Necrobean

-Rape. -Killing someone . -Blackmail. -Let someone suffer emotionally. -My fantasies. Pretty basic things I'd guess, there's so much more probably but can't think of any at the moment.

And after that "Escape artist" :thumbup: .

Jhz & Hyper - Computer says no. Funny :lol:

Well isn't "the egg" just an "egg cell", just like humans have, from the chicken? I'd say the chicken would've been first then.

Ludachrist - Bangfest 43 minutes of pure Psyphy :lol: !

GTA 1 and it's London expansion and Return to castle Wolfenstein. Most epic games ever!

Eazy E - Wut would you into Young lay - Sic set.

Yes go out a bit you don't have to excessively sport a lot. Just go for a walk for 15 minutes, or bike, or even a run if you want to. Get exposed to light and drink water all day. I hope things will sort out for you and that you can find a decent sleep cycle again!

Getting enough sunshine! The melatonin hormone can be very annoying. I cannot over emphasize how important this is! As I've told in an insomnia topic here, the amount of natural sunlight that enters your eyes has a drastic effect on your temperature body rhythm. So if you wear sunglasses, stop wearing them. When you're exposed to high intensity light, your body temperature increases, and melatonin levels rapidly decreases. This means to just get out more and stop being inside and the exposure of artificial light. Exercise: Exercise will raise your body temperature rhythm, and make your body temperature peak at a higher level. This will increase your energy levels throughout the day, you'll feel more awake, alive, and motivated. As your body temperature levels will max out at a higher level, your body temperature will also drop more easily and deeper. This will allow you to sleep deeply, without interruptions. Exercise is also a great relief of tension and stress, that's a major cause of sleeping disorders. Also stop drinking those caffeine pops, they really are a problem. As for distraction, read a book, listen to some music. Although... What is on your mind I could help you so much more if you told me. Those are just basic tips I gave, I could supply you a lot more but instead of trying to sleep I'd be teaching you how to sleep less and have a lot more energy. You could try both the two things I told you now, Just sport a little, get enough sunshine and drop the caffeine pops; drink water instead. Really, water is very important we're actually dying of thirst in our sleep, yes I'm that kind of person who will demand of you to drink 8 glasses of water per day!

I like clothes, they speak to my imagination. If I'd like to run around naked I'd do that at home, I don't see the point in annoying people with my nude appearance.

Eazy E - It's on. Rip;(.

-Sometimes twisting my word instead of saying something in all honesty, it's not on purpose I can't help it. -Always wanting to just walk "over the line" instead of on it. -When I drink - or do something - I do it in excessivity (if that's even a word, sp?) -Instead of being the average 15 year old just enjoying one girl (after another) I'm stuck with feelings for just one, yay for one-itis! -Poland syndrom (Miss a chest muscle) -I don't accept how society is today, I can't get over the fact that we're only numbers and that the only thing in life is school - work. There must be more. -I'm impulsive. -I disrespect authority, respect must be earned not demanded of me. -It's easy to dominate me. (girls) Probably more.

My mother decided to divorce with my biological father because of a drinking problem at the time I was aged 1. At first there was co-parenting, him picking me up every two weeks but eventually he started to "forget" me. He just wouldn't show up for picking me up and not let know about anything to my mother. He goes to the [bleep] he never paid the money that he was supposed to pay to my mother (Three children) and he still drinks. I never really cared about him because I barely knew him. Divorces never are easy and 99% of the cases never come good again. (I don't have a source. I made that up) You should try to handle the problem, get him over it. If you can't... I'm sorry but it's inevitable that if your mom can't take it anymore that a divorce will follow.

D'oh #-o must've seen past it.

If it hasn't been posted yet...

Do you have her number now? Or not? If you do just drop her a message? You don't actually have to call her or vice versa.

Well I'll start off by saying you're almost normal in the sense that EVERYONE feels that way when they experience a loss of some kind, be it a girlfriend or even just a potential girlfriend (as in getting turned down by a girl you like). I'd say almost every guy has been there but you have reacted more strongly than the average (which I don't blame you, you lost a hell of a lot). The one thing in common? It's that bloddy one-itis problem again! This is what it causes and this is why preventing one-itis is an absolute necessity. If you prevent it, you can prevent the feelings of loss or rejection and all the sorrow that follows. Let's see now. The first step is understanding the emotions. Well I don't think it's any surprise that you experience the grieving period after you lose the girl you get attached to her. It's kind of the same feeling of rejection, but much worse. Sorrow, pain, loss, feeling of uncertainty and all the other things they can create in turn. If you want to get out of this situation you need to first understand, then control, your emotions. Eventually, I can guarantee that you will heal with time, but the only way to speed it up would be to learn how to control your emotions. Right now you seem to be swamped by emotions, but I'm going to go out on a limb and presume this has something to do with your desire to be bossed around. I know this might feel uncomfortable for you but you need to stand up for yourself more, "being dominated" as part of a kinky BDSM fantasy is fine but not when you become dominated by your emotions. You can try to think about it objectively, try to look at the feelings individually and find ways to make you feel better (only you can come up with these things). Don't be too afraid to talk to people, just the act of talking itself helps sooth the pain. In fact, I kept ALL this PUA stuff secret to everybody except myself (TIF is the exception since the internet provides anonymity) and only decided to tell it to a really good friend of mine who kept it a secret. I had to do it because I was keeping too many feelings bottled up and just having someone to talk about this stuff with made it much easier. For you the context is different (loss rather than change/anxiety) but the principle is the same. Talk to other guys because I'm sure they have similar experiences (you can mix up the details if you feel insecure about it, but make sure and do it). Now, those tactics that you mentioned. I'm glad that you tried to apply them. The one about trying to forget about her is a must, but nearly impossible given the situation. So how about this: Try and think about them in a different way. Try and associate her with something different. It's a bit tricky to explain but over time you'll eventually be able to associate this girl with the learning experience you got, rather than the incredible loss. If needed, you can also try to consider her negative qualities, or have a friend expose them. Think of her critically and then you'll stop obsessing over her. Also, continue pursuing other girls and having lots of options. The reason it hasn't worked so well with you, I think, is because it's more of a preventive method, used so you never get too attached to one person. That being said, it can't hurt to use it now, as the ability to have options should help a little bit get over your loss. Well, I hope that can help. Remember, however, that everything in life is temporary and relationships are no exception. I guess I should stand up to myself now, especially since I've lost her now. You made me laugh with the BDSM fantasy :lol: ! Oh, by the way. Those tactics in fact do work, quite the lot of girls have a sudden interest in me now. I think it's a bit the same like you, though. They're fun to be around and pretty overall but... I just don't see myself together with them. I'll keep on searching! Thanks for everything, once more. Ever thought of making a new branch in the medical sector? A love doktor :P .

