Estonian dude

Acquired KOTOR, KOTOR 2, Nox and Patrician 3. Summer of gaming awaits!

It is the middle of June and it is snowing in Estonia. My eyes haven't seen such a sight. Ever. Just 2 weeks ago we had around 30 degrees Celsius.

That is somewhat true. Pretty much went so with my former best mate and by now, former roommate for a year. Got a girl, pretty much fell in love, still dating, didn't go out at all anymore and rejected almost any invitation to hang out with anyone else.

I already started dreading them around Christmas. Everyone wants to be friends in words and then when you plan doing something, nobody joins. Everyone has gotten better friends from university. Freshman year has been... tumultuous. Pretty wacky. No regrets.

Returned from a 5-day roadtrip around the country with around 70 other students. Drank 2 cases of beer and professor got hold of 96% spirit, which was conveniently put to use. Lived in tents all the time, even though I didn't even make it there one night. Right now I am going to get a nice shower and a good sleep, though it is 7 PM...

I would take any such a chance without a doubt. How often can you go to Korea? I am completely wasted. On Meukow Cognac and smallbrewery beer. For free for me. Tomorrow is gonna be awesome.

Well it is heat if you are used to living practically in the Arctic in summer. I get maybe one week per year when it is 30+ degrees, except when I travel somewhere hot. I would rather prefer -10 degrees than this heat. At least I can sleep at night that way.

Was abroad this Saturday, visiting the six-toed ones (one old belief about Latvians). Suffice to say, the car ride was absolutely epic, 500 km's with great people. Got invited to Latvia for this weekend aswell. Somehow I have gotten over this epic unluck that fell on me earlier this week. Now I only worry about my last exam, which takes place tomorrow.

For [bleep]'s sake, it's been around 30 degrees here every day for the past week. This is not normal. Everyone is sunburnt and noone can live or do anything outside with that heat.

IN OTHER NEWS: I chased 2 chicks at the same time and failed with both. If you have read the Today thread, then The only way life could [bleep] me even more in the ass would be by killing off my close relatives. Everything less serious has already been done this week.

Oh wow, just found out that I passed one of those 2 classes still with a D. At least I've got that going for me, which is nice.

Last night, my bicycle got stolen. My only means of transport. Today, I called my mum about a random thing. Ended up a 24 minute phone call. Apparently last weekend beer bottles n shit were thrown around the house. This weekend, my mum takes everything she has bought and takes it to her mum's place. My dad is a complete and utter douchebag and drunkard. The government (tax office) keeps harassing us for 8 [bleep]ing euros that my mum has every right not to pay. She was in direct contact with the head of the tax division of the tax office about that interest and money, filed an application that this 8 euros is because of the [bleep]ing idiocy of tax office workers, the head of tax division said the application is ok and forwarded it, some low-level maggot in the debt division said the application is not okay, to which my mum on the phone directly told the douche to go [bleep] himself. My mum has never had any trouble with the government and was absolutely willing to pay the fines that we already paid, but we have to pay some [bleep]ing interest because of tax office workers' inability to do their jobs is unacceptable. And the amount is 8 euros, which is 10 bucks. I am bankrupt, as I have been for the last 2 months... I am in debts over my head. My knee is [bleep]ed, need to visit an orthopedist tomorrow again. I have probably failed 2 classes this term. Just makes me wonder, why bother with this shit at all.

I didn't mean it quite literally. But I meant that one should stop giving a [bleep] about what random people think of you. Stop giving a [bleep] about past mistakes. Stop giving a [bleep] about rejections. Stop giving a [bleep] about searching for a girlfriend or etc. Stop giving a [bleep] about things that aren't somehow beneficial or pleasant for you.

Number one advice for me from this thread and also elsewhere so far was to stop giving a [bleep]. Life is easy.

I remember how I started more seriously posting in The Gallery. Stuff I saw there made me try and do something aswell. Even though I haven't made anything in years. About to finish my first year in university in Geology. If I finish, that is. I am seriously behind in my studies and I have 4 exams in a week. I remember how I wrote here about going to a high school in the capital. It changed everything and also nothing. This forum knows more about my inner feelings and thoughts than any single living person. I hope that it cannot be used against me.

I was wearing my orthosis and I wasn't really overstressing it in any particular way. Just during competitions on our 3rd game that day 4 minutes before the end I stepped a bit falsely. I even scored a basket that step, as I fell down, shouting and swearing. That freaking sports orthosis didn't work well enough -_-

Yesterday, my patella decided to leave it's place in my knee yet again. Yay for a knee that is like a balloon and at least 2 weeks of extremely restricted motion. And I forgot my main orthosis back home, so I can't put it on and risk severe pain on every step and every night. Painkilllers ftw!

Last night, I went out with 12 cents in my pocket and no drinks. Came back sometime with a taxi, with still 12 cents in my pocket. In the meantime I had broken up a fight and fallen asleep on a rock. Don't know what happened before or after the rock part. Absolutely wasted.

I [bleep]ing hate what a wuss I am. Also, I have pulled a muscle on my back and it has hurt for a week now. I have 2 exams next week. I have really important bball games this weekend. I have 2 euros of cash and no bank card. I am pretty [bleep]ed.

I have been up and about for about 40 hours in a row right now. The Walpurg night, most important night for fraternities in here. I am absolutely dead like a corpse, I can't do anything.

Some woman just phoned me and offered me a job. Yay?

Today I found out that I personally know a scientist who works with greenhouse gases. Also, that if my knee can take it, I will be playing basketball next season. With sponsors n shit. And it is pretty amazing how much exercise I have done lately. Every day I have some training or thing plus the miles that I ride my bicycle anyway.

Cold showers help physically. And immediately.

Tonight we have the night song festival. Going to be awesome.

Today, I cycled 99 km's so far, which is ~60 miles. Some of it on gravel, but that gravel was a LOT better than some of the asphalt. I am going to need a new rear wheel, this one is wickedly bended and I have lost 4 spokes. I am dead tomorrow.