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I've lived this. I love pong to death, but there comes a point where I just want to get stupid, so I drink and shoot as a trick shot, or drink at every miss/toss/sink/whatever. And I dance real funny when doing it. But enough about me... Nah, I got back from a date maybe half an hour ago, expected it to go real bad, and it went alright. Saw 21&over, went to the bar had a few drinks. Decent hook up, but not worth the 70 minute drive really. Still was much better than I anticipated. But she was that kind of ditzy that Brian of Family Guy would date. You know that scene where she can't turn on the the VCR and he has to walk her through the process of plugging it in? Yeah, she's kinda on par with that. She tried to explain to me that she wanted to be president and lower the price of everything to just a quarter so that people could buy more stuff. Made no damn sense. So that's what I did with myself today. (and no this girl has nothing to do with the girls of my last few posts)

You go out with intention of having a fun time, standard stuff, run into something that upsets you and triggers you to get WAY drunker than you intended and usually makes you far more emotional than normal. Some may say you weren't acting "like your normal self" or "a bit off". Also leads to loss of memory and blacking out. Of course, it's only trigger drinking if you didn't premeditate getting as drunk as you did. Literally you get "triggered" to do so. And it's essentially the toxin version of cutting yourself.

Dear lord, I spent soooo many hours playing AoE2 back in the day. Coming up with random instances of precreated troops just to see them mutilate each other. God that was fun. Hopefully the HD is actually a worthy feature and not just some gimmick, cause I'm quite sure I could toss my copy in my old desktop and still run it from that with a little effort.

Just buy premium when the price drops a bit, you won't regret it.

Ah, drunk TIFing. A tradition, I hope never dies amongst us. I can't remember who started it, I just have the weirdest memory of a couple posters from the old Today... thread doing it once in a while. When I started drinking, it just seemed sooo appealing. The rest is history. I'm glad to see others are carrying that torch. Despite this being my first St Paddy's day, I remained home to watch Walking dead and fall asleep real early after working a 600 person party on Saturday (and then cleaning up after it all day Sunday). Watched some Kenan&Kel, researched what Kel's been doing with his life. Turns out his llfe is Good Burger. He owns a ton of Wendy's restaurants in Mississippi. Watched Ron White's new standup special for the troops with Ralphie May and Josh Blue. Great set. Tomorrow I have a date that I'm not really super excited about, but if it turns sour, I'll be up in college town area, so it won't be hard to turn my night better.

Oh Hey Nom! I remember you, of course I had to look at your original name, and the lack of avatar didn't help, but I got you! That's crazy that you met Rebdragon like that. Can't imagine what I'd do if I randomly met a fellow OTer. Although I really wanted to take a trip to Texas to visit Lenticular_J back in the day...

Saqprets drinks no beers. (okay I have to give you some constructive advice now...) One trigger drinker to another, if you wanted to forget it, you wanted to forget it. Don't be digging around looking for answers you don't want to find. Let it go. If you needed to know, someone would have informed you by now. Maybe it'll come up again randomly down the line. But don't sweat it. Let it go. It's over, it's done. Let it go. As for cute girl you were talking to? It's not over til you give up. I'm not saying stalk her, but I don't see a reason why anything's changed. You got drunk, big deal. If she can't accept that people do this, that's on her. If you tell yourself it's over, it'll be over. If you learn to move on with your life, the negative connotations will disappear. And if you ever find yourself trigger drinking again, come PM me. It's a fairly deep issue that I can help you stop acting on, but it does require a certain personal knowledge.

Muggiw's point was indeed valid in my case, and contributed to a thought process I needed to take. I've also reviewed the circumstances with a couple of my friends, and with the help of the clarity brought to me by posting here, I've got a good grasp on what I want out of the scenario. So thanks ya'll. Will update when updating becomes relevant.

I also recently discovered these a month or so ago. I felt my blood sugar levels skyrocket after just one. It was awesome. I literally had to stop eating them after like 8 or 9 because it was just too much for my body to handle, and that takes a good deal of dessertiness. Awesome stuff. Today I worked 14 hours, had some after-wrk beers with a coworker. Decent time, average day. Real pissed at myself for not making st patty's day plans. As an Irish Russian who drinks something like 4 times a week, you'd think I'd have something lined up.

I've been ranting about that since he changed it. I'm still calling him Lang. Just like Noxx is always Noxx no matter what goofy combination of numbers and letters he's trying to pass as now.

To clear things up: I've known her since I was 12 (9 years) I've been hooking up with her off and on for the past few weeks (though it started in like November, there was a huge gap where neither of us gave a crap) She told me she wants more than the FwB thing we've kind of been dancing around I considered asking her officially to be a FwB not long ago, but never acted on it I have not had sex with her yet I don't have any romantic feelings toward her, but I feel attached to her as a mate (like really close, open friends) She's been "dying for a relationship" While I don't know what I want relationship wise in general (not just this case) I'm fairly certain I'm going to tell her I'm not super awesome boyfriend material at the moment. I like hooking up with random girls, and she's sort of the jealous type (which is weird because she pretty much got me and our mutual friend to hook up last night literally on top of her). So there's some significant question marks raised toward everything involved. Relationship-wanting girl is really cool. Decent looking, low maintenance, free spirited, easy going and can keep up with me in the art of drinking. She's just a lot of fun to be around, but that's the thing. I like being around her in a friendly setting (campfires, singing together, beer pong, yadda) but I can't imagine what the tone change would be like if we were to actually date. If it were a completely open relationship, it really wouldn't be super different from FwB, but that's what I imagine working out best. I see it as we're two good friends of opposite gender being forced under a label society created to promote commitment. And I am not ready to commit to anyone right now. So I'll likely just explain all this to her and see where she takes it. She's one of my favorite drinking buddy's, and one of my best wing(wo)men, so losing her as a friend would suck pretty hard. Why do I have to be suhdamn likeable haha Edit: Muggiw, I've read the article before, and I've long since modified my dating/judging techniques to more closely emulate it. The dilemma becomes - "what do I define as '***able' ". After rereading though, I've come to the conclusion of - I don't know til I try. And I'm not one to knock what I've not experienced yet.

