Estonian dude

I am a complete dipshit. Total dimwit. Borderline moronic. Un-[bleep]ing-believably oblivious. Complete idiot. Had my first real make-out session tonight. Already have plans with her for tomorrow.

Finally something to be happy about, got my first university A@@@@@@ In evolutionary mechanics, but an A nevertheless.

Woah, RS3. Haven't gotten the urge to try a bond? I think you should be able to afford it with so high levels.

Passed a test with 0,1 point. God, it felt relieving. Seriously thought I was gonna fail this one. In other news, I don't know if I have ever studied as hard as I have done so last week. Completely mental. Or well, not really mental, but I have never done as much. And yet still no allnighters.

Tomorrow I have my first real university exam. Exam as in the only test or thing that I supposedly have studied for since September. Honestly, only did go to 2 lectures in that subject. Which is evolution and evolutionary mechanisms. Now I have studied for it for 2 days and I think I will do just fine. The grading is supposedly done with a ruler as in you have some very wide question you have to answer and your grade depends on how much you can write on it. And I also heard that the professor is so lazy that he doesn't want to do another exam for those who have failed so he just doesn't fail anyone.

What is this interface. And is Draggle following the footsteps of our great findme-hoster 999?

But that jocks and nerds is almost exactly who the 2 groups I hang out with are. With ones I play AoE 2 or L4D2 or Quake 3 or something in LAN almost daily. With others I play FIFA or I play real soccer and basketball. The people in those 2 groups do not mix, I have tried to get them to hang out together. I get along with both of these groups pretty well, but my time isn't limitless and I have to make compromises... But I am not sure, on who those should come from.

I do not know who me real mates are. Are they the jockeys or the nerds. I still don't know which group I belong to. I do not know all of me family. I know I have at least 2 halfbrothers. Then I heard i had at least one more, who died in a car accident. Then I heard I have a 15-year old sister. Who I contacted and made sure actually was me half-sister. And from her I heard that I have at least one more sister. About my age. Who is not shown on official records as my sister. Which is pretty [bleep]ed. And means that I can have plenty more unknown half-sisters and half-brothers. Above all that, I need to demand monetary support from my biological father. Who i have seen like twice in my life and I don't know what he looks like. I do not know who I am. Had a brief period of confidence in myself. And now it is all gone. With the girl I liked. How [bleep]ed am I?

You know there are like 20 endings for the game? Did you get them all? I've only gotten like 3... Got Age of Empires 2 HD with The Forgotten on the Steam sale today. 7€ for the lot. Anyone wanna play, I'm up for it. Me mates are up for it. We all 5 got it :P

Go on... do tell! I think I might have joined the wrong party to spend the New Years' Eve with... Did go to the party where I had more mates, but somehow we drinked too slowly and it simply was boring for most of the evening, all the way up till we left for the city square. There, I managed to completely lose me mates and somehow ended up talking a while with older geologists. About how I am going to fail this whole [bleep]ing semester. :wall: Then I found 2 mates after some calling around. Managed to do 22 phone calls to different people in 10 mins. Didn't meet a single new person. The other party that I could have gone to was a bit more exciting as I heard. I didn't know all the people there, but they had awesome time, they had a lot more girls than dudes as opposed to our company and they ended up being way more drunk and having way more fun. Saw them once at the city square. After I found those 2 mates after calling around, we decided to go to eat. And there I met up with 2 other people. And in the end we ended up in someone's house, where I didn't know almost anybody. Everybody was way too drunk, yet I was just tired and nearly sober by the point. Ended up walking home 4 kilometres. In other news, nearly every day I have been LANing. Age of Empires 2 HD FTW. Also, that left 4 dead 2 is pretty nice.

Wow, I remember everything aswell. But I did some questionable choices with my company...

