Estonian dude

Umm, drugs, illegality, threat of abuse, lots could go wrong.

And that is just what's gonna happen tomorrow. If I don't get a taste of American lips in the next 2 days, I would be EXTREMELY disappointed. That is, unless they are all hideous, but I don't think this will happen.

Well, I for example am not even anonymous... But that is just the recent trend. Care to bring in a new topic? Is anyone in here singing in a choir or a band? Do you have any videos of it? Which voicegroup do you belong to?

Viru Vägev at 80%, 160 proof can be drinked raw. Not like I have though, it is too expensive. But right now I have a bottle of Tatra tea at home, 72% or 144 proof. Can't wait to taste it. In other news, tomorrow is going to be SUPER awesome. To start off, I only have three lessons. After those, I go to my old hometown on a quiz, representing my current school. Will be awkward, since some teachers at that place still hold a grudge because I left the local school after 9th grade... After that, we are gonna have a meeting with around 50 Americans with our choir. Will be super awesome, I will get 50 new acquiantances. I am so colourful personality, specially in my choir that I don't have to do much, people want to meet me. The day after tomorrow we will hold a common concert with those Americans. Can't wait for that either.

What do you mean by that? If you mean this girl from my class, then yes, I wasn't interested. Contrary to some people I do NOT want to screw everything on two feet.

Yes you are. Scotch is always to be drinked raw. You miss the whole point otherwise.

Wtf is LBGTQ? And yeah, didn't meet anyone new after all. Girl in my class got free before the man himself performed and so I just hung out with her. But nothing is gonna come out from that, just friends. Had somewhat of a good time even though the man didn't perform my latest favourites, like "Queen Of Your Dreams". Oh, BTW, having a meeting with around 50 Americans tomorrow and at least half of them are girls. Nevada City High School Choir is going to visit us and we will give a concert together the day after tomorrow, but tomorrow we will be partying together. Will probs be my 4th evening drinking in a row, NOT GOOD. But I am gonna let out the prince charming in me since I am bound to start socializing with people anyway and I am one of the shiniest stars of our choir. Contrabass. No song has probably ever been written for a choir where I can't get the lowest note. I am almost as low as the lowest [bleep]ing note on a grand piano.

Yeah, even I was not sober. God damn Example himself was on stage for a bit too little... Warm-up bands took 3 hours and the man himself was on for less than an hour. And got me a wing(wo)man, that girl in my class who worked at that place actually got free before the man himself performed so we just danced very near to the stage. But yeah, didn't meet anyone new... And I was a bit disappointed. Had just 2 beers and a shot of Jäger, so I got nothing. And the concert would have been a LOT better if my feet weren't sized 48-49 (that is 13,5 to 14 for you Americans) and everybody wasn't jumping on me toes. And if a beer bottle wasn't broken to pieces just next to the spot where I danced so I danced on the shards all the time... And on one moment someone with stilettos literally jumped on me toes. [bleep]ing painful.

Right now an an Example concert. It is the break between artists, otherwise I wouldn't be writing. But he is one of my favourite artists of all time and for the last 2 hours one of his song has been spooking me. I hope he sings it live here aswell. I hope he will be worth being here without a wingman, but it is kinda awkward here.

Ok, now on never going to a concert without a wingman. Well, Example will be worth it.

I can't really afford a couple of brews anymore... I have drinked WAY too much and spent way too much money on alcohol so I think I am doing myself a favour by not drinking. And my shortcomings are what they are. It's not that I can turn myself from a social hermit to a ladies' men in a few weeks, months or even years. I have improved massively in the last 3 years, but I am still not ready to talk to strangers. I can't. I'd rather drink alone than do that. But I will try tonight.

Maybe. And please, call me Prets or Saq, just sounds a lot better and they are both my nicknames. I might be a stupid ignorant idiot and I do overthink. But that's just who I am. On a different topic, going to an Example concert right now. Alone. Like seriously, only person that I know that will be there is a girl in my class who is a bartender at the spot. And I don't get along with her that well. For one night then, I will be sober and I will check for any random girls. But I can't guarantee any good will come out of it...

