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I am going to talk to my parents later today (Just woke up and going to try and go back to bed). I am going to talk about alternatives such as counseling, going to a psychologist, talking to the girl, and talking about school. This has been going on for too long and I am starting to feel the affects. I will post an update later. I'll make sure to take you up on your offer, IGoddessI, once I figure more of the situation out.

I guess I should go to the doctor. Sleeping pills might work.

The girl problem is a lost cause. It's way out of control :( The school conflict/work conflict should be worked out by August which is two months away. From my lack of sleep, I might die before then...

Crap... I thought no one would find i... I... I mean... Wow... That is the strangest thing I ever done see! First time I've seen anything like that. Erm... Yeah! Never seen it before... Quick! To the Tip.It helicopter! *Thrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

I just get the #6 with a Sprite. That's the only thing I like from Wendy's. I do prefer them to any other Fast Food chain. If I go to McDonalds, I get 3 hamburgers and some Large fries. That's about it :)

Hey guys. Well, I haven't slept regularly in the past 3 weeks. It all started with me only getting 6 hours of sleep (Total) and waking up every hour after sleeping to getting three hours of sleep (Total) and waking up every half an hour. These extents of sleep is the time after I wake up and spend about a half an hour sitting there and then falling back asleep. The thing is I haven't been dreaming and when I wake up so much stuff goes through my head that I can't even recall what I was thinking about that caused me to stay up for that half hour. I am getting pretty worried about my health because I am not sleeping regularly or getting decent hours of sleep. I am so tired throughout the day, but I can't fall asleep. As I am typing this, my body is physically tired, but I can't go to bed. I sit there for a couple hours before getting my half an hour of sleep. I am taking classes online (As of Monday) and a test popped up in it. It was a stress test. Well, I took it. Out of 1000, this is what I got: Some of the signs of extreme stress are lack of sleep and not eating as much. My nickname is "The Garbage Disposal" because I can continue eating, not get full, and not gain a pound. I have not been eating regularly either as I used to scarf down a box of Mac N Cheese, but now I can only eat like 1/5th of it before getting full. I am kind of worried. I went from like 16 meals a day to just some of dinner. Does anyone have any remedies or things I can try to relax, get some sleep, and return to my normal eating habits? Some info: I've been having girl problems. Work/school conflict. I haven't changed my eating habits (Eating different foods, etc.) Those are normal things for people to experience. I think the rest might be subconscious. Anything that can help me will be wonderful and much appreciated!

Well, those "kids" I wondered about ended up showing up back in my life days after I thought about them. Happened 6 times already. So, I know what all became of them. That was a pretty strange week, though. The first person came into my work the day after I thought about them, I went into a store to find one of them working there, one of them ended up working at my work, I was hanging out with a friend and they called someone to tell them where we are at which ended up being one of the people, then I was working and the mother of one of them came through and said that him and I should meet up, and then... I was at a party and one of them showed up. All in one week. I was pretty damn scared.

We had a huge one burn right by my house. It was literally by it. Yours seems pretty far away. My house is below the smoke line. My work is even closer to it as I work at the grocery store by it. The fire went on pretty badly for 3 days. It was started by a contractor. I still had to work even when people weren't allowed in the grocery store. It rained down ash constantly. That was crazy :| EDIT: The video I found on YouTube was not filmed by me. Kind of weird, though, because I know exactly what roads those guys are driving on. They drove by my sister's house at the time.

McGuff1. He has a son.

I am 17 in 12 days :)

Fell for 'that' girl.

Yeah. I kind of came to that realization. 3 years of my life I will never get back. :wall:

Wait... what? He got into a car accident and destroyed his new Toyota. Your reading comprehension is horrible. OT: Hit the fence with my [cabbage] and got a hematoma the size of a tennis ball. It hurt. How is my reading comprehension terrible? He stated September 11th, for whatever reason which I knew was a joke and then got into talking about his car being destroyed and them being hurt. How was I supposed to know he got into a car accident? Maybe his car got destroyed by the Twin Towers when he was visiting his Aunt Betty in New York or maybe a tree fell on his car while he standing by it and his brother was inside. So, don't be a blatant jerk when he isn't clarifying anything.

That sounds so cute :)

Wait... what?

