I don't know where my car is. I have some phone calls to make lol

"If you have to be drunk or high to convince yourself that your relationship is worth something, it probably isn't" Literally a blog entry I made back when I was still struggling to make it work with the rave girl a few months back.

My boss scheduled me for a 5am report into a 3pm double right into a 6am report tranfer to a 4pm second. In other words I have to be clocked in and working from 5am-midnight [Friday] (break) 6am-midnight [saturday] (break) 9am-6pm(?) [sunday] (break) 9am-6pm [monday] (off) I guess that's what happens when you piss off your boss haha. And if he thinks I'm gonna be sober that whole time, he's got another thing coming.

Same writer as How I Met Your Mother. Equally phenomenal and jam packed with emotional nostalgic style story telling. WHO IS ELIJAH? (but seriously, if you're not watching it - watch the pilot and post your thoughts!)

My buddy is friend's with the drummer from Handguns, so I'm hoping I get to hang with them and The Story so Far for a bit! And I See Stars...and like a [bleep] ton of other bands...I love Warped haha. Chiodos is a must. Today I discovered Goodwin Games is the best show on TV this season. I actually cried. And laughed. At the same time. Far too good.

Bought my warped tour tickets today :D skipped my first shift at work because they didn't give me a paycheck last week, which puts them at ~$1,400 in debt to me in the past year or so. My boss is so mad right now haha. I'm still going to the second shift, but only because I'm running a wedding, and I kind of can't not do that.

Lord that's some expensive rum. Unless $70 AU is worth like $35 USD I'm disappointed no one made any 1984 references on page 1984 come to think of it

Budlight Lime is kinda cheap and it's one of my favorite beers. As for "real" cheap beer, I go for PBR cause it's not all that bad. Today I discovered Doritos Jacked Enchilada Supreme chips. Dear lord almighty dems is good.

boss man is mad man. spent my beer money on fixing my car accidentally. currently pregaming last night of carnival week. shoulda boyught some god damn fire wokr.s [bleep]