Do you ever get the feeling...

[MC_Kejml]

Yeah, I sorta get that impression. But I'm trying to enjoy life when I'm 17, when my life dies in 30 in an office I can loathe in it forevermore.

 

 

 

So hey, let's enjoy life when there still is something to enjoy.

[megakiller32]

All the time really, I think life is one pointless cycle.

 

I treat it like a giant experiment, I create social experiments because I know it doesn't matter who's feelings I [bleep] with.

 

It used to be fun, but now I'm irritating myself, I'm get excessively close to people, then decide that their lives are more boring than mine.

 

 

 

The other day, I was wondering if it was normal to think about suicide so much.

 

Well, I don't want to kill myself necessarily, because of the people I would most likely affect.

 

What confuses me is how I treat this topic, because in my head, death isn't a scary thing anymore, I'd be ready for it if it came.

 

I've found I'm very insensitive with other people's feelings, and always wonder if there's something wrong with me.

 

I think this is normal?

 

 

 

edit: I regret posting this -_-

 

But nothing wrong is going on in my life really, so idk why I do the above text.

 

 

 

Same here actually :shock:

[Sir_Redhead]

I have that feeling a lot, I seem to be depressed all the time now. Then again, I have a lot of crap going on in my life, so...yea.

 

 

 

People say, just let it go, let the memory slip away. But you can't, no matter how hard you try. That memory will always sit in the back of your mind, picking at you slowely until you break down and cry, or flip out.

 

 

 

I will admit, sometimes I come home, and everything that has happend to me in the past, from anytime ago, 5 minutes to maybe months ago, just catches up with me. This may sound kinda sad for a guy, but i have sat alone in my room, and just cried. It just happens sometimes, nobody can deny that it hasn't happend to them at least once or twice.

[dragoonson]

I actually correspond with someone through books =).It was a library's DaVinci Code I think.We moved on to Angels and Demons,and now we're corresponding through DragonLance books.They are one of my closest friends now.

 

 

 

Since I have no religion telling me heaven or hell,I have a rather nihilistic view to death,basically after I die nothing happens,just eternal darkness.Its very depressing,especially during the holidays where no one is around to make me treasure life.Ok I've really typed too much for my own liking here.

[MC_Kejml]

I have that feeling a lot, I seem to be depressed all the time now. Then again, I have a lot of crap going on in my life, so...yea.

 

 

 

People say, just let it go, let the memory slip away. But you can't, no matter how hard you try. That memory will always sit in the back of your mind, picking at you slowely until you break down and cry, or flip out.

 

 

 

I will admit, sometimes I come home, and everything that has happend to me in the past, from anytime ago, 5 minutes to maybe months ago, just catches up with me. This may sound kinda sad for a guy, but i have sat alone in my room, and just cried. It just happens sometimes, nobody can deny that it hasn't happend to them at least once or twice.

 

 

 

Been through that, and actually I've found how to get past it. However, I don't want to preach on this forum, so a PM would probably do. It helped me and I pretty much know what's that.

[Lenticular_J]

[cabbage], so I'm missing out on the normal experience of my next three years? I'd better go drink some grain alcohol and beat my parents...

[MC_Kejml]

[cabbage], so I'm missing out on the normal experience of my next three years? I'd better go drink some grain alcohol and beat my parents...

 

 

 

O_o what do you mean?

[Lenticular_J]

Everyone's saying us fourteen to seventeen year olds should be whiny and hormonal and angsty and [cabbage].

 

 

 

Can I buy that at Wal-Mart or something?

 

 

 

NO, wait. Hollister. That one.

[ididnotlol]

I feel it all the time, the pointlessness in knowing that life is a waste when we just end up six feet under...

 

 

 

Whats worse is I could be enjoying life and freedom, if freedom actually existed anymore due to the large amounts of work at school,homework,time to eat,wash up,stay tidy ect. its like we never have any free time anymore, to sum up life is wasted and is pointless.

 

 

 

Sorry for my depressingness too, Im not emo btw, I simply see the world for what it is.

[MC_Kejml]

Anyway

 

 

 

I want my life to have a point and to leave something for other people, so I write my book. And recently, critics started to tell me positive reviews. So yay.

 

 

 

However, you can't probably decide what will happen when you're young. So try to enjoy life at this age, you can solve srs bsns when you're adult (or not? :? ).