To the posts above: I may have let my emotions interfere, but the thing is she complains about him all the time to me. I asked her about previous girlfriends and she told me he had 4 sexual friends along with a girlfriend who dumped him because of the sexual friends. As I stated above, I just want her to be happy. If a guy comes along and sweeps her off her feet then I'd be happy. I didn't want advice on how to "win" her or anything. I was asking for advice to give to her because I am all out. The guy is that stereotypical movie guy who pretty much has no redeeming qualities. His jokes are dry as she nor I have laughed at them. They've been dating for 2-3 weeks, so it hasn't been long. He's one of those pretty guys. I asked her what she liked about him. She said: "He's cute." "He's sometimes funny." Those were the only two she came up with. They haven't been on a date. He promised to take her to a movie and then the subject never came up again. She even bet me to see if he would follow through. I declined as it seems stupid to bet over something that would just make someone hurt. She even told me she thinks he thinks that their relationship is a "friend with benefits". I probably should have stated what she had said to me because most of what I was writing about is how I feel, but this is how it goes. She dates a guy for 9 months. He goes psycho, they break up. She's working and a customer comes through. They go to a party. They get drunk and one thing leads to another. They are together for about 2 weeks. No dates, he won't call her for day's time which he will spend hanging out with his friends. She texts me everyday complaining. He pulls a prank on me. Basically, it. She tells me that when she says "I love you" to him, he won't respond. He won't tell her she's pretty. They haven't gone on 1 date. Blah blah blah. ^^^ All her right there. That's without any of my emotions. Now, again. I am looking for advice on what to tell her. honestly, if she only wanted to be my friend, I am fine. If she met the perfect guy, I am glad for her. All I am doing is telling my story and hoping for some advice to tell her as I have run out.

