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  1. Youre a bootiful unicorn BELIEVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
  2. use imageshack pls. found out imageshack via swiftkit is best quality
  3. Is that you Mere? Your hair is perf@@@@ workking on a sexy background EDOOOT: dat anti dragon shield who mad
  4. First one is Shadow Knight. The other 2 is Paladin Outfit, which is now unobtainable. Shadow Knight? Is that a SGS piece?
  5. Yes, I am NOW aware of this. She's just really hot. So. Physical attraction tends to overwhelm good sense.
  6. nasty double post: Well..story time I guess? Just as a warning, I am kind of brain dumping here so it may or may not be coherent throughout. And most likely will be a tl;dr, but whatever. Just as a precursor, I am younger than most of you (17), turning 18 this June; I do not think I am even close to "wise" or smart or whatever, I can be stupid, ignorant, selfish, fill-in-the-blank, on many occasions and you will see it often in my "tale", so just a warning. Haha. Oh, also I am home schooled (or was, since I graduate this coming 18th of May), so some of what I explain may sound weird or whatever, feel free to ask about that as well, if you want. "Relationships" have kind of been an on/off thing for me my entire highschool years. However, in the first two years they were just utter lies (e.g. boy likes girl, girl likes boy, to young/stupid to know what to do and thus doesn't do anything about, thus wasting time and attention, blah blah etc etc). Anyways. I guess, relationship-wise, the complete story begins in..December 2011. Damn, it really was a long time ago, or at least it feels like it. So, throughout 2011, I had been "interested" in this girl, let's call her Lynn, at the local co-op (homeschool-ese for a place were I took classes once a week, similar style to college, but easier). However, around June 2011, she told me that she couldn't "like" me anymore because she was dedicating her heart too much, etc. etc. - was a real [wagon]. So, we stopped talking for like a month-ish. On the 22nd, she suprises me with a few of my close friends and we go do something for my birthday. Was dull and the entire time we were trying to not be interested in each other, it just was a complete cluster[bleep]. But life moved on, I still liked her on-and-off for like 5 months, while she quickly moved on to 2 or 3 other guys. Ok, fast-froward to December. We get in a big argument, and I entirely stop talking to her (finally grew a pair, or so I thought - in the long run this was a brilliant decision). Meanwhile, one of my best friends, call him Andrew, asks me and one of my close-ish friends, call her Erin, (one of those friends who you don't see often but when you do talk/see each other you consider them a brother/sister, can tell them anything, you know) if we can help him pick out a Christmas gift for his girlfriend (conveniently Erin's bestfriend). So, we go to the mall, all is great and all blah blah, but Erin is acting all cuddly and just generally giving off indicators of interest. My first thought is to be careful, seeing as I had just gotten out of a "relationship" (though it definitely wasn't a relationship, but I had an open position for a close female friend, if that makes sense), and to not rebound. So I essentially ignored it. Over the next few months, because of that one shopping trip, Erin and I begin to talk more/hangout more. However, I was essentially oblivious to anything, and kept telling myself she could/wouldn't ever be interested in me and that I was in her friendzone (which I was for a time), overall just have a victimizing complex about it all, being stupid and [kitty]-like. So it's now April, 2012. I have decided in my mind, regardless of if I'm in Erin's friendzone or not, I may as well try for it. We are almost exclusively hanging out with Andrew and his girlfriend, the four of us (this should have raised my first warning flag), and one night when we're all hanging out and Andrew's girlfriend says something along the lines of "you guys need to just get it out and stop hiding it, I know you and Erin like each other" blah blah. Essentially stealing my thunder. To my surprise (and at the time happiness), I discovered she actually was interested in me. Anyways, so I had prom at the end of the month with a different girl besides Erin (she didn't have time/want to go, so I asked someone else), and thought it'd be weird to ask Erin out before that "date". So May 2nd after a prom, I asked Erin out (she said yes of course). All is dandy. We're honeymooning quite hard (lots of time together, entirely "selfless" about what we both want, trying to please the other, you know the whole 9 yards). But within 2 months of us dating, the like outwardness of her "interest" in me was already beginning to dwindle (if that makes sense, like general enjoying being in my presence, seeing if I want to go places with her and her friends) - this was just an observation, personally I don't know if this was good or bad. Anyways, so it's the end of July now, and we are both invited to go on this one week camping trip with about 15 other kids around our age. We say what the hell, and go for it. Here's were I realized how much she'd moved away. By the end of the week I literally wasn't even sure if she thought we were dating anymore (not breaking up with her afterwards = probably my biggest mistake). So, we get back from this trip and I immediately tell her we need to talk (because communication is good, right?). So we talk, blah blah, she says she was being a real [bleep] and didn't know how to act in all the different situations, I told her she wasn't being a [bleep] and general kissed ass, we made up and kept dating. Note to future me from past me: DO NOT DO THIS AGAIN. So, this escalated quickly from here. Within the next month, I had alot of firsts (first boob touch, etc.). Blah blah, alot of physical testing (not knowing where our boundaries are with each other, etc etc). Our good friends, Andrew and his girlfriend break up, 2 weeks later Erin tells me she wants to spend the next few days not talking so she can think (lol few days). Like 20 hours later she texts me and tells me to come over the next day. Next day, she breaks up with me. Initially was expecting it, and didn't really care. Felt freeing. A month later, the families we are connect with all have a big reunion/get away at a hotel in PA (it's November now) and I spend a weekend hangout with her and all of our interconnected friends. This is when things begin to hit, you know, the general time when you would be mad at your Ex and get a rebound. Well anyways, so the tension is quite high, and in it's now December, we are talking on a pretty frequent basis (probably texting every other day), and it's Christmas eve. She, another friend of ours, and myself go to watch a movie at our friends house and she is all touchy-feely. Like way more than ever. She asks if I can drive her home, and I didn't want to be a dick, and so I did. She pretty much just breaks down as I'm dropping her off, and becomes a crying mess. I work it out with her and she leaves. A week later it happens again, minus the crying mess part. A week after that she stops talking to me. No reason or explanation, just essentially ignored my existence. This continued until about February of this year. In February I talked to her again and asked her if she'd go out with me, since I was tired of the bull shit emotional rollercoaster and wanted something that I knew was at least somewhat steady (since with us not dating I didn't know what was to far for me to do, etc). She says no. Middle of March. I decide (thanks to some of the things you guys said in here actually) that I need to just stop talking to her entirely/be cold in conversations, etc. and essentially since then Erin and I have barely talked. On occasion, but not much. Not really sure what to say now. But yeah. tl; dr shit ton of drama insanely bipolar girl boy puts up with a lot boy is very selfish at times boy and girl on/off like each other girl on/off uses boy for emotional fulfillment boy decides to ditch the bullshit
  7. Young or old, Professor? You Bi-curious [bleep]. <3: May or may not be typing up my relationship-drama-story-bull-shit.
  8. Well I have 2 Bs and an A right now, and the A won't be changing regardless of my final, and the Bs are on a brink of As, so if I get an A or above on the finals, I'll probably get all As in my Community College classes (I'm taking 11 credits there/3 classes). So they're kind of a bigger deal than 'scape. However, I went to Panera for 4 hours this morning and studied and feel quite prepared for the two Bs finals tomorrow. So I can dedicate some time this afternoon/evening to finishing off 92 Construction. I smell a distinct lack of caring. But really, I am going to be doing lots of warbands when I can actually concentrate and not have my attention divided by school, etc. This will probably be once finals are over, so expect lots of Herblore/Farming levels (and maybe a Construction level or two, if I'm lucky). I officially have 1.8M left. When I spend - I spend. On the upside, however, my house is probably around 70% complete. With about 45% of the super expensive items purchased (e.g. demon thrones, steel dragons, etc.).
  9. Jpg is for photos taken by cameras. Use png/bmp for any rs pictures.
  10. You can buy dyeworks, etc.? Geez I forgot so much about this game. EDIT: What's your favorite combat style? I remember greatly enjoying archery/range. Getting them perfect shots was fun.
  11. Happy Tieszen? 3rd 90+ Stat. Woop woop. I actual may not get 92 today due to studying for finals most of the day, but we'll see. My house is getting super sexy. Just sayin'
  12. I have forgotten most of the hotkeys/controls for M&B..brb becoming reobsessed. Do you play the original or one of the later versions? Any like links to guides per chance?
  13. What RPG. Wait til after finals to hit on your professors shersh.
  14. Off topic: Q, what are you thoughts on M&B? I have a feeling you've picked apart each faction, etc. and I wanted to hear your thoughts about it all.
  15. I have pics but am tired as [bleep] tonight and can't be [bleep]ing to upload. Maybe tomorrow. Did some redecorating of the house and ended up spending 16m. Oops.
  16. [bleep] you. He had asthma we found out, so he's not dying. We also shaved my other cat who was long haired. She looks like a rat now. Hehe. 92 Construction tomorrow maybe if I'm not lazy
  17. At the agility portion. Yes pls.
  18. I've actually made a ton of gp from this, it's ridiculous the places that people die. Only do it because all the interface options have 1 as the option of choice so all you gotta do is hold 1 :) Went DKS for ~2hours, is still loads of fun. 3x Dhatchets, 1x Zerker, 1x Archers, 1x Seers and 1x Mud Bstaff. Got a Seercull too, but [bleep] that. I know. was messing.
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