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I graduated high school almost a month ago. Right now, I'm enjoying my summer and looking for a job. I've enrolled at the local college where I'm going to get an Associate's Degree with an emphasis in Science. I'm going there absolutely free, and that will give me some time to find out which four year university I want to transfer to when I'm done with my two years here. :

I read/post on 4chan. Mainly in /r9k/, but I go to /b/ from time to time. :P

If someone wanted to kiss me on the lips just to greet me, I'd be a bit freaked out. O.o And if I ever saw my boyfriend kiss another female who wasn't in his family on the lips, I'd be very very angry. :P

I hung out with my friends on the night I turned 18. I really didn't do anything adultish. :P I guess the first thing I did that really required me to be 18, was I bought all my friends tickets to an R rated movie. :lol: The crazy woman at the ticket booth wouldn't let any of my friends who were minors buy the tickets, so I collected all their money and ended up buying about seven movie tickets. :P

I graduated on May 24th. It feels awesome to be out of school! :D

Well, I remember a thread about this before the forums went down, so I decided to start it back up. A friend of mine is ordering some Salvia tomorrow for him and me. So, we should have it by next weekend. We're getting 2 grams of 15x, and it will be my first time trying it. I actually wanted to try 10x my first time, but he wanted to try 20x and we decided to meet in the middle. :P We're going to have some friends around when we smoke it just so they can make sure we don't wander off or anything. I have to say that I'm extremely excited, but at the same time, I'm a bit scared. I don't want to have a bad trip. So, I want to know your opinions on Salvia. Have you ever tried it? If so, describe your trip. If you haven't tried it, would you ever want to? For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salvia_divinorum

I'm sitting here listening to the thunder outside and waiting for a phone call from a friend to see if I'm going to go out tonight and have a few drinks. :P

Personally, I wouldn't stop playing with you either :lol: ;) Oh, you clever boy! ;)

Mumm_ra, serious question here. Do you ever STOP playing with knives? :lol: I guess the worst accident I ever got into was when I broke a rib. It made an odd shaped bruise. :P Too bad I don't have a picture of it. :(

On behalf of the long-haired males at tip.it, I thank you. ;) You're very welcome. ;)

I LOVE long hair on guys. :D I think it's so sexy.

Wow. :P I hope you're having a good night.

Lmao.

Just got a new phone about a week ago and took this picture today with the camera. :D

:lol: Glad to be back.

There's no need to be scared of me. :P

I was in history class once and I tore out a piece of paper from a spiral notebook to do my work on. It was a notebook with perforated edges, so I tore the jagged edge off and crumbled it up into a little ball. Since I was too lazy at the time to get up and throw it away, I just set it on the corner of my desk and started doing my work. A friend of mine leaned over to ask me what an answer was and he absentmindedly flicked the little paper ball across the room. The teacher happened to look up at that moment and proceeded to yell extremely loudly at me, breaking the silence in the classroom, and startling everyone, causing them to look at me. She then made me get up (the whole while screaming at me for being disrespectful to her) and pick up the piece of paper and throw it away. Everyone chuckled at me when she was done yelling and I didn't even do it. -.- My boyfriend likes to kiss me on the forehead, and one day, he was being a bit silly and while he was kissing me, sucked on my forehead and gave me a hickey... in the middle of my forehead for everyone to see. People were asking me for 3 days what happened to my head. #-o He recently gave me a hickey on my neck and a couple of hours later he was talking to my parents and suddenly he goes, "WHAT IS THAT ON YOUR NECK, KAYLA?!" and points to it. The poor guy had forgotten. When I was much younger, I used to be scared to death of dogs. Of course, because I dislike them, the rest of the people in my family loves them. I can't remember a time in my life in which we didn't have a pet dog. Anyway, I was so scared of our pet dog at the time, my mom would have to pick him up and hold him when I came into the room. One day, I wanted to go into the back yard to play on our swing set, so she picked up the dog and told me to go outside. The dog was barking at me and scaring me and she was having a hard time holding him and when I was halfway across the room, the dog escaped her and started running toward me. I freaked out and ran to the back door which I thought was open. Turns out, it wasn't and I ran through an entire screened door. My brother was already outside and started laughing extremely hard at me. :( My brother's girlfriend is a vegetarian and I accidentally called her "Carrot" once. :lol:

I would like to thank everyone for the support. ^_^ It really means a lot to me. I promised myself that I would have a backup plan in case things in Arizona didn't work out, and I just mailed off a scholarship application to UCA (despite the fact that I don't want to go there) to both make my dad leave me alone, and to ensure that I do have a future somewhere in Arkansas. I can really understand how my parents wouldn't want me to go. They raised me for 18 years and I know that it's going to be a hard change for them. My twin brother and I are the oldest in the family, and this is the first time they've ever had their kids move out. I REALLY don't want to leave on a bad note, and I know that I have to try to convince them that I'm going to be happy. Like Peter said, the last thing I want to do is leave in the middle of the night on a bad note and have to deal with stress during the holidays because of them. I also don't want my dad to direct the anger he feels toward me in the direction of my mom or siblings. But, at the same time, if I feel that they still don't understand how I feel about the situation, I will leave no matter what they say. It is my decision. I'm going to give them some time to cool down and see if I can't talk to them. But, I'm still concerned about what they're going to do about my relationship with my boyfriend. I'm just going to try and keep the peace until I can talk to them rationally. And if that doesn't work, I can take them to my school counselor or my psychologist. Once again, thanks for the advice. ^_^ It has helped A LOT. Oh yeah to Rushrock: I plan to major in biological science. I want to eventually become a General Practitioner.