Oh, man. I need some help guys. I, honestly, don't have any idea what to do anymore. So, let me give you the background story. Freshmen year I met this girl. Now, I know there's always "The most beautiful woman in the world" for every guy, but this one struck me pretty damn hard. I met her when I was class vice president. It was after school and one of her friends who I knew brought her to help. Ever since then I couldn't keep her off my mind. For God's sake, I'd have dreams about her and I could hardly sleep at night. It wasn't a stalkerish sort of fantasy as I didn't purposely bump into her or memorize her schedules. I'd only see her if she was with my friend and I never said a word to her. Sophomore year she was in my Algebra class. I was stoked. I still couldn't talk to her and I was a loser/geek, so it was a lost cause. Junior year, I moved to a different school. I could never look at another girl like I could with her. I couldn't stop thinking about her. One day, after school, I wondered what had become of the 'perfect girl'. Well, I stop into work and see we have a new bagger. She turns around and it is her! I was more shocked than I had ever been in my whole life. She had a break and I was going back to the break room anyways to check out my schedule. While in the break room, she confronted me. She knew my name! She asked what school I'd gone to and asked me a lot of things. I drove home that afternoon with my sister in the car and couldn't stop babbling about how she had known my name! I was more happy than I'd been in my life. So, it's been... 2 months? 1 and a half at least. Well, the girl I liked found a guy she thinks is cute. She was drunk at a party and since then... they have hooked up. Well, she had just been out of a long relationship. This guy she just got into a 'relationship' with was more of the 'rebound' type. I think of their relationship as a friend with benefits sort of thing. The guy totally pisses me off. He ignores her, he has not taken her on a date, doesn't open doors, doesn't pay for anything/has her pay, doesn't do what she wants to do, etc. Overall, the guy seems to be taking advantage of their relationship. Well, her and I have been hanging out recently. We've been talking, laughing, etc. Sunday night, we watched a movie at my house. It was the coolest thing that had ever happened to me. Up until this year, I was picked on in school. I had no friends and was a social outcast. Well, once I left my old school, I became more social and it is great. Well, Monday night, her 'boyfriend' prank calls me and acts like her crying. He sends me text messages from her phone all upset and sends some from his indicating they had a fight or something. Well, I literally ran to my car and went 80 through my streets just to get to my work where she was supposedly crying at. I got there and he has the biggest f'ing smile on his face. I wanted to knock it right off. After my pissy fit, I left. She attempted to hug me, but I gave her the cold shoulder. Once I got home, I texted her saying we needed to talk. We met up at a park by my house. I told her everything. How I've liked her for 3 years, her 'boyfriend' is a douche bag, and etc. Well... nothing much happened. I probably made the wrong choice of telling her. It is kind of like naming a stray dog. You start to care for it and would do anything for it only to have the owner return and pick it up. I don't know... I feel weird when I see her with her 'boyfriend'. The guy is a total douche. He ignores her and only wants one thing... I think you can guess. Well, Tuesday morning, I took her to breakfast. Yeah... Then later that night, I went to the store and got her some food since she had not eaten all day. I spent like $20. I drove to her friend's house and we hung. We talked a lot and she began to ask personal questions relating with my feelings towards her. After 2 hours of talking and giving her a foot massage, I left and went home where I couldn't sleep because I was thinking about her. She told me about the perfect guy for her. A guy who constantly tells her she is pretty, he loves her, always thinks about her, and she told me of requirements via height, personality, etc. She said she likes when guys take her on dates and introduce her as his girlfriend. Well... her 'boyfriend' fits neither of the above. Sure, he is taller than her and sometimes makes her laugh, but still. He doesn't treat her right. He doesn't pay for anything, he ignores her... period, he introduces her to his friends by her name with no title of 'girlfriend', he ignores her for day's time, promises to go do something with her and then bails, doesn't do what she likes to do, etc. Possibly the worst boyfriend, in my own opinion. Now, I have loved the last 4 days. Today, Wednesday, she came over to my Mom's house for dinner and met my Mom. Laughing occurred and then we went and got ice cream. I paid and then we went to her house. We looked at old year book photos and we even talked about watching a movie again that night. Dun Dun Dun! Her 'boyfriend' calls... He wants to hang out with her and his friend. She asks for me to come. I refused. I would do anything for her and go out of my way just to hang out with her for even a minute, but I couldn't go. It hurts me to see her ignored. I can't stand it. I feel sad when she sits there and tries to show him love, but he just ignores her like some homeless person you wouldn't give a second glance at. I couldn't bear to go and see it happen, so I refused. I hugged her good bye and got into my truck. She texts me when I got home to tell me he is ignoring her again. Couple texts later, she asks me what she should do. She really likes the guy. This was my text back: "Well, I am sorry. I see you as one of those girls in the movies who likes a guy who doesn't like her back and she finds out too late." She asked for advice. My response: "I can't help you with that. I can only give advice but in the end, you make the decision. I have given you advice, but now it is your choice." If she, honestly, wanted my advice, I'd tell her: "Drop the guy and find someone who actually cares for you. You deserve better and I don't think [name] cares about you." But who am I to tell her something like that. She's asked if I think her 'boyfriend' likes her and asked for me to tell her truthfully. Honestly, I don't think he does. It kind of pains me to say so, but he doesn't. Honestly, from hearing previous stories, I don't think he has respected any girl in his life. As being a friend to her, I've done more stuff than he probably has done for any girl. I've opened doors for her (Car/buildings), I took her to breakfast, I bought her food because she was hungry, I had her meet my parents after I met her Mom and her Mom's boyfriend, I've tried to hang out with her as much as possible just to be able to spend time with her, I drove to her house because she had no gas back up to my house to watch a movie, then drove her home and drove back up to my house so I could spend 2 hours with her, I opened up my heart and told her everything about me, I listened to everything she says (I enjoy listening to what people say anyways, but I wanted to know more about her, so it worked out), I massaged her feet when she told me they hurt :), I drove as fast as my car would go because I thought she was hurt, I've told her she was pretty, I respect her, and I do anything she wants to do because that's what guys should do. They do anything she wants just so they could spend even 3 minutes with her. Now, I am not mad at all. I am more happy then I have ever been in my life. I enjoyed the past 4 days and I enjoy every second spent with her. The only thing I am upset about is the fact that she cares for a guy who does not back. I need advice guys. I care for her and want to see her happy even if it was with another guy, but I don't want to see her with this guy. She asks for advice I cannot give. My feelings interact and I want to give her a good answer. What should I say/do so she can be happy? EDIT: I praise anyone who read this all and is willing to help me. I greatly appreciate it.

