Estonian dude

CCCP is SSSR for you fellows with latin alphabet. C is S in cyrillic and P is R. IN OTHER NEWS: University of Tartu wants ME. Today got an email which said that I only need to say yes and I am studying there for the next 3 years. And the applications will still be accepted until 5th of July, so I am in without any contest :)

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I'm afraid living off the record isn't possible in the US. Then again, with $2k you could fly somewhere, where you can live off the record. There aren't many places like that, and that comes with a HUGE risk. And personally I have worked for 10 summers in multiple different places and I have never met a boss who has been a jerk.

Soooo are we gonna have some grand 10-year festivities next year or something? Like a grand TIF reunion or something? iBe, most of the new ones haven't lasted more than a month. They tend to mysteriously disappear during the night. I am not saying anything more.

Awww, Kimberly, it wasn't THAT bad. Wow, that was my 1500th post... Eww.

Our dear friend RPG is dating again, mind you.

Nah man, Tartu University was built WAY before the CCCP. And well, they left us with one hell of a health care system, which is awesome, but we were also like dozens of times poorer than you guys. If you had a car, you were the man of the town. Today, went to the beach. With classmates. Had some good time. Played volleyball. Stepped into a hole without my orthosis = pain like hell. Luckily only for a short burst. My knee is full of fluid again though. Also had shisha. And beer. And swam a bit. Awesome weather. Rare around here. Also took my final diploma from the school. Never have to go to this lousy place again.

[bleep] that shit. She is ignored. Forgotten. Lost to me. Never mentioning HER again. Unless she really does something. Anyways, in just a week I am heading towards 2 months of solitude... And then, UNIVERSITY! In a new town, with new people and everything. I seriously hope I can find someone for me. But then again, with me being as crazy as I am, not likely.

Blergh. Eww@Leik. Cali. Too hot.

She knows they are not. I heard this from a mutual friend. We have this one mutual friend who we both trust a lot. From him I have heard all that I have heard about her since the feud. She actually confessed that she is really sad and knows that she did everything that was wrong. To our mutual friend, I mean. And cockblocking, as in keeping other people away from her. Does not mean I should have any contact with her directly. And giving up now would be giving up to my principles and getting that girl again anything she wants. She can't have everything, do everything and just get away with it. I am not the only one that thinks she should get a lesson.

Only in the top 1% in the world. Tartu university is older than any university in North America and is third only to Copenhagen and Uppsala universities in Northern Europe. In here, Carl Ernst von Baer discovered the egg cell. Numerous important scientific advancements have been made here. I think it is good enough university for me.

Who told you that I even am at contact with her? Our only contact has been going to the same classes and same parties since April. We have the same friends, but I even ignore her when she straight-on talks to me. She has wanted to have contact with me, but not for apologizing. I have ignored all that stuff. If she would apologize, I would listen. As I have said, we used to get along mighty fine. I have even heard from her that I was the best male friend she had. I just want her to apologize. That is my principle.

Yes, I do make sense. And I am a person who holds looong grudges. And I am idiotically stubborn. I have my own creaks. I am not normal. I am afraid growing up won't help either, some things never change. And Riku, she did more after that. I do not wish to elaborate. So [bleep] this, never should have written here.

How the heck does your dad stop you from getting treatment? And by subjecting yourself to your father's intentions kinda makes you hypocritical, since in that case you have chosen to live under the influence of your father. And if you have graduated school aswell... Only way I could see your dad as a hindrance would be if you had absolutely no money at all, which is not an issue as you said a few posts ago. You are only limiting yourself by not getting professional help.

Just finished applying to universities. Ended up applying to geology, business and environmental technology. Should be in without contest in geology and environmental technology, lacking .4 contest points for being in at business... I have a hard decision to make, should I get into all of them. Applying to universities is made hell easy in here, could get it done online in 5 minutes... ALL universities use one online system for applying, and we also have standardized national exams. And all the results come together, nice and easy. I do not have to print out a single paper or travel anywhere. Bet that makes you guys jealous, eh? :P

It is not my fault. She started this by pissing me truly off, lying to my face, slandering me, drawing a dick on my face, and other stuff. Where did that come out that I caused any of this? And yeah, this was not the spot to post this to. Got the feeling you people would say that. Just that it is something that I want to get out of my mind.

