Estonian dude
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Still 0... Have no idea how you can even earn them :(
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Some people do have social anxiety and I am quite sure I am one of them. Noxx is talking good stuff, but you guys can't get too personal in this and stop direct attacks. Don't help your argument.
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When you are 16- like 20-something, most young people are still living with parents or in dorms and thus it is really hard to organize or to find parties with people of our own age. Specially here, when older people (parents) don't leave the house for vacations or anything too often. I seriously have had like 3 or 4 instances in my whole 19 year old life where it would have been possible for me to host a party but I haven't done it. And don't get me started with cleaning up the place afterwards and taking care of everyone. Granted, there used to be like 1-2 houseparties a month at least, but going to a club is guaranteed to bring a party.
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Watched Princess Mononoke and Space Battleship Yamato 2199 (a few episodes), but these are my first ever animes. And I think I would be better off with feature films, since I have no time for series. But any suggestions/essential animes?
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I can't remember having drinked that much that I can't stand without a counter or something. I pass out before. Damn, one girl leaves me thinking about her for days after each time I see her. A few years older than I am, and I have seen her 2-3 times a year, but we live in the same town now.
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I share my room with my best friend from primary school. We have gotten pretty good here, with a flat consisting of 2 rooms, 2 people in each room. And for the flat we have kitchen and a bathroom. Our flatmates are some IT-guys who are pretty much invisible, so we basically have the flat for ourselves.
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Today, I visited a club. A friend of mine got free drinks and snacks. And then, after a while when for one moment I sat alone at our couch in the club, some russians came, and threw 3 drinks, a glass and a [bleep]ing table to my face. All for nothing. Absolutely nothing. I was just sitting and messaging on my phone. And they say Estonians should work more about communicating with Russians. Well [bleep] them. Them dudes disappeared before I could do anything.
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There is RWT in RS now? Lucky I quit ages ago. In fact, I think it has been over a year off the P2P for me now. Today, I attended the university Christmas ball (fanciest event in the whole university year) facebook event and immediately 2 girls asked me if I was free to go with them. One of whom I really like and have liked for ages. And I already promised a friend of mine that I am going with her. Talk about bad luck. Also, way too many things going on all the time. It is amazing if I survive past next Monday.
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Get a life. lolnub, <333
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I am too lazy to keep a blog or a diary. I have tried it many times. And I have considered therapy. And I have been suggested therapy by a person I know and by now trust IRL. It's just that it is my primal fear to call or make any official appointments. I don't know why, but my drivers' license has now been waiting 2 years because of this, and my knee is still [bleep]ed. Besides, I only moved 2 months ago to a different city and I know nothing about the chances for therapy there.
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Boris is a noob.
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I don't know what is myself. One new friend, probably best friend I've gotten from university (a girl) has said that she hasn't figured out a single thing about what or who I am. She said that I am trying to prove myself too much. I don't know, to whom... There isn't a single person who knows what I feel or think. Even I don't know it. And I am hellishly afraid to even discuss anything that I feel with anyone. Only place where I ever open myself is this same forum. And I don't know what I'd do if anyone that knows me would discover this place. I do know that I am not the worst dude in the world. And I do know that I could get a girl if I would approach more than a few. Previous party showed that I was approached by girls, for pete's sake! But so far I have only been rejected. Three times. I aimed at wrong girls, sure, but still. All I do know now is that I am so freakishly [bleep]ing afraid of rejection. And that even alcohol doesn't help me with that issue.
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Turns out that my maybe score was all just an elaborate hoax by friends for trying to raise my confidence. Needless to say, I am still pretty pissed. And even if I drink myself senseless I can't make myself approach a girl apparently -_- .
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Hey, where the heck is Lithuania if it isn't in Eastern Europe? It only is (almost) my neighbouring country and I have been there like 6 or even more times, so can you please tell me where it is? In other news, I am at home for the first time in 2 weeks. Immediately my brothers started bothering me about video games... 24/7. It's like they belong to a different generation, it is all they can think of. And our age difference is only 3 years.
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Apparently last night I hooked up with someone at a party. I have no recollection of that whatsoever. I might have done a home run last night. And I don't know anything about it. But different people have told me that I was with some blond girl. And if life and whatever I have told here have taught me anything, it's that this is something that is nigh impossible.
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There was a party last night. Called Retro. In a club. It is somewhat of a THE party among university students, everybody is there. I remember the first half and the ending song. What's inbetween and after is a mystery. Some said I hanged around with a blond girl. I can't recall that. Some said they were there. I can't recall that. Some said I had a footlong sandwich right after the party. I can't recall that. What I can recall is having 3 beers and half a bottle of vodka in 45 minutes. And always having a beer in my hand in the club.
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Dude, I am in the same boat. Except I don't have that one target yet. And conversing one on one live is still HELL for me. But otherwise, seems like the experience everyone has when they go to college.
