Duff

Jam Balls - Begin (Loaded Boards) Such a simple song, really relaxing.

I've been buying stuff online with my debit card for a year now. But, I'm an American, so that might make a difference. At this rate, I'll finish all the Harry Potter books before I go back to school. It's been about a week and a half or so, and I'm already on the fourth.

I told myself I wouldn't contribute to this thread. But... What on earth did you just write? :huh: :blink:

Lipstick and expressions may break my bones, but I'll forever love Emma. ... :unsure: Charlize Theron. She has her days. [hide] [/hide]

And I'll be honest. I don't find her attractive/cute in those. I'm a man of my word! You think you caught me, hah. :shades:

Hah, Lenin, I specifically told her that I never use vulgarity around girls, and when I said, "I like you a [cabbage] ton," she giggled and said she liked it. Haha (I'm laughing right now, but on the inside, I'm like, "holy [bleep]ing [cabbage], you're right..."), I was thinking that but I just didn't want to accept it. This is a big reason why I want college to start again, so that I'm back walking around a ton of people I don't know (many being girls). But at the same time, I just don't know for sure what she thinks. Maybe I should just go up to her and ask her, "Hey, I think I'm [bleep]ed. Do you think I'm [bleep]ed? If so, no hard feelings, I'm gonna just stop talking to you for a bit cause I don't think I can get over you without not talking to you."

Standard, you monster. I don't think anything could've ruined my liking of the first picture more than the lipstick in the second. Plus, the second picture makes her look like she had been sleeping on a desk and just woke up.

Haha...oh that's true... I [bleep]ing hate mariachi. I am with you on that one, 100%. There's no kind of music I hate more than mariachi.

Well, I've apparently done what someone who wants an actual relationship with a girl should never do: I've offered to be there if she wants to talk to me about anything; I've helped her with one guy problem (rather, she told me about it, and I merely just talked through it with her); just a few weeks ago I got the courage to tell her about all my insecurities when it comes to knowing what she's thinking (basically I told her about how worried I get when she waits so long to reply to my texts (usually it's around 4+ hours)); told her how much I analyze her texts and the way she is around me even though I'm not trying to, because I'm looking for signs that might be telling me to back off or that she likes me back. I mean, that sounds pretty needy to me. And I've done my best not texting her for long periods of time: just this past week I completely avoided texting her, and I've been trying to cut down on how many and how often I text her to kinda show that I'm not begging her to give me more attention. Took her a whole week to text me. :\ And if it means anything/adds to the context, when we last spoke in person about basically everything, I told her: "I like you a [cabbage] ton. And a lot of me is hoping that if I keep liking you a [cabbage] ton for two, three, four years, maybe in the end, something might happen between us." (using 'like you a [cabbage] ton' because I didn't want to just say 'like you' but I didn't want to use 'love' because at this point, it'd be stupid to use that word). @ Standard: That's tough for me, because I feel like if I do try to attract her, make myself a goal for her, I'll lose her. At this point, it's basically been me trying to court her or what not, trying to make myself look like I'd be a good prospect. From what I can tell, not a whole lot of it has been her. Again, it's like, if I don't text her for a long time and she texts me finally, and I respond, but then I don't text her for a long time after that, how do I know she won't just think, "oh, he just doesn't want to talk to me."

No Farm No Food No Future - My Dad vs. Yours

Just today, I legitimately wondered what it would be like being a dog. Specifically the dog that this girl I like owns and gives so much attention to. Then, I felt really uncomfortable because I thought that. I may be mental.

I'm just saying this: bright red lipstick is not attractive at all for me. Or any bright lipstick. Actually, I dunno if I like lipstick at all. I can't imagine kissing someone with lipstick on. Bleh.

So, something I've seen in this thread a lot is advice for guys never to look 'needy' to the girl they like, because it either isn't attractive or will get you friend-zoned real fast [or both]. What if, since I haven't much experience with relationships, I've already possibly appeared needy. How can I go about correcting that without maybe giving off the vibe that I'm no longer interested/do not want to talk to her?

Went and got mexican food for lunch with my mentors. Mexican food tastes pretty darn good, but I've gotta say, I absolutely hate the mexican restaurants; namely the decorations and the colors and the aesthetics. Guess this could go into the 'what annoys you' thread, but oh well. EDIT: and to be in tune with 'what annoys you' topic, I HATE the music. :3

Holy... :blink: That's [bleep]ing weird. The gal, not your longterm educational goals. :P

I can't run well right after I've eaten, so usually what I've done in the past (at college) is run in the mornings on an empty stomach and eat afterwards. Say I run for maybe 30 minutes. Is that going to affect my muscles?

Those three (Don, Andy, Michael; haven't looked into Craig yet) manage very well without effects or drums. Heck, they make all the necessary drum sounds by slapping their guitar. :P And I just love watching them play, because they get so into it. They play with such passion. Thursday - Asbestoscape

Work today. Maybe a nice cruise later in the evening. Oh, I was hopping into bed last night and my younger sister came in, and she told me that I would be spending every night at this other person's house for the week because my parents didn't want her sleeping there alone (she's house sitting)... So, that complicates my mornings. Doesn't help that the house is my ex-girlfriends house.

Since I still have all week until I start my little workout, I'll have time to think it over. I hear long distance running not only burns fat but burns muscle, and I'm trying to build a bit of muscle. So I think I may just do sprints at my track every morning. I hear those are better if you want to do cardio but keep more muscle. I don't think I'll be taking any type of protein supplements. Those taste nasty as heck to me. After my sprints, I'll come home and do push ups, crunches/varied ab workouts, planks, and side planks. I'm real optimistic at this point, but I have a feeling I will want to sleep in instead of wake up at 6 am. D:

My first one was real pixelized, and for some reason, disappeared randomly. I like my new avatar waaaay better. And it's must more suited to the name Duff than a court jester would have been.

I'm going to cheat, cause this is my last week of work. But I'll start on the 5th of August, and I'll run every morning and start doing pushups and ab exercises every day. Also, I need to start eating healthier. I usually find myself snacking all day (not the healthiest snacks; just today I ate triscuits, salami, and cheese for about an hour).

I'm afraid to play cause overdoziz and his playmates are hiding around the corner, waiting to kill my k/d. :|

Lol! :lol: I've never been on someone's Facebook on a public computer. Mainly friends using mine in the dorms and forgetting to log out or something (like, I'll have a non-Facebook window open, they log in, and when they're done, they close their tab. It keeps them logged in until the whole window is closed, which probably won't happen because I left the window open for a reason). How's that parenthetical?

My confession/secret, pathetic as it is: I'm using Emma Watson (daydreaming about her, though not in a sexual sense, but in an innocent way; imagining actually what it might be like dating her) to try and get over this girl that I like, cause I don't know if it'll ever work out. And it's actually kinda working...

I just hate it when people actually do something to your Facebook if you leave it logged in on accident (i.e. changing status to something inappropriate, poking random people, etc.). To me it's just immature. I've been logged in plenty of times to my friends' Facebooks and I just sign out and do what I planned to do on mine. I've been the victim many times, too, and people have made my status say something stupid or inappropriate. And they think it's all funny. I simply log in and delete the status they wrote. Seems like most people comment on it themselves saying, "haha, you got me" or "haha, thanks [so-and-so]". I just delete it. :P No fun business around me.