It is one of my biggest flaws... I boast too much. Other people have told me and I know it myself, but it really is the only thing giving me self-confidence. Never had anything to me besides my height and academic results, is the recurring theme around me head.

I assume this thread is for all kinds of relationship advice. Thus, I present my problem. I have managed to create a feud between me and one girl. Going back over two months now. Well, she really truly pissed me up aswell, though. She knows that she [bleep]ed up, I heard that from a close friend to both of us. I think I have managed to get through my message through other people, that I am willing to end this thing if she apologizes to me. I have not spoken a single word to her since she pissed me off directly though. I have ignored or actively blocked all means of communication par facebook, since we share school stuff on it. But now the school is up aswell. We were in Bulgaria last week, and there I actively got involved in cockblocking her as part of the feud. And I did so well, truly well. I know I have been mean, but that is not normal me. And on a moment quite right before she pissed me off we were good friends. I want to know, is there any way how I could end this feud diplomatically without looking like a loser? This girl has gotten nearly everything she has wanted in her life and a few other people have actively supported in me having this feud with her. She is somewhat of a bad person in a way. I know I probably can't change it but if I can make her to apologize to me, maybe she could think about some things in life.

Came back from that weeklong binge. Free alcohol for a week - BAD IDEA. Seriously bad idea. The [bleep]ing hangover at the end of it... I think it takes me at least another week to recover. Otherwise, coming back from Bulgaria to Estonia feels like coming to the North Pole. Well, not really, but from a week of sun and 35 cemtigrades to rain and 15 degrees just feels like it. Also, I can get to numerous courses in both top universities in the country for free and without any competition. I did that well on exams. The trouble is, I don't know where to go to. But for example, I got 91 points out of 100 in my English exam. And all our exams are seriously hard, only a handful of people if any can get 100 points in any subject every year. These exams are the same for every student in the country and to pass them you only need 20 points. With which some people fail.

Well, I am taking ibuprofen in doses of 800 mg, if my leg hurts. But I cannot ever tell when it will and that ibuprofen isn't enough to mute it completely. But yeah, my swelling has by now lessened and I hope I can straighten my leg in about a week.

Wow, that is odd. I am fairly certain I will buy The Last Of Us during the summer, glad to hear approwal outside of press reviews. Today, our girls surprised us with food and beer and in the night, leaving for a week-long binge. In Bulgaria. I haven't packed yet, tried some funny muffins for the first time and I am not sober. Yay me.

I am officially [bleep]ing finished with high school. Got diploma and all that stuff yesterday. And in the evening, went out. 11 beers for me. Half a litre beers, of course. Ended up being the last one to leave the city. Got home at 7.30 AM. Also, that alcohol sales limit has absolutely nothing to do with religiousness. It is just that we have the secomd highest alcohol consumption per capjta in the EU and unlike them Czech, who are first, we drink harder stuff besides beer aswell. Like last night some 7 year-old Armenian brandy. And tequila shots. I cannot fathom how we can survive the following week in Bulgaria. We will be at an all inclusive hotel, and last time my 4 mates managed to drink the whole hotel empty of whiskey by themselves. And this time there will be over 40 of us going. Hallelujah and good luck to those bartenders, since we will be wasted 24/7. For free.

Sadly, my console budget is limited to a PS4 only. Otherwise I loved SSBB, seems like I would love this aswell, but I cannot justify a whole console for just one game. I am simply not that rich.

That injury was 2 weeks ago. Regular RICE seems not too useful by now. As about inuprofen, doctor allowed me to take up to 3 x 800 mg per day, but I usually don't take it. The pain is not THAT bad,y s I don't want to get addicted to painkillers and yes, I do like to drink. But it is simply that when I hit my foot on something or take off my orthosis I have to be ready for momentary pains of hell. I might have rips in my meniscus and quite probably torn a ligament, I also still have fluid in my knee. But it is not that much fluid that they should take it out. Right now I have an orthosis which limits my knee movement to 45 degrees. I tried doing a day with 60, after an hour dialled it back. Also tried a night without orthosis, woke up a million times and put it on in the middle of the night, cause pain. And the worst part is, I won't get a proper diagnosis until September, when I finally get my MRI.

We also have no religious laws on anything. Shops open every single day, 10-22 mostly (since that is how long alcohol could be sold in stores) In other news, going to my first party with my orthosis. Gotta start living with that shit. Yay me.