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Under 1k monks to 98 :D. Should get it tomorrow if everything works out.

:o Monkfish prices are on the rise! Woo. Nearly 19M worth of monks banked.

Final word on this story... [hide=]Here's an interesting story about my life that is developing as I write this: BACKGROUND: I met a girl a couple weeks ago. She is 16, I'm 18. She and I hit it off pretty quickly, but she frequently made and then canceled plans for the first week I knew her. I would ask her to come hang out with me, and she would agree. The next day she would pretty much ditch out on me to do something more interesting. FINALLY, she stuck to a plan, and her friend (whom I have known for a while now) came along with us. We had a blast. Everything went great. She and I flirted quite a bit and we "cuddled" for a bit. I shared a couple of feelings with her. I told her that there is definitely something good going on between us, and she agreed that she had a feeling or two for me. I told her I hoped I would see her again soon. She was enthusiastic about it. SIDE NOTE: She mentioned that she was still unhappy about the relationship she currently has with her ex-boyfriend. She feels like she is always judging her, and she said that she was "comfortable with being unhappy". I told her that she should continue to come out with me, and I'll show her a good time, without pressuring her into dating me. That was five days ago. Three days ago, her and I went out on a casual affair. We took a drive, I bought her some food, and we went on a two hour drive. We listened to music and talked, both seriously and jokingly. The feelings conversation was brought back up. She mentioned that she really didn't want to tell me anything about her feelings. She said she wasn't ready to share anything with me. I pressed the issue a bit, but gave it up pretty quickly. I wanted to know how she felt really badly, but I stopped myself. I changed the conversation as soon as possible and the night went on. Now here's where I trip up. She went down to visit a college with her friend and her friends mom. I know she has a really good guy friend down there, but I seriously doubt anything went on between them. Today she came back and didn't want to talk to me about anything, or so she said. I said (Via a text message) "maybe I'll call you later" and she agreed that this could happen. Eventually she texted me again, and a conversation ensued. Somehow, some way, she brought up the feelings thing again. She told me I'd "never understand" and that she "couldn't explain" even though she said she wanted to. I instantly started thinking she did something with another guy, but that idea was quickly disposed as I looked into it a little bit. However, that thought still somewhat lingers in my head. She begins to tell me how she doesn't want anything in terms of a relationship. She doesn't want to talk about it. I don't know where this came from because I didn't even bring it up, but nonetheless it happened. Our relationship went straight into the can. Somehow it got to the point where she didn't even want to continue talking to me. She did, though. This "situation" ended with me telling her the following: "Oh. One more thing. Did you lie when you said that there was something good between us?" She simply said: "No". I also said something like: "I wish you would just give me a chance" Her response was: "I want to, but I just can't. I'm sorry. I want to explain it but I can't." I said: "Don't be sorry. Just be you. I like you for you. I'll be here when you realize that being happy is worth taking chances with your emotions." She sent something back, but I had said what I wanted to leave her with. No communication since. This was about three hours before this post. ------------------------------------------- So, here's my question folks: What the HELL is going on here? My brother, who is 25 years of age, and has had countless tumultuous relationships has told me the following: She's basically playing the drama card. This is what you need to do: Listen to her, and don't engage in any communication with her. Don't ignore her, but DON'T START ANYTHING. In two weeks, one of two things will happen: 1: Nothing. She could be trying to get with another guy and doesn't want you in the picture. You'd just have to move on with your life. It's not a big loss, really. 2: She will send you a text, or call you asking why you haven't said anything to her lately. All you've got to say is "That's what you told me to do." He said #2 is usually what happens. To me, sounds like what will probably happen. I'm pretty sure this is her course of action. She just doesn't have her emotions in check, so she's pushing me away. What do you folks think. Does the above seem to be correct? Would I be wise to follow my brothers course of action?[/hide] It all ended a couple days ago, but I'm just getting around to writing about it. I played the waiting game in accordance with most of the advice I received. She ended up being completely emotionally immature. She texted me (about a week ago) asking if me if I hated her. I responded with no. Conversation stopped mostly until a couple days later where she facebook messaged me (Using the Facebook IM chat). She kept telling me that I shouldn't be upset about the situation. I told her I wasn't heartbroken or anything, just a little upset that I was led on and then denied. She told me to laugh with her. This sentence changed everything. I refused to laugh. "C'mon. Laugh!" she would say to me. I saw nothing funny in the conversation. For the next ten minutes I was bombarded with her pleas at laughter. I constantly refused. Then, I started getting annoyed by it, so I told her the following: "You're not messing (I used a swear word there) with someone without self esteem. You can't push me around. You don't know what you're dealing with here. You can't control me. I'm not your anything." I told her I was going out with friends, and she proceeded to ask me if my friends were imaginary. A low blow at best, but I wasn't phased. I enjoyed the fact that the tables had turned, and that I was now completely content with being without her. As it stands today, I still get random messages from her. Today, the whole "Will you laugh with me now?!" started again. I told her I just don't care for her crap and signed off the messenger. I'm getting involved with another girl now, and she ("she" being the first girl, not the new one) doesn't seem pleased about it. Jealousy? She asked me why I was "talking to some ugly girl" today. I responded: "Hm. Some ugly girl? Don't know her. Sorry." She said that her and her friend had a good laugh about it (presumably at my expense), and the laughing conversation started up again. Again, I logged off. It seems to me she really wants my attention but can't suck it up and admit that she was wrong about me. Her only way out is to try to make me feel insecure about myself (something which just isn't going to happen). What to do? I'm trying to get her out of my life. One of my best friends even IM'ed her something like: "You're insane. Stop messaging [My Name]. You're not going to "get" to him. You're not going to make him feel bad. Quit being a little girl about this. He's better than you think. WAY better." So, my question is: Is she super jealous of the fact that I've moved on to someone else already? Does she really expect me to talk to her like I would have two weeks ago when I liked her? Does she really think she can control me? This is all laughable to me. I'd just like some more outside input :D.

