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Well, buy me a drink and we'll think about it together. Cheers! Just got back from getting my hair did. I hated it at first, but then I put a flat iron to it, and now it's bearable. Likely shaving it down to a mohawk in the next week or so either way.

Oh there's no doubt in my mind I have crazy in me. I just write it off as a personality quirk. I'm curious though Muggiw, what exactly would you change in my scenario (not just this instance, but in life) to make me "better"?

Hegemony kept my mind busy and away from my psycho ex, so I appreciate all participants of that thread. Even if that wasn't even close to Fasttortoise's intention. What a ride that was.

PS4 isn't backward compatible? God damn it Sony. Not sure what a rego is, but I pay $130/month for my insurance, plus about $80 in gas per month. Cars ain't cheap. Today I'm getting a hair cut and hopefully seeing Olympus Has Fallen. Then Drinking. Yesterday I seriously considered quitting drinking. I'm still thinking about it, but I've come to realize that I'm actually developing real alcoholism and it's getting worse. I'm going to be paying closer attention to myself when alcohol is around from now on.

*sigh* I know you're right, but...I just haven't found the right line-crossing moment that makes me want to give up. She made me promise to never let her go. She practically quoted A Day To Remember at me. It's gonna take something more than logic to get me to stop.

I never got into a flame war, but I have near a half a dozen warnings for "inappropriate posting content". I'm edgy.

We only remain idiots if we don't learn from ourselves.

Your(Saq) questions held a bit of bias (I'm a social scientist, forgive the criticism) but I filled it out. I don't value story over gameplay, but if the storyline is compete garbage I'm not going to play the game. Infamous 2 had brilliant gameplay, but I have no desire to play(finish) it because the story was weak. Meanwhile, Racing and Fighting games are purely about gameply, and having a story is more just a further excuse to promote the game. Which is why Steet Fighter is my favorite fighting game (mad combos, no forced story) and Burnout: Revenge is my favorite racing game (tremendous soundtrack, virtually no story line). And yet, I classified myself as a RPG/Shooter game player. RPG's tend not to have innovative game play, so the story is far more important. Battlefield 3 is currently my drug of choice, and thus story currently doesn't hold relevance to my interest. I play BF3 for the fun of shooting things, not so I can continually save the world from a nuke. TODAY: Would have bombed a midterm I took first thing in the morning, but I hardcore cheated off the girl next to me. Praying she did well, cause we basically had 80% of the same answers. My other midterm went swimmingly. Planning on drinking heavily tonight. Will return likely.

I've been studying that scene in my theater class. Alpha as [bleep].

The man is keeping us down mannn

I'm immortal. My 21st birthday was proof. EDIT: She called to apologize for being such a drugged up mess. She said she's not worth being in a relationship with because her life is pretty out of control. I swear she knows all my buttons.

Yeah I think you're right. I feel like she kinda of castrated me, but it's so hard not to fall into old habits (regarding my ex, not sure how many of you recall how stupid I was when that was still happening nearly 6 years ago). She's ignoring me again, making vague flirtatious facebook status's about no one in particular. I'm not "done" with her. But I think I'm done trying.

I got my job because my late uncle's best friend worked there. You have to know someone to work with me, but we deal some shady stuff, so...kinda understandable. Dunno why you need to connections to get a McJob these days.

I feel like every time I talk about her on here she talks to me. As soon as I checked your response I get an "I miss you" text.

I go balls to the wall because I know it'll be even worse if I wait. Now is your time. Now is your youth. Go out and be stupid if that's what you want. Making friends with wild people is as simple as participating with them in their habits. Today... School, can't focus, brain still doesn't work too good. I'm struggling to focus on anything, and I started smoking again. I haven't bought a pack yet, and I don't intend to though. So hopefully I'm not too bad. Been listening to a lot of UnderOath and Bring Me The Horizon to shut out all the self hating thoughts of embarrassment. Called my friend up to tell him how much an ass I felt, and he laughed. But it helped me remember not to take life so seriously. I think I'll be okay, I've chilled out a bit.

Glorious stuff. I remember you Dax :P Nothing particularly bad to say about you, but I care

I called my spirit guide friend and he chilled me out again. I need to get my head on straight. I'm calling her tonight, talking like normal flirty people do, than I'm putting the ball in her court. Cold stop. If she comes to me, I'll keep my cool and flow with it. If not, I have other things I need to focus on (mainly school). I just need to get my head in the game.

but with none of the power redditors or AMAs. Plus we're all ex-'scapers. We're too cool for our own subreddit

This is like my girl's theme song:

This is how they explained 6th, 7th, and I believe 8th world problems.

Likely Late September/November I dunno bout you guys but I think it looks hella pretty. I have faith in it, even if it is "another BF3 dlc". It's gonna be worth the $60 drop. Although I would have appreciated one completely amazing game rather than 2 very good games with large DLC packages.

See I think so too, to an extent. But if I can keep my head on straight, I can minimize the personal damage. I lost ~$350 in 4 days to her. She's an expensive habit. Plus I drove her left side of everywhere. And yet, I feel she wouldn't cheat on me. Just using me. But that's just a theory. Trying to screw my head on straight, not merc it with paranoia.

She's been trying to clean up her life for a while, I think she just had a bad week when I happened to be there. I mean, yeah thats exactly what anyone would tell me regardless, but I'm giving her the benefit of the doubt because I like making poor life decisions.

I met this kid at an urban rave on friday, then he turns up at my girl's rave on saturday, so I asked him to help me through my first trip. Kid had stories for years. Wild dude. Goes by "River". Good people, he was.

I grew up super sheltered, so drugs are (well, were up until a few years ago) very outside of my knowledgeable world. I simply knew "drugs=bad". But I've learned to have an open mind, and some people I've met really can have successful and happy lives, with the occasional drug tossed in the mix. Why miss the chance to try something to enhance your life? Would you not go skydiving if enough people told you they hated it? The only word you can truly believe is your own, so I like to experiment. I learned coke sucks, and acid is even worse. Last year I learned nitrous is fun, but not something I'd do again, and weed isn't really that big of a deal. A few years before that I tried alcohol for the first time under a similar pretense. And look at all the fun stuff alcohol has gotten me into!