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Alright, so quit smoking weed and hound my recruiter about the waiver sound like the best things to do. I think some of you are right, I'm just going to enjoy this little bit of time I have before bootcamp, workout and relax. I've been working pretty hard towards trying to be prepared for boot camp and I'm just ready to go already I think may be what it is. I just want to go and get it done, and turn my life towards the positive side.

Yeah thats why I don't want to call myself depressed. Just been down for a little bit now, but yeah I think your right.

It's not that I don't do anything interesting. I've just lost interest in alot of things, as I said I was once a 3 sport all county , all star teams, had college scouts I've lost interest in all the sports I played, I have a fair amount of friends, I just for some reason dont want to hang out with them anymore. I'm just looking for something new in my life, as in a major change, something that will completely change my life and make me do something new. I'm just tired of this [cabbage] "depression" but I don't even want to label it as I'm an "emo depressed kid" because I'm not, I've just had a bad change of events in a pretty small amount of time. Yes, moving to a foreign country would be something I would be interested in. I just want to get into the military and be out pretty much.

Well, to say my life hasn't taken a turn for the complete worst in the last year would be an understatement. I had the girl that I absolutely loved with all my heart, was a senior in high school, 3 sport athlete, getting ready to graduate and go to college. So after graduating High school, me and my ex girlfriend terminated our relationship of about 3 years in I'd say November. I was quite depressed when this happened, and slacked off in college a little bit, and got into a bit of a binge with drinking/drugs. I gave up college, and my drugs have been reduced to smoking the occasional weed. I finally thought that this summer, I was going to have a positive in my life again, joining the prestigious United States Marine Core. Well, due to leave for basic training in mid July, I then found out that a charge I had accrued during this bad time in my life, needs to get a "waiver" of sorts to get into the Core. So now I'm faced with waiting a bit longer before I can go. It just seems I've reached a stale point in my life, I'm about to be 19 in a month, and by this time I'd have liked to be a little more successful. I quit my full time job a week before I was due to leave for basic training to then find out I couldn't leave yet. Therefor leaving me with no job, nowhere to go, and some unpaid bills. There's no excitement to it anymore, nothing to look forward to every day, it's just the same routines day in and day out and I need a change. A Serious change. I'm just so fed up with everything, I think I'm beginning to reach a point of depression, where theres nothing left to do , just the same things and it's terrible it's not me and I hate it. I just don't understand how I went from having what I thought was at the time the greatest things I could have had, to having nothing reduced to myself and my few true friends left. I'm just looking for maybe a few ways to relieve some stress, or maybe some ideas on what I should do. Just some positive from all this negative. I know the negative times have to end sooner or later, but it's up to me. I just don't understand, I guess.

MMA for the past 4 years, 6 years of boxing. That's my style.

I love the new challengers, plan on owning one soon after basic training.

I buzz my head to a 0, always have. Long hair looks bad on guys IMO, and especially the emo haircuts.

They're called FOP cards or Friend of Police cards here. My ex's dad was a cop and I used to have one, but we broke up and he took it back , it did get me out of a couple speeding tickets though :thumbup:

1? Hell I'd own 50.

Well it fails because its automatic. go manual

This summer has been extra boring. Theres no parties, everyones working, I just wanted to leave for boot camp, and I can't even do that yet. Waiting on confirmation. Last year was a win, graduated HS, had a great girlfriend of 2 years at the time, had a few thousand saved up plus graduation money and me and a bunch of friends went to the beach and got a house for the entire summer. So much for that again.

Take your PETA propaganda elsewhere. No, it's sarcasm. Live it, learn it, love it.

Shoot it.

Well this sounds like the best option and is actually what I was considering, just having them take it directly from my account while I'm at basic training I just wasn't sure if I was allowed to do that or not. I'm going to go talk to my recruiter now, see what he says and then give my credit card company a call. Thanks

Well, I was due to leave for United States Marine Core boot camp July 17th. Now, I just recently quit my job to enjoy my last few weeks until basic, and today I get a letter in the mail stating my Credit Card company forwarded a bill to a collection agency. !?!? Now, I can't leave for boot camp until my credits caught up, and I have no income. Any help is appreciated on what to do.. FML

Crashed my ex girlfriends car, did a pretty good number on it $9,500 in damages. Had a green arrow, began making a left turn, guy going straight was speeding and blew the red light and hit me.

I saved money for pretty much my entire life to get my first car, and bought an 04 BMW 525i. I've now upgraded.

Wow, if this lady was the superintendant at my school last year during our graduation she would of lost her mind and probably shot one of us.

USA/Germany.

USMC Boot Camp :thumbup:

Last summer was the best summer i've ever had, and probably will ever have. I graduated high school, got a $25,000 settlement from a car accident, and then my grandmom gave me her shore house in Wildwood NJ for the entire summer. Amazing. :thumbup: But this summer, I plan on living it up as much as possible before I go to boot camp for the Marines in October. So basically just working full time like I do now, and saving up money and a little too much partying before I get serious. :thumbup:

1 Word. Ill.

I wouldn't call it a fear, because when I see them I kill them instantly. But I hate spiders.

Joining the Marine Corps. My future plans will be decided after I complete my first 4 years in the Marines.

Theres 5 confirmed cases in my county. 3 in the town I work in and 2 in the town the local community college is in. Great.