lizzywizzy

My eldest brother and his fiance between them have 7 children, and I have had imput into raising the youngest three, so I know I wont harm it, I know the basics of what to do, I am just used to being able to give it back when it starts crying lol. My other brother, his fiance is 4 months pregnant at the moment, she has promised to help me also, and my two best friends have promised to help me, so i know i have the help.... just still pretty shell shocked.

why stop a life because we were too careless to protect ourselves against that? Unplanned or not it will be loved, i just am still in shock. I couldnt give it up either, and I know i have plenty of support from family members, just hope that will include my parents... and I have the support of my ex, so I am sure in the long run it wont be too bad. I have never used the ECP before, so its not like my body was used to it.

I fully hold my hands up to that, I used the morning after pill, the following afternoon well within the 72 hour window, I would have hoped it would have worked, I guess not!

Yes. It is everything against what I believe in to have an abortion for a mistake I have made. Mistake yes, but I love kids, just never thought I would have one this early and when single.

This is not the news I expected to get this week, even suckier that I am not with the father any more :-/ Good way to disappoint my parents I suppose, can see it now.... mum, im 25, im pregnant, im single, and im moving back in with you and dad..... aren't you lucky to have a screw up for a daughter? I definitely cant get rid of it, because that goes against everything I believe in, and Ross has said he will support me in whatever happens....which is good, and i know he is against the aborting also so it looks like I will be having a baby if everything goes well. I know it is still really early stages and anything can happen (I am 6 weeks gone) and I am not generally telling anyone until after the doctors on friday or even then later than that, this is me ust saying it so i dont go crazy and freak out like i did last night and ended up getting 2 hours sleep. I am seriously fed up with wanting to throw up at any given point, ive not actually thrown up yet but come really close to it... a lot, im only 6 weeks gone and i hate it already :/ I am fed up with being hungry all the time also, but i feel sick and then feel more sick if i eat something, its a no win situation :-/

so far my week has been like this... Monday - Worked in Tesco 6am-3pm then worked in the cinema 4pm - 9:30pm. Got 5 hours sleep Monday night. Tuesday - worked in Tesco 6am - 3pm then worked in the cinema 4.30pm - 9.30 pm. Got 5 hours sleep Tuesday night. Wednesday - worked in Tesco 6am - 3pm then worked in the cinema 5pm - 9:30pm. I managed to get 6 hours sleep last night. Today...... been working this morning 6am - 2pm. I am supposed to be working tonight however my supervisor has demanded that I phone in sick (or be sent home) due to the fact he doesn't think I should work 4 15.5 shifts in a row. so I am now going to chill with some friends watch a film and then either going to ask Ross to come over tonight, or I am going to go to sleep mega early... depends on how I am feeling later. My life kind of sucks and revolves around work right now :-(

Your hair looks fine as it is, not too sure about the shape of your fringe though....

I take starflower/evening primrose oil which helps with hormonal balance... PMT is not fun lol. I also take Vitamin C tablets and Cod liver oil tablets.

Today the first thing I did was turn 25 :grin: I woke up incredibly hung over and my hips are making me feel like a 90 year old, I think I was busting some serious moves on the dance floor last night lol. My feet are not too bad which I am glad about due to the shoes I was wearing. After waking up to Ross making me breakfast in bed, Me and Ross were called into work... well him because you cant open up the shop without the manager ( :oops: ) and me because someone locked the stock room keys in the stock room and I have the spare, so I went in to get their keys for them... I think it is out that me and Ross are in a relationship... oops :blink: I am now over my parents, I am just about to phone my brother in Barbados and then we are going out for a meal, then I am meeting up with Ross to get my present, which I was shocked when he said he was getting me something, because I wasnt expecting anything lol. I have been very fortunate with the gifts that I have got so far, well except for the condoms and lube from my friend kate, but I think she was just trying to be nice lol. I am back to work tomorrow so I am going to thoroughly enjoy the rest of today :twss:

I went to sleep this morning at 3am, I then woke up at 9.30am and went to asda to get mum some flowers.... no reason for them, just that she never gets flowers. Walked to mum and dads, gave dad his fathers day stuff, set up my laptop and cooling pad thing, and been playing games and hanging with my dad for the last 7 hours. We have been making strawberry jam... because were that cool lol. I am now sat here, going crazy because my new tattoo is itching and i forgot to bring my cream with me, so i am going to have to leave it alone, unless mum has something i can put on it.. oops lol.

A step closer towards 99. I am finding leveling a lot easier now I can set objectives and I can see how close I am to the next level.