For Hours and Hours I fidget with dread Pondering and dwelling on thoughts in my head Wondering about my past mistakes and regrets Wondering about my sinful debts Wishing that some things i've done people would forget The things i've done would wake you up in a cold sweat Done alot of things stupid and a few things smart Friends know me as loyal, with a good heart Pain makes you stronger, it inspires To say that you know where my raps come from? You'd have to know my life, me before and see who i've become I work my shift in the night Graveyard shift, not a delight It pays the bills, enough downtime at it to keep me on tip.it - Chill You can't escape the pain of your past You'll realize kid - life goes by fast You gotta use it to inspire and to build upon This rap is from this heart, not put on Theres alot of things i've done thats helped me grow relations with women are one of those things yo. Can't say i've ever turned to drugs never resorted to shooting slugs I'm a poetic romantic My loving makes women frantic I was a weak insecure kid who embraced rap Gave me confidence and made me want to scrap Even though i really had no chance Fearless: Like Jet Li at a glance I don't have to justify anything to you Col. Mustard, go get a clue Because you assume an awful lot You don't know me by a longshot But it's cool you think you can hang We all know you dont have game So yeah, I rap about what I know Digitally transcribing them in this flow Mistakes, Regrets, Bad choices I hear the multitude of voices Saying how I coulda done this or that You fool, you stepped into lyrical combat Nothing you can say will ever drag me down It's impossible for you to induce a frown I've overcame adversity I thrive in diversity As i grow older, I grow stronger, Colder Bolder, Some say I got a chip on my shoulder Nothing phases me, nothing can stop me Confidence Shining like a broadway Marquee. Got my friends, got my family - I got Jesus I'm a triple crown winner, Flawless like preakness Yeah, I just dropped god in a rap, you speechless? The transition was flawless, Seemless if you wrote your doctorate on rap i'm your thesis Owning haters like the Jedi Killer General Grievous Some might say my style and flow is Genius But all that praise is really needless So i'm going to step off the mic and ask you "Was that your best shot"? Sorry Dude, I thought you said your rhymes were hot. I'm already at a disadvantage because I don't have a Filter Because I drop curses in real life like the open road knows a drifter