Thanks for the advice thus far. ^_^ Everyone I've ever known who went out of state to college has loved it. ^_^ My boyfriend suggested that I try and get them to understand, but my dad is such an irrational person. -.-

Alright. I'm currently a Senior in high school. And as many of us Americans do when we hit Senior year, I'm making preparations to go to college. I live in Arkansas and my parents want me to go to The University of Central Arkansas. It's about four hours away from where we live. I've been admitted there, and I'm applying for a scholarship there. But, I have visited the campus, and I have to say that I HATE it. The town around it is small and dreary. The campus itself is dreary and depressing. The buildings are all old, stained, and creepy. I just didn't feel comfortable there at all. I wanted to leave as soon as possible. I guessed that the academics would be alright. I'm planning on going in to Pre Medicine and they showed us the Science building. The labs and classrooms were extremely cramped and the labs seemed... unsafe. :P However, the teachers were nice and helpful. And that was about the only thing I liked about the experience. Now, here comes the conflict. I want to go to college out of state (to those of you who don't know, the problem with going to an out of state college is that it is more costly). I want to go to Arizona State University in Tempe. A friend of mine has had some family go there and they loved it. My own parents have visited the campus and have loved it. Though, I've never been there before (since I live about 1500 miles away). I'm planning on moving to Arizona this summer with my boyfriend (of three years) and three other friends are making preparations to go to the same college my boyfriend is going to (University of Advancing Technology in Tempe). So, all five of us are moving out there this summer. We all have to live on our respective campuses for the first year, but after that, my boyfriend and I are planning to get an apartment and live together, sharing rent and all that good stuff. The thing about ASU is that I'm convinced that I'm going to be happy there. Something about the place just feels right to me. :D And I can't wait to get there. ^_^ So, I've got everything planned out. I've been admitted to ASU, I applied for housing today and I'm working on getting student loans right now. Unfortunately, my parents DO NOT want me to go. They've been very vocal for the last couple of months about how they do not approve of my plans and how they don't want me to go that far away. They are convinced that I'm going to be homesick, and I won't be able to function at all without them breathing down my neck. So, tonight they came home and asked to talk to me. My dad, who is always angry, was especially angry tonight. He cursed me out, threatened to kill my boyfriend (yes. A 45 year old man threatened to kill his daughter's 20 year old boyfriend), and told me that since I was too stupid to make my own decisions, he was going to make them for me. My mom basically said that she knew I was going there just to follow my boyfriend, though I was looking into ASU before my boyfriend and I even met three years ago. And, if my boyfriend and I were to break up tonight, I would still want to go to Arizona. Now, they simply will not listen to me. They are convinced they know what is going to make me happy. So, my dad told me to call my boyfriend and tell him that I wasn't going to go to Arizona. I did call my boyfriend, and we just further planned what we were going to do, how we were going to get there, and how we were going to leave. My dad came in about half an hour after I got off the phone with my boyfriend and grilled me about all that we said to one another. I just ignored him, because I'm very tired of putting up with him and his irrational behavior. I'm a legal adult (I still have some growing up to do though. ^_^) and I can make my own decisions. I'm aware of the fact that going to an out of state college is more costly. I'm aware of the fact that I will probably be in debt for awhile. I know that I will have to pay my loans back and it won't be easy. But, I absolutely HAVE to get out of Arkansas and sadly, away from my dad in particular. I know that I cannot grow or mature anymore as a person unless I am far away from my dad. I know that this is very sad, but my dad really messed me up as a child. He had anger problems and not only was he very regularly mentally abusive, he was physically abusive as well. Though he is seeing a therapist and on medication, it doesn't always help and I have come to fear my dad's anger and hate him because of it. So, I have to get away from my parents at least for a few years. There are a lot of things that I have to sort out without them around. Anyway, right now, I'm just trying to keep the peace. My dad is threatening to kill my boyfriend, and I'm just trying to keep my dad in the dark right now as to what I plan to do. I know that his uncertainty is the only thing keeping him from forbidding me to see my boyfriend. But, tonight, I have already feared for my physical well-being as well as for my future. Though I don't really feel any kind of attachment to my dad, I hate it when he gets angry. I fear that he will hurt me, my brother, or my sister. Just a week ago, he made my brother's girlfriend run out of our house crying because he yelled at her and said some really horrible things to her. So, I could just use some advice. I've pretty much decided that I'm going to go to Arizona no matter what my parents say. They can't tell me what to do anymore, and I feel as though I'm going to be happy. I could just use some advice as to how to handle the situation. I would also like to know what everyone else thinks about my plans. My parents have convinced me that I'm going to ruin my life and that I'm stupid for wanting to do this. But, I would like the opinions of others. ^_^ Thank you for reading this far, and thank you for your time. ^_^ Your opinions are appreciated.

Wow! Looks amazing! :)

Your limbs fall off and you just keep staggering.

Even though I've already wished you a happy birthday on Facebook, I'd like to tell you once again, Happy Birthday! ^_^ Basically, here in the US, there are 2 big ages. :P 18: The age in which you can buy adult material, M rated video games, and tickets to an R rated movie. You can also vote, join the army, and legally buy and smoke cigarettes. You are also a legal adult and you can make your own legal decisions. Your parents cannot force you to go to school by law (you can also legally drop out), and you don't need their signatures on a lot of papers. I can sign out of school whenever I want to since I'm an adult. :D 21: The age in which you can legally buy alcohol and consume alcohol. Each state has its own age of consent though when it comes to minors having sex. :P I turned 18 in November and I really haven't noticed much of a change. I bought all my friends movie tickets to go see The Mist since they turned them down. And I've bought cigarettes for a few people. That's about it. My parents still treat me like a kid though. -.-

I really should take more pictures of my life. :(

I didn't have internet until I was 13. And before that, I just did what I do now minus the internet. If I had never had internet, I guess I'd just chill. :P