I'm learning how to do death metal vocals at the moment to. Just take a deep breath and try not to let it come out of your throath, let it come from the chest area. If you want to sound more death metal-ish try to make a cup with your hand and then try to sing or talk. I'm sorry I can't really help you here you should check youtube for some tips, guides or whatever it's called. Hope you succeed!

I just can't anymore. It has been the fourth night without any sleep at all and it has been going like this for over a year. There is a whole story to tell and I will if you need the information for helping me out. After being 'in love' or whatever you want to call it for over two years. We're becoming alienated from each other due to various reasons. I'm broken, hurt, tormented. I just want to forget about it all. She was something special, something so... I can't explain it with words nor can I explain what I even felt for her. I will miss her so damned much and I can't possibly imagine my life without her but it's finally time to move on. Oh I wouldn't mind just being bossed around by her just a little more, hurt by her just a little more. I wish this wouldn't be true but I can't deny it anymore I 've lost her and I think that it's for good this time. (I'm the type of person who likes to get dominated, I like [bleep]y attitudes, meh). I just want to forget her. Every time I tell myself I will just ignore her, start thinking about her on a 'negative' way. I eventually crawl back to her. Please, if anybody could help me out of this hole of despair, I'd be ever so grateful. I don't think I'll ever forget about her. Do not suggest me to find a girl just to please myself, to forget about her. At the moment as I've read before (Solidus, I think?) I should meet up with new people, have some "back-up girls". Well, I know pretty people, people with awesome personalities. But it's just not the same. I hope I'll find some distraction for my mind. I really need my sleep but these thoughts just keep on coming back in my mind. Sorry for the possible bad English or random sentences. A bit tired now.

The best part about this story is that even after reading that, I didn't know it was the sister until I got to the end. :D I caught him yesterday stealing my skirts. No, that's not true ;) ! Okay sorry for going a bit offtopic but... Lenin, where are your dreams filled with people screaming in agony and blood & gore? I want to know what's going on in your mind. -Renate :

Weird I was thinking about posting a dream topic for sharing my weird dream. It started out as me being on a big wooden platform with separate "docks" that could drift away from it. I went on one of the docks and someone pushed me of into the water so I could go fishing. I fished this really weird fish and cut it open and turned it inside out then put a... Knot in it. Afterwards I was tired of all the fishing so I sat down and suddenly a waterpipe appears near to me. I tried it and it was some sort of... steam? Yes, that's the best to define it. I think it was cannabis (I've smoked it before and it felt the same). Really weird. After I smoked the waterpipe I went in the water and found a door there, I wanted to go through it because I really needed to go to the bathroom but the door wouldn't let me through. He said he would eat me if I'd go through. I was really mad at the door and thought by myself, why don't I just do my needs in the water? When I pulled my skirt down the door was angry again and he ate me and he excreted me. He was then laughing at me telling me I am the turd now. After that there are some random world domination scenes but I can't explain those. note: I've never fished nor have I smoked the waterpipe before, if you smoke with a waterpipe is it a bit like "steam"? -Renate.

Why does everybody find it disgusting? It just looks red and the art itself doesn't look that bad at all. Or is it just the though that she used "body fluids" to paint with?

Wow... You are a gamer O_o Which CS do you play? Did you send a message to Jagex telling them their was an error with their banning system? 1.6 but it was based to much on 'lotto', if you know what I mean. I've also tried CSS (Damn, how easy is it to make cfg's there!) but I didn't like it. -Renate. Nah, I've given up. Doesn't really matter, I'll just play on my pure.

My brother also posts on this account but whenever there is 'Renate' beneath a post that's me ;) ! What do you mean with given out/hated, Howlin? (The tick you off was ment for Powman though.)

Runescape homepage > Account > Account Management > Appeal Offence. It will have to tell you there why it was banned. It hasn't, I have checked there and it doesn't say anything at all. I've appealed all I want, nothing seemed to work. Why does that tick you off :lol: ?