Estonian dude

I think I might have lost another one. Yay for half a year of searching for someone I might like!

Today was the second time in a row that I stayed over my own training time to play basketball with some old men. 2,5 hours in a row, for the second time... And it's pretty fun. But it does exhaust like hell after everything. In other news, I am absolutely taken by homework (suddenly) and I have this feeling that for the first time in weeks I am going to sleep before 00.00.

I don't know that. Then again, I have never really played Pokemon. Please don't eat me alive.

I wish I had so much stuff to eat... I mean, I am not underweight anymore, but as long as I do plan on playing basketball even in the minusculest level some more weight would be good.

Aaaaaaand... I didn't do it. Her cat took me hostage for pretty much all the time I was there. New chance tomorrow.

If you hate Nickelback, then you should hate pretty much everyone on Billboard Top 100. Pretty much all is simply made to capture masses just like Nickelback.

... discovered the source for eternal youth and a way to have sex with unlimited amounts of virgins and generate unlimited amounts of cash so that you will never have to be online again?

Nickelback ain't all bad. Some songs are even, I know I will burn in hell for it, but pretty ok. We used to sing Rockstar in recesses back in like 7th-8th grade... And Far Away is always pretty OK.

Well, if you use it in the American reference, then you practically can't live further than 200 miles from me :D

I am planning it for the next time we go out.

Well, living in Estonia ain't THAT bad. Them ruskies aren't coming after all. At least yet. And if you were a foreigner here... GOD DAMN how easy it would be to catch hot chicks. Seen it first-hand. I am 90% sure we have better internet connections everywhere (AND cheaper), and we have a ridiculously easy tax system so that everyone can file their own taxes within 3 minutes. Plus we have the e-government system. Way better than anyone else in the world has. Practically everything can be done with an ID card online. Booze is cheaper and chicks are hotter.

Well, we both are (at least I think we both are) not really that experienced or outgoing. She is not a one-night stand or a party-girl type and we both have ridiculously tight schedules. I am a complete disaster, she less so, but still. And well, we did just go out, talked, went swimming, watched a movie, did some waterpipe.

Once again, I have proven myself of how utter wuss I am. Been out on four dates already, still haven't gotten first base. I am 90% sure she wants it. I want it. Yet here I am. Again. Well, I still have time to get it.

Well, then the sad news is that its release just got postponed by another year.

Finally decided to redeem my PS Plus membership, safe to say it is pretty [bleep]ing awesome. Hotline Miami on Vita? For FREE?!?!? Unbelievably good. Now waiting for my Gravity Rush dowload to finish.

Silly stupid RPG, hate to say we told you so. Moments like this make me really happy that I don't live in the States, least we have free STD checks for absolutely anyone. In fact, you actually get free condoms and stuff when you go check for that stuff.

First weekend in over three weeks when I finally got home. Had my very last pair of clean socks on on the day that I travelled home. Back now and I just feel a lot better here, in my uni dorm. Also got rid of that absolute and utter bankruptcy, if even for 2-3 weeks.

Portishead - It's a Fire Discovered Portishead through Spotify suggestions after it came up way too often to ignore :D Haven't regretted for one moment. One can just feel that most of the tracks (well, ones that I listen) are as old or even older than I am.

Shouldn't we change our passwords in case the site has already been compromised?

I get pretty mixed signals from the girl that I've been out with. On one hand, she takes initiative and wants to hang out and do stuff, but on the other hand, we've only had a few walks and most intimate we've been was a hug. As much as I know, have learned and read about body language, she keeps herself pretty distant. It even seems a bit awkward, the difference in her enthusiasm in her sayings and her body language. I did share a Cuban with her today though. She had spared it for 4 months for she had noone to try it with. Even though she had friends from other city over all until yesterday. I think I should take it slow, but I am a complete amateur in this situation and I might overthink stuff. After all, we've only known each other for a bit over a week and been out twice so far, but probably gonna see her again on Thursday. As is common for my last posts, I am not actually seeking advice, I am just writing up my own progress mostly for myself. Gonna see how it flows and goes. No use in pretending to be what I ain't anyway.

Bought my first ever bottle of Tabasco sauce. It is pretty expensive, but pretty good. But it is definitely very vinegar-y. In other news, today I swam in the local river for the first time during the night and for the first time since December without getting to sauna right afterwards. Water was maybe 6 degrees Celsius, but it sure is refreshing and beats the hell out of cold showers. Also smoked a whole real Cuban cigar with a girl. Straight from Cuba, so I know it isn't counterfeit. It tasted pretty awesome, unlike cigarettes. I hate smoking otherwise, but I figured I should at least try a Cuban once, to get to know the good stuff. Or simply to have the experience.

I get in between fights pretty much all the time that I see some. If you can't solve it peacefully, you are a [bleep]ing disgrace to humanity and should not exist. I am a pretty huge dude, but I have never hit someone in the face. I haven't had to. 90% of the time I can just grab the worst offender and force him down. And that should be enough to get the bouncers. Even though, normally around here I would get thrown out aswell. We both would, but still. I have a supermassive hangover.

Craziest weekend in foreseeable future is upon me. Free food and drinks all night tonight. Suppsedly enough of both. Free food and at least some drinks tomorrow aswell. Supposedly a date on Sunday. Also, Russians having a [bleep]ing demonstration tomorrow. Anxious to see what comes out of it. We live in the winds of change.

Them Russians started staging meetings and demonstrations. Scheduled for 12th and 20th of April. If anyone that I know goes to any of those meeting, I am gonna bust their ass. As a matter of fact, I am about to hand in my application to the local civil defence organisation. Legal, real, civil voluntary defence organisation, unlike the "organisations" that worked in Crimea with unmarked uniforms and Russian vehicles and weapons. Unless our government makes a colossal [bleep] ass move I am willing to die for this country.

IN OTHER NEWS: Have scheduled a date with the girl I met on Tinder. Success?