You know that's EXACTLY how I feel right now. There's this whole new world out there, and I feel like I'm not a kid anymore, and after just leaving primary school, all my friends; it felt like someone took my heart in their hands and smashed it into a thousand tiny pieces. I wasn't enjoying anything, I was depressed, bored, upset, I argued with my brother so much I decided it wasn't worth talking to him. (If anyone out there knows tokytoky3333, that's him, lol.) I trashed everything my parents told me, stopped taking showers, brushing my teeth, didn't eat much, just stayed in all day mainly, never went out with friends anymore. But then I really discovered what I loved doing, and all my problems just slipped away, and I felt so good. : And during that time, this song kept me going. It's gothic I know but I think it soothed me. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABXfblghQ5g