You can't concentrate, your skin becomes itchy, you get blisters which later become infected, you grow pale, you feel sick, you feel cold, but really you have a raging fever, you become delirious, hard time keeping train of thought and often get sidetracked, skin starts to peel and stuff begins to fall off, you soon begin to have nightmares and can't sleep, you have open wounds and your skin is irritated and puss infested, you twitch or have spasms, and then you finally rest... until you end up reanimating. :D I love zombies. One of my fantasies is for a zombie invasion... even if it is for only a day :) All in all, there is many ways someone could become a zombie. Not just the T-virus in RE, but really anything. There's a parasite who's main function is to inhabit crickets. It inserts itself in the brain of the cricket and lives off of it. After it has full control of the host, it feeds. Once it is done, it kills the host (Either by controlling the cricket to kill itself or by doing it itself) and goes and inhabits a new host. Imagine a parasite who evolves to the state where it can do that to humans. This parasite being a savage (Making us kill other things instead of just living off of us for a while), we'd probably be some form of zombie. Now, if we got shot anywhere, we'd die because we are still a functioning body under the parasites control, but to destroy the parasite, you destroy the brain in which it is inhabiting. Another form of a virus could, in fact, be rabies. Rabies tends to make the host violent ((This being the case with animals), but if the rabies virus somehow adapted and evolved, it could very much do the same to us. Still, along with us still being alive, there wouldn't be an instance where we 'died' and we'd certainly die, after time, if shot anywhere on our body. It'd probably take longer and we'd probably be able to infect another human in that time. Also, the problem is rabies is a slow virus. It takes time and gradually infects its host. If it evolved like maybe the T-Virus where depending how big the bite is, then maybe we'd have a full functioning zombie virus. Now, we've basically stated the possibilities of full-functioning zombie inducing things. (1) Parasite (2) Viral infection. The only other thing I could think of is chemical. Anyone ever heard of Tetrodotoxin? If not, click here Tetrodotoxin. Tetrodotoxin is a drug that affects the brain. It basically blocks areas of the brain where we feel pain. This allowing a numbness to exert itself throughout the whole body. Tetrodotoxin, in Africa, is one of the key ingredients to a drug called "Zombie Powder". They use this drug on humans which gives them a numbing feeling (no pain) and it makes them savage causing them to be like zombies. Of course, Tetrodotoxin will kill you if overdosed, so it is not a relatively good idea to try it, but Zombie Powder does show what humans could do if Zombie Powder was a drug that stayed within the host until death and made it transferable. I consider drugs a chemical, since it is human made, but I guess I can give you a sense of chemical induced zombie activity. Chemicals are a human made substance (For the most part). These chemicals consist of natural resources used together to make an element which can be used to help, destroy, or please. Chemicals are a tricky thing to mess with because Scientists have the faintest ideas what they'll get if they mix 2 compounds together. If you were to mix a compound that maybe eats away at human flesh, causes the nervous system to be blocked, and cause non-rational brain processes, which result in our former stage of thought where we were savage and not rational, then you could have a zombie problem. The thing is this chemical would have to be airborne, and oral, otherwise you have one human running around biting people with no side affects. So, you'd need one messed up pathogen to attack the brain and do what I listed above. So, now we have (1) Parasite (2) Viral Infection (3) Drugs/chemical. This was written by me and without any reference, so don't take credit :P

How many people still play RS? I was on the main page yesterday on only saw like 79k people at 3:30 PST. I quit before the trading update, so it doesn't matter all that much :P

Nick and Bryce: Episode III is out! Nick and Bryce: Episode III

ummm ok, they were quite short and uhhh cant think of a word but its original i guess =/ They were supposed to be short, stupid, and original :D

Rofl, those aren't stupid, those are classic! haha! very nice We have 3 more episodes filmed, but we are releasing them over time. :wink: These are pretty amazing. Our theme song is oh so catchy. HAHA I want to point out my huge reflection in the Guitar Hero guitar when I am filming Bryce. I think that was pretty funny. Plus, we need to film more sometime O_o

lulz manbearpig Is it half man and half bearpig or half bearman and half pig? Maybe it's half man, half bear, and half pig...

Rofl, those aren't stupid, those are classic! haha! very nice We have 3 more episodes filmed, but we are releasing them over time. :wink:

Man, I think everyone is quitting :\ Luckily I quit a week ago and started WOW.