Estonian dude

I herd a nub called Leik found himself a girl. Wut?

Ewwwww. Dat woman is still alive.

Well, she is a girl in my class after all. And yes, we get along pretty well. But I am afraid I might be in the friendzone right now, even though I am not getting along with her that well. Oh, and yes, gonna invite her our this week, methinks. Whenever I get a chance to be with her in a bit more private situation.

That ain't Eastern Europe... It is just a regular Central European trip... I feel offended if you call Poland and Slovakia Eastern Europe. Today, almost my whole day was ruined by the [bleep]ing bastards at the basketball match yesterday. Plus that lucid dream in the morning, which was SOOOOOO awesome. I only slept for 20 minutes, but that time was so intense and it felt a lot longer... And SO real. Only got me happy mood back when I traveled back home with another girl from my class and talked with her. About that one girl aswell, who I wrote about on the relationship thread. She gave me the mission to get the unobtainable girl to the prom. And discussing about that I got me happy happy happy :)

Got me an objective. Try to seduce the unseduceable girl. Actually, thing is not that bad. I am talking about a girl in my class that I have developed a crush in. So deep crush that I had my first ever lucid dream. About her. So good one that the reality ruined my day. But the girl I am talkng about is like the queen of sarcasm. She has brilliant remarks about everything. Also, she is quite pretty. As in unseduceable I mean that she has never had a boyfriend. At least as far as anyone knows. Her biggest advancement was like two weekends with an university student which didn't go further than a kiss. So she is less experienced in those things that even I am. She once told me how she likes romantic walks and everything but she can't help and starts laughing at it. Laughing at everything. She does have some messy stuff around with her. Her parents divorced while she was young and she has some quite weird quirks. Her parents are even weirder. Apparently her mum has tried to send her to a psychiatrist for she is 18 and has never brought a boyfriend in for dinner. Yet she is not allowed to go out on the weekends... Or she just feels that life is too depressing to go out without a boyfriend. Last month she has told me she is super annoyed that noone has asked her to the prom that comes in April. And we are in the final grade, so the prom is quite important. Yeah, I just got 19 and never had a girlfriend and I think my mum would even prefer it that way, or at least she has said that she doesn't want me to bring anyone home...

Anyone here been to Slovakia? Going there next week and am willing to sponge up any information I can get.

Today, I had the best dream I've ever had. It was during a 30 minute nap and god damn... Never had anything like it. I normally don't have dreams or at least I don't remember them, but this one was amazing. I was approached by a girl that I like pretty much, and she started kissing me and touching me. And it felt absolutely real, could feel the wetness of her lips on my neck and her touches... Only thing that made it look like it wasn't real life was when I picked up my phone, in dream and checked the time, which was 11 pm. This dream happened somewhere where there was a clock on the wall, which showed 5 pm. And waking up from that dream... God, worst feeling ever, since she seems so unreachable and out of anyone's league. And I am not the only one telling that.

One simple, yet marvellously delicious salad: Macaroni Sausage Fresh cucumber Mayonnaise Cheese Sour cream Paprika Simply boil the macaroni, dice sausage, cucumber, cheese and paprika, mix them all together, add mayonnaise and sour cream by taste and there you go. I didn't add amounts, since everyone likes it a bit differently. And you definitely do not want to add too much sour cream and mayonnaise, only enough to not feel like the salad is dry.

Had the best birthday ever. [/sarcasm] To start off, noone in my family seemed to remember I had my birthday. And usually we sing to each other on birthdays. Best birthday gift ever was a personal foul to me invented by the table referees on our today's super-important bball match. I got whistled out for 5 fouls, even though I had only done four and the table hadn't said a word. And even though the table then didn't say a word, the opposing team coach shouted and ran on the court shouting that I am out with fouls... No need to add that we played at the school of the opposing team and the table referees were from there aswell... And we were leading by 3 points and it was 3 minutes to play when I got whistled out. And by the end, we lost by 7. I am a powerhouse on the field and if I do not completely dominate the boards, then at least I am the very best in my team at rebounding. And needless to say, our rebounding ability completely fell off with me being out... Just [bleep] that shit. So [bleep]ing mad. And my last foul was also a great one, a [bleep]ing faker worse than Ronaldo jumped on the floor screaming when I barely touched him with my side when I landed from jumping for a rebound... I admit, it might have been a foul actually, but such [bleep]ing faking... The dude was carried off the court twice for he was rolling on the floor screaming. We lost half a minute on last period for that. In school, noone noticed I had my birthday until someone saw a box of SukuLaku candies in my bag. Then people started singing...

Yesterday I went to a bball practice for the first time in months. Happy to report that even though I haven't practiced I am still in good shape since I have lots of physical activities every day. Just pwned under the basket. After that I went to a girl's birthday party. Funny thing is, the birthday girl herself originally didn't invite me, but on Thursday her friends started asking me about what I'm doing on Saturday and then talked the host into inviting me. Yay for getting the reputation of the guy who has always too much alcohol. Anyways, it was fun and some people explained to me the phenomena why noone likes me in classes or at school and yet people like me really much in somewhere more private and in a smaller group. Thing is, I am telling other people down and making them feel bad about themselves and being mean, cause I know a lot and I like to rub it under everyones' noses. Yet at parties and smaller groups I don't do that and am a really pleasant person. Funny and knowledgeable and kind. Oh, and also apparently I am really bad at hinting that I like someone...