Oh wow, I wonder how I am not dead then. I took contact with my 15-year old half-sister. Who had no idea that I existed. And I told I was her brother. She was in a bit of a shock, to say the least. Now the only contact has been through facebook. And I haven't even added her as a friend yet. I am wondering, how should I continue. Should I just silently disappear and not make another contact by myself or was it wrong of me to even take contact like that? Should I try to get in touch more and meet up in real life? Thing is, we have completely separate lives as they are right now. And the only way that I know she is my sister is through the national people register whatever thingy. That register said she was my half-sister, otherwise I wouldn't have known she existed either.

Yesterday, found out I have 2+ sisters. And that I had one more brother. And I might have more brothers and sisters, but not officially. My biological father was apparently an active man. And at least one of those sisters is approximately my age. And there aren't too many people in Estonia. Which means that if I am to start a family, I would need to do DNA tests. Just in case.

Draggle much problem update has? Draggle update much no problem has.

wao. such blawg. muc lvl. namesharer. gz.

Papers, Please. Amazed me how much of a game can be in 20 MB. And how nervewracking and hard the job really is.

The scroll button on my mouse is slowly starting to fade. How am I going to open pages in new tabs?!?!?!? Otherwise, one of the worst christmases ever. And I seriously hate how every single [bleep]ing social network is filled to the brim with christmas wishes and messages. People still are born and die and I want to know that, dammit! Those pics of christmas trees n stuff make it hard...

Just me from our Jeopardy in May.

My problem isn't that I have no social skills, I know I have, I just don't dare to use them. I'd just rather sit in silence in a party when everyone else is out talking than communicating with someone at said party when sober. Even when drunk, sometimes I like to just sit down, alone, and have some depressing thoughts. At a party. Happens almost every party. I know how to keep up a company that I know well, it's just that when I am not in the center of attention, I have no idea what to do, when sober. And so I'd rather let someone else shine and just sit alone... When drunk, I somehow enjoy other people a bit more and also tend to be a bit more edgy and funny myself, so that I not so large problems.

I still maintain that I find it MUCH harder to communicate or even start conversations with new people without having a drink. And it is always an excuse to blame it on the alcohol.

Disclosure - Latch Discovered them a few days ago, amazing fellas.

I only know people out here in this town because I have managed to meet them at bars or at someone's house on a party. And these bad things seem quite fun (and a tad embarrassing), but I always have a story to tell as of what was the worst (or best, since apparently I had the time of my life while blacked out drunk) night I ever had. And RPG, you can hand over those $5 now, am on the bus back to my real home, to my parents and I will go to my grandparents for the holidays. No drinks there.

My finals run through the whole January. And I have never had anything like this before. Tequila is a silent killer. And I don't want to drink anymore... At least til New Years'.

So now I've heard some funny tidbits about my Wednesday evening... First off, vomited on the barstand in a club... Ran away. Then couldn't even stand up so that me mates dragged me around. Fell asleep on a rock with -3 degrees outside. Started running around almost naked in a park in mud with -3 degrees outside. Managed to eat a giant kebab roll AND a chicken bbq meal. Something I've never managed sober. Managed to lose my expensive gloves and yet hold onto a scarf that another friend had lost earlier. Managed to climb a hill for the lulz. Suddenly for no reason I had started going home, meanwhile walking from one edge of the street to another. AND I had made it home and I even put my shirt on the hanger. It had vomit on it, so it didn't seem such a good idea on the next day. My hangover still lasts today. Never felt so bad in my life as I was yesterday. Never been as drunk either. And I had 2 tests today. All in all, a nice The Hangover kind of evening, since literally last thing I remember myself is taking a shot of tequila. And then woke up at home. But my shoes are ruined and quite muddy and my clothes were quite [bleep]ed up and those mates are not known for trolling around. So I believe them. Oh, and I also had that chicken bbq meal taste in my mouth in the morning.

If anyone has any recollection about my last night it would be welcome. Last thing I remember was tequila shots, and next thing I woke up in my bed. In the meanwhile I had tweeted about being thrown out of somewhere and about how some dude was a douche.