stuffing is amazing, but you are wrong on all accounts when it comes to pie. Chicken pot pie is my favorite followed by apple pie. hmmm pie.

I'm super picky with the women I hook up with, for me to try to have sexual relations is like the highest honor I could bestow upon a person. It's like an exclusive club when it comes to that. Simple answer? I might, but really on the fence about it. I am likely making a big deal over nothing. However she texted me when I woke up again this afternoon saying she wants a relationship, and most of me does not want that, and part of me thinks it would work out better with her than most of the other girls I've encountered since my singularity. I hate missing opportunities, so this might be a good one for a good relationship. Or it might be a terrible idea that mucks up a good friendship and prevents me from finding someone I hardcore want to be with. Oh, the conundrum. I hate when girls pressure me for relationships, I get all antsy and overthink everything. Stupid labels.

Nah it's a pretty well to do place, like offers you ice buckets of wine, bottling fees, serviced water bottles, made fresh neopolitan pizza. It was quite a classy place. All the more reason I wish I'd gone with boxed appletini's again, but alas I can only break so many social norms at a time. One of the girls drinking with us wasn't of age, and no one cared so all in all it went good. Everybody was like suited up and pearled out and shit, and then there's me and my friend's looking like street rats. No f***s.

Forgive the double post, but I had a weird experience last night. I had a girl literally begging me to sleep with her, and I just couldn't physically do it. She's not unattractive, I kinda feel like there's something wrong with me almost. I haven't had sex in a fairly long time, and I'd been drinking all night, I was hungry, I could barely stand, there was no condom, and I can come up with more and more excuses but at the end of the day I still feel like there was a weird emotional block that just didn't want me to sleep with her. I fear this will happen again with other girls, and probably the same girl in the future. I've never had a problem of "manning up for the task" so to speak before, so I guess you could say I'm concerned. is this abnormal or weird to anyone or am I just being a nancy?

I got like 3 hours of sleep tops, and I'm on the verge of vomiting my brains out. Spring break started last night, kicked it off with a 12 pack at a BYOB pizza joint that I was way under-dressed for. Made a camp fire and sat around it for a few hours talking about random stuff with my old neighborhood friends that have moved off. Ended up getting thrown out of her yard around midnight, went to ShopRite to pick up more booze and drank it on the way down the block (it's all kind of the same couple football fields worth of land). All thoroughly twisted at this point. The girl who's house we end up at starts getting real philosophical, so of course we all jump on board which inevitably breaks down into a weird group therapy session for all of us and all the secrets we kept from each other. I've been hooking up with the one girl on occasion for a while now, and she's talking me up like I'm awesome, which got all the other girls in the room real curious of my prowess. I ended up hooking up with the host girl (something I've tried to do for years) only to have the first girl say she got real jealous when I did it. Then it became this weird game almost where I'd hook up with one, and the other would get jealous and hook up with me. I got exhausted, and literally was so drunk and tired I had to turn down sex because I felt like I was just going to have a seizure. I ended up falling asleep in a literal pile of women though, so that was pleasant. And that's how I started my spring break. I have work in 7 hours, and I still don't have any motor function. Ugh.

She's had another kid since then, likely too busy being a mom to update us

Super Smash Bros on N64 is by far superior to its cruddy sequels. Brawl was awful *dodges angry mob*

thanks to our dearest pennywise. So many return posters, so many things to reminisce about! Where on Earth is WongTong?

@Tim: just post it, yeh nancy! You're not selling yourself well here, you're only going to be as comfortable as you make yourself. I haven't started recording mine yet, but I know for a fact it'll be pretty iffy in quality. And I don't care. I'm doing it because I want to, not to become youtube famous or what have you. I just want to record myself for my own entertainment and documentation. Today I watched "Lovely, Molly" and "Clerks" with my friends after having a nice bonfire. I have class in 6 hours and haven't slept yet. booo.

The sense of comradery is nice, but let me tell you as a minority myself - getting offended is a waste of time.

http://www.talenthou...2a1a3a0327a/949 My buddy's a DJ. Vote for him and such. Follow him on twitter. He'll love the international crowd. @Saq I know my potato loving countries. Today I'm eating dinner, picking up a case or so of something or other and meeting up with some old friends that are on spring break. Might be fun.

Nah I knew her in person, but only hung out with her once. I texted her about it cause we were losers like that. Real cute girl though.

Calm your potatoes Estonia boy. Looking forward to that vlog Tim. Dat Aussie accent.

No joke I asked a girl to play runescape with me as a date when dungeoneering came out so we could dungeon crawl together. She was super into it. And also not into dudes as I later found out.