51k monks banked. New front page for the blog as well. Check it out and let me know what you think :D

Jealousy = 500M/10

Incredible. Congrats, and good luck maxing out if you choose to do so. Smithing is a hawt cape. 10/10 for sure.

seriously? wtf actually id have to say your 2/10 for 64 rc on P2P Not everybody has to be impressed or give you a good rating. 6/10. Pretty good RC level for f2p, and a really nice skill total you've got going.

50k monks now banked :D Also: Under 3k monks to 98. Look out for that by Wednesday.

MOAR! 85 now :D!

:D. Stalking is fun. The banner is hot, eh? :P Thanks again for the support, Cash. It's always a huge boost. :D Thanks Mens :D Edited the post :o. Thanks for making sure I didn't look too stupid :P.

As January ends, I have the following to report (This sums up my month): -5 Fishing levels (Went from 92-97) -4 Million plus experience in Fishing -36k monks banked in the month (49.2k total as of this moment) -A raise in my bank worth of nearly 15M -Levels in Agility, Prayer, and Crafting ALSO: Today my clans skill challenge of the month ended. Luckily enough for myself, the challenge was Fishing :D. I got a cool banner for my signature :)

You spotted me? DANG. I've been stalking you all over the land of Runescape. (j/k :P) Thanks, Cashcow. I appreciate the love :D

Congrats on 90 Miss! Brilliant work! You're dedication is paying off :D. Before you know it, you'll be halfway done :)!

Under 500k to 98 Fishing :D

Nomore is just as excited, if not more :D. 53% of the way to 98. Could be looking at 50k monks tomorrow, if everything goes well.

48k monks now banked. Off for the night :D. Posting is welcome :)

By the end of the night I will need just 5k monks to hit 98 Fishing :D

Broken the 11M xp barrier.

Thank you, genie lamps/BOK: Under 900k to 98 Fishing. This is getting tiring -.-

What am I discussing?

You do the math. $500,000,000 fraud = 4 years. 1 year for every 125 MILLION dollars. $100 stolen = 15 years. A year for every $6.67. You make more than that an hour in some states working at minimum wage. I know that the man who committed the fraud probably didn't end up with 500M in his pocket, but he definitely ended up with more than a hundred bucks. This isn't what's wrong with America. This is what's wrong with our Judicial system.

Maxing the melee stats is always a fantastic achievement. 9.5/10 Your bank is an easy 10/10. You could buy more 99's and add some hawt capes to that bank if you wanted :P. Overall: 10/10.

Grats on 5M Fishing xp Miss :D. I still have a picture from when I broke that barrier myself. It's a great feeling :D.

Status update: Up over 10.8M Fishing Xp now. Under 1M to 98 :D. Should be a good 7-10 days before I get the level, because I'm having a lot of RL issues. Hopefully things get better, but they'll probably get worse before they get better. That's how it's shaping up, anyway :/

My first recorded song. Not the first I've ever written, but the first I've bothered to record. Hope you enjoy. It's called "I'll bring you a sunset." Lyrics are coming. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZeHzR2n ... annel_page