Estonian dude

I have an exam at 10 AM tomorrow. And I've spent the last 2 days with my girl... And playing Dust on PS3. And baking stuff. Procrastination to the max. On Tuesday I will start with my new job and I will have an appointment with the surgeon who will finally quite probably have a surgery on my knee on some later date, so I can get it fixed. And it is also the day of the university prom. Where I got free entry cause I will be performing on the academic part of the prom. But my girl can't come, so I will be there alone...

I just don't want to share the details of anything. It is way too easy to connect my display name here with my real identity. If I end up writing something too detailed and someone might want to read it, I might offend or insult someone too badly. And I ain't much of a writer anyways. I wrote that I had things going with another chick aswell, turned out she was a bit too psycho still. Too much of a drama queen, managed to make me lash out eventually. She did not take it kindly.

Is it really that bad? And I am in a relationship with the girl I started talking about in September... The super-shy one. Turns out not so shy in the sheets. And she is hard-working, quite pretty and conscientious. Total opposite to me in that case, which is what I like.

Aaaaand I find myself in a relationship. No regrets, so far.

Today, I got the first 2 of my 5 ordered ties from China. Pretty solid actually. Those 2 were the only package that I couldn't track. The other 3 ties are in 2 packs that have been delivered to our capital 5 days ago and yesterday. Supposedly still sitting in the customs...

No bloody idea of how Thanksgiving really looks like over at your side. In other news, yesterday got confirmation that I get plane tickets for free to go to Toronto next June. Which means I quite certainly will go. In fact, our whole choir got the tickets and we will do 3 performances, afaik. Gonna be an epic trip.

As it happens, if you go to work in IT, people might check EVERYTHING about you online. So it is a miracle I haven't been approached by all the things written in this forum. Luckily I have also been quite vague.

I wouldn't say that everything is vague, just personal details are vague.

You can't go all your life seeking acknowledgement of your accomplishments. You gotta know yourself that they are there.

I am losing my vibe. Been out last 3 nights. Twice got wasted. I can't fall back to my old habits. In other news, yesterday went to a male choral festival. I was one of the singers. Pretty epic, having 15 all-male choirs on the stage at once, singing some really bloody dynamic and difficult songs sometimes in 8 different vocal groups. I am the lowest bass, of course. Was a 3-hour concert. Epic.

Not gonna happen. Not enough. Start talking if you HAVE INVESTED at least $10m+. Otherwise, we need you to clarify that you have familiarized with our culture, traditions and language and you do want to be here.

Our choir got funding for a trip to North America next summer. I will quite probably be in Toronto next June. RPG, I very highly doubt alcohol is cheaper in Denmark. And I think war is the last thing you should think about. The immigration and integration issues are much bigger here. Sometimes the main topic of elections, specially in recent times. Aging population, welfare state, high prices... If you come to Europe, than there isn't THAT large of a difference if you come to a country within the EU. Possibilities are the same, the base level varies a bit.

Was at a training at my new workplace. Still hard to fathom how large and succesful the company is.

I wonder if I am a regular...

weren't you just complaining about having 2 or 3 girls into you like last week lol Yeah, but to the only university ball. That's serious thing. And I invited one girl already, who unfortunately couldn't come. And I am worried about the opposite tendencies. Here in Estonia racism has risen thanks to the bloody terrorists. Black students get stones thrown at them, a black American soldier got beaten up last weekend... When there are 3 black people in the country and everyone knows them, it used to be okay. Now we have more coloured people aswell, but we have turned into serious xenophobes.

Soooo, I woke up in my suit at 8 AM today. Still hungover from the weekend. Had massive celebrations over the weekend, a performance with our choir and more stuff. Also, turns out I will be performing at the university ball aswell, so I have free entry. Now I only need to find a girl to go with...

Hypocrisy.

It might have been that in the name for you Americans, but as I said, in here nobody for one second believed we had communism. It's the same as calling North Korea a democracy, in that it is democracy in name only.

USSR was in no way communist society. Not even in name. I doubt a single person believed after 1950's that there was anything inherent to communism happening around here. Unless they didn't know what it meant. But there's a nice saying here about the Soviet times, it goes like this: "We pretended to be working and the government pretended to be paying us," which illustrated the reality here pretty well. Communism would be an ideal society, but we are not technologically advanced enough yet. And truly, in my short life I have seen public rights being revoked in the US and here in Estonia.

Why is a militarized police force a good thing?

AliExpress is as much trash as is anything in Wal-Mart or Macy's. Everything is made in China.

I don't know yet what to do. I am torn between 2 girls and one of them is completely innocent, mega-shy and silent girl. The other is the exact opposite. I have never rejected a girl, but this town is too small for risking seeing 2 girls at the same time.

Ordered 5 ties from AliExpress. Cost me 8€, all together. I haven't gotten cheated on there yet and it ain't my first order. But I do wonder, how the [bleep]ing hell can everything be so cheap there.

God darn, I am in a pickle. I might have made a young innocent girl fall for me. Really badly.

Earlier, I used to have the trouble of going out and drinking all night long and then waking up alone in the afternoon at my place. Right now I have the trouble of not drinking and waking up at noon at someone else's place. And I think I failed an exam. Again. The same exam I have failed 5 times earlier already. Life goes in mysterious ways.