Happy Womens' Day everyone! Well, we just awestruck our girls yet again. My class is amazing, even though I use a lot of my personal money and time on preparations... And about our basketball team... We lost by one point on overtime yesterday and by 2 points today. 2 sophomores from the starting 5 were missing and they were both of our guards so we were quite [bleep]ed today offensively. The opposing team's footballer scored 3 3-pointers, out of sheer luck and that was practically the killer... Absolutely nobody, couldn't even bounce the ball, yet scored 3 during the last 2 minutes... BUT I dominated the board and 3-second area, every time I got ball in there it was a foul or a basket. Missed twice over the course of the whole game. But we couldn't get the ball over to the basket, so I got no ball on the second half... I still scored most of the team's points and our team would be totally [bleep]ed if I were missing. I am the only rebounder in the team, so next year they are [bleep]ed unless someone new comes.

Ewww, flodder, the dude who lost the race for 99 fm against me. Post more please.

Well, Ginger, it would be hard for you here... We are second highest nation in Europe and us Europeans are taller than Americans in average. You are so small that there isn't a single girl in my class shorter than you. And we have 30 girls in class...

My brother has been playing 07scape and he keeps telling me how awesome it is... But I haven't logged in since last summer and I don't want to break the stride. Atm I am [bleep]ing amazed at how well we are doing in our citywide basketball championships with my school's team. We are in the top ten and in our 6 team group we are the only team with 2 wins, other teams have either one loss and one win or only 2 losses. Top 2 of the group then go to the next group of six where then the champion is determined. I am not personally hoping for the championship, we are way too weak for that, but getting to the top 6 would be awesome. And our team is really weird. Out of 12th grade I am the only player, from 11th we have one in the starting 5 and 3 from the 10th grade. And we have no substitutions... Well, we have, but they are so weak that the starting 5 plays practically all the time. Subs get in only for like a minute or two each.

But that would still make it weirdly misbalanced... That same thought was my very first thought when I saw the picture btw.

And yet again, it is me on this .gif ;) EDIT: Why the heck does it now link it when I linked it from the same spot that I linked my previous gif from? And previous one worked!

Current situation in OT where we have tens of posts every evening. Plus some new faces and old returners.

Well, that pic is kinda low quality, so it leaves a bit too much open. She might be crying, for example, but it cannot be seen from that pic. Anyways, if it was a total stranger, someone I saw for the first time ever, no. I don't approach strangers. Strangers approach me ;) Maybe that's why I don't have any luck with girls... But if she was a schoolmate or someone that I have seen before a few times, even if hadn't spoken a single time and didn't even know name, depends on my own mood. And well, can't see her face on that pic... A girl's face determines a lot for me.

Nice to see someone mentioning Soviet movies... Stalker was filmed in Tallinn, which is the capital of Estonia and where I go to school every day. That area has been redone to a recreational area, but the buildings still remain in almost same shape :D One another Russian movie that is always good and is a New Years' Tradition for a lot of Russians (and overall ex-Soviet people) is Irony of Faith (loosely translated from Russian, where it sounds like Ironij Sudbõ, since I have no cyrillic alphabet on keyboard). An evergreen comedy. Another one of my favourite movies is 4 Lions. A british movie. Full of dark humour, but ridiculously funny. British movie industry at its best. And I am sad that noone has heard of it, it is epic...

Been listening to classical music all evening. What is really awful is that the only piece that I can 100% tag correctly is the Swan Lake Scene and Dance of the Little Swans. Everything else, all those symphonies and stuff are a mess. Granted, they are all familiar, but I just mess up their names. And I have a test on them tomorrow...

What do they want to hear?

Well, suppose you could say that. And I am not really hated per se, it was a slight overestimation, but I am not a very pleasureable person to be with if one doesn't know me well. New acquiantances say that only two things that I am good at are whining and criticizing. But my friends know that there is more than that in me... And I must be doing something right since a girl invited me as one of only five guys to her birthday, and there are going to be like 30 chicks ;) Only bad part is that I might not be able to attend it, aince we should start our weeklong car trip across Europe on the same day...

Well, I am too tall and it has been a problem sometimes. But for god's sake, how does one tell what girls want to hear? At least I am always honest in everything I say. Half the people that know me hate me for being so frank and honest and most of my friendships start a bit weirdly because of that, but I am known to be trustworthy and a good friend. Yet somehow I don't get along with girls :D

We don't have pick-up trucks here... And with our prices we are crying if we get less than 23-24 MPG. Today I was super sleepy all day, for the adventures yesterday. Got laughed at for what I wrote on my phone during the adventures. Pretty uneventful day otherwise... Tomorrow is going to be fun. Test on music and really important basketball match.

I have never gotten so drunk on a schoolday. Never written and taped a song from scratch either. So today we did a song for Womens' Day to girls in our class. 4 of us, imcluding me, wrote ot and then 8 of us includng me sang it. Womens' Day is on Zfriday btw, if anyone doesn't know.