I do. Seriously, I can't even be close to such idiots. Like automatically, if you don't know for example, who is the president of Estonia and you are an Estonian, I will leave. Automatically. It's like being around someone who stinks of shit if one is stupid...

Today I had the chance to sit in Estonia's most expensive Lexus. Or well, it was most expensive when it was bought and imported from Canada. Custom made for the Lexus and Toyota dealer in Estonia. This [bleep]ing dude is a millionaire. It was a white Lexus LX570 from 2008, and the owner was already disgusted with it, wanted a new car. But there has been no new Lx series, so he is planning on buying the new flagship sedan for his wife. Well, not buying, he gets cars for free...

Point taken. I hate the situation of roads in Tallinn. Absolutely terrible. It is a running joke about the roads here. And seriously, having just returned from a 3000 km road trip to Central Europe nowhere were roads as bad as here. They are better everywhere else in Estonia, but if you come to the capital by car be prepared for a full suspension repair.

That, my dear Lang would be so high standard that I don't know absolutely anyone in Estonia who would meet it... And LOL indeed.

Yeah, last night ended up with me being somewhat sober, but the host got completely wasted... Totally NOT the point of the evening. We just managed 3 beers, a bottle of Pisang and 70% of a half litre Becherovka. So I have to take it home. And I promised to other people that I aon't go to bed before finishing it off. But the host got completely out and so I decided to not drink alone, but rather help him cope and get to bed safely. But, that night out was really fun, with us dancing Tunak Tunak and talking silly things and I got over all me bad feelings and this time alcohol worked well for me.

I didn't mean only physical standards. Those of mine are quite easy to pass - no excess fat and not looking hideous. But I am personally very intelligent and knowledgeable, so it kinda makes it hard to find a girl with who I can hold an intelligent conversation aswell. Because frankly, most of the girls are plain stupid imo. If one doesn't know who Lenin was, [bleep] off.

I am a complete and utter jerk lately. And it somewhat pays up. Free trips home, yay! Other than that, tried drinking myself to coma but the host.of the party himself got co.pletely wasted TOO early.

The fact that some people can't keep their insides in and puke, without even drinking that much. Come on, I think that one at least should be able to reach the toilet before... Specially, if it is their own home with [bleep]ing expensive furniture. I asked the guy to take out a bucket in case I needed it during my course to drink to coma and it turns out he needed it more than I did. But well, still almost half a bottle of Becherovka yet, so everything is possible.

Getting drunk as [bleep]. Roght now I can still type on me smartphone, but not for long. Boring day otherwise, cept I got really mad on 3 of my teammates. And I ranked them as friends, not anymore.

I have nothing to talk about with pretty girls... Just ends in awkward silence. And I am really hard to impress that much that I would make a move. I have quite ridculously high standards for girls and it is costing me dearly. But there is no way I am going lower, just for the heck of it. But I am a great drinking partner for guys. I don't know why, but I always have like 4-5 dudes around that I am chattiing with. And I get invited practically everywhere where guys have a party. Now, during my trip to Slovakia I got 3 phone calls calling me to parties, just in case I had left or arrived earlier. And yet I don't get along with girls. At all.

Physically kept 2 fights from happening and now there simply isn't enough alcohol left for me to get drunk. And I will just stay miserable and totally down because of events that happened before. I am *that* far from collapsing and having emotional breakdown. Just don't know how to hamdle it all... Should've brought mpre beer and harder stuff, I have it lying on my cupboard ffs. Would help me cope at least.

It's not like I am doing it for a career or something. I just agreed to help out with hosting a party and sonI am onenof he guys allowdd to serve at the party and I am watching out fir fights aswell.

The same that I planned to. Thing is, I was abroad for a week.