Big announcement to people who care, if not carry on. *sigh* where to begin. The relationship between Michelle and I has been going down hill for about 3 months now. Main issue was that I felt like I was being constricted. I hated it so much...I thought it was what I wanted. Turns out when you are basically forced to change who you are for a person it takes a very serious strain on a person. I did somethings to myself I am not proud of and thought of many worse things to what I wanted to do to myself. I am going to get help within the next few weeks. I don't want to go back to where I was at. Michelle is currently with her parents but will be back within the next few days to discuss what is going to happen to our current living arrangements. I personally want her to move out but our name is on the lease together and legally I cannot kick her out nor would I...I just want to be alone for a while...see what happens next. Cheers