Estonian dude

I just drink milk. Everywhere, by everything. Cheaper by a LOT as well.

Talked about it. And got rejected. And I am feeling good. I have no idea, what I was fearing before with that first kiss, it was awkward and I need some practice, but it ain't gonna come without trying. Kinda sad now, any talking with her at least now is awkward, and since she has been the main person I've been talking to for the last 2 months, suppose I pick up some new games for the holidays ;) Blocked her out of FB, MSN and whatever and erased number, as you've suggested before. Right now waiting for that trip to Germany with 8 girls!

It's a [bleep]ing ICE AGE in here. I have like negative degrees in my room, since I am too lazy to light the fire in my fireplace. And that fire would only heat it up to like 10-12 degrees celsius, so I don't see the point.

I use whichever shampoo/bodywash what ever I can grab to wash myself. I keep my hair so short that I don't really need shampoo to clean it, soap is fine.

Holy mother of god, this shit is TERRIBLE. I am a singer in a choir, and I find this mocking that song. It was so awful... They were all off-key and whatnot. They should keep to modelling. And RPG, that Aussie girl really had a lovely accent and she was freaking gorgeous aswell...

I [bleep]ing hate dudes that hit girls... If I had ONLY KNEW IT AT THE RIGHT [bleep]ING TIME!

I finally got that kiss. Buut, I think it was somewhat of a failure, since she was totally wasted. And I wasn't much better. Still, the first time I ever kissed someone.

Today, I was twice pushed to the limit of almost killing somebody. First moment was during the inter-class basketball competitions, when some [bleep]ing moron just pulled me from hands and pushed on me back when I was rebounding. For those of you that don't know it, that pushing can make you disabled for the rest of your life, there ain't little of those who have cracked their spines with that pushing. I was literally willing to punch and hit anything on one particular moment, but I was kept back. Other moment was when I had kept a group of 5-6 people at bay not attacking a dude who punched a tooth out of another dude. It was only later that I found out that this dude had also punched a piece of a tooth out of a GIRL!, and simply punched numerous friends of me, for no reason at all. If I had knewn that at the moment when I kept them 5-6 people at bay, I would have just let them have everything at that dude. One cannot punch a freaking GIRL. That is totally unacceptable... But at the time I heard that, he was already gone. Luckily, we still have something like mafia here in my country, so this dude ain't staying without a punishment for a long time.

Well, I have had to show self-constrait nearly all my life, since my parents mostly don't side with me... Our age difference is 3 years with this brother and I have simply been that much bigger and stronger physically. And as I said, he nearly missed and it wasn't too painful. And as a member of a 3-boy family I have grown used to this fighting and stuff. It has been happening nearly all my life and so I don't feel bothered about it.

I really [bleep]ing hate it when my parents side with my brothers on something with a principle, specially if it is just easier for them to do so... Case in point: this evening my brother wanted me to print 12 words of a poem in Russian, only because he was too lazy to write it in his notebook. I am like come on, it is like 10 [bleep]ing words, you can write it in your notebook, you can't be that lazy. Now my family is a bit weird, specially us kids and he started attacking me, for getting me to print it. Having lived with them younger brothers all my life, I know all sorts of painful maneuvres and moves and simply by phyisically picking him up and carrying out of my room got rid of him. For one minute. Then he comes and charges at me again, threatening to break my headphones or computer or whatever if I don't print it. I took it as a principle not to allow that printing, cause one cannot be that lazy and carried him out again. Aaaand he charges again. This time, took the iron that you use to move burning logs around in a fireplace and hit me once slightly in my balls. Still hurt me a lot. I twist it out of his hands, push him against my bed with my elbow on his head and take the iron again, carry him out again. Parents start to wake up now... And he charges again. And so twice. And by then, parents wake up and shout at me to print the [bleep]ing 10 words to get rid of that racket. [bleep] them. And I had to print it. And they wonder why me brothers' don't like to listen to them.

-9 degrees Celsius outside with 9 m/s wind. Had to walk 10 kilometres, wearing regular jeans, t-shirt, hoodie and light coat and a hat that had no protection for me ears. Had walked 5 km's, ears were aching cause of the cold, otherwise totally fine, a car drove by, reversed, asked where I'm going, and took me home. Oh, and it was 4.20 AM aswell.

Double-post, as I want to bump it with my evaluation of the mini. First things first, that thing is light as a feather! Absolutely everyone has mentioned that it doesn't weigh anything. I am a bit disappointed in the low ppi of the screen by now, though. My phone, a Galaxy Nexus has a larger amount of pixels in a much smaller screen (163 ppi vs. 316 ppi, 1024x764 vs. 720x1280). The backside collects boatloads of fingerprints... Mine is that black slate coloured. I have noticed some lag sometimes, specially when writing. iOS feels archaic after 2 months of using Android. Some gestures and options and such are much better thought of in stock Android. For example, notification bar has practically no meaning on iOS and I seriously miss the warning light I have on my phone if I have any new notifications. Also, multi-tasking is much more convenient in Android as well as the open apps management. Swipe to erase and swipe down to refresh came only lately and still aren't as widespread as they are on Android. I was like seriously dragging down on screen on some apps, waiting for that refresh before realizing, that there won't be one. THAT said, iOS is home to some freaking awesome and wonderful games you can't get on Android. For example, Bastion, Rayman Jungle Run and Sword and Sworcery. They are freaking amazing. Oh, The Walking Dead also wasn't available on Android, methinks. And Keynote is awesome. And iPad apps in general feel quite freaking good.

Well, it is the best advertising they can get. And they seriously are in fiscal difficulties atm, so they need any and all kind of positive publicity they can get to promote their games.

Well, it really does make sense as it goes from the shortest time unit to the longest. That DD-MM-YYYY one. And that is also the one we use and I can't for the love of Christ ever think why anyone would want to make it the other way around...

Black and white has definitely more characteristic.

Aaaand Metro 2033 is free to anyone who likes THQ Metro FB page...

- 15 C is still regular jeans weather. Least here in Estonia :) - 20 and further is when it gets really cold. We have -7 and I am not even wearing gloves.

This for this year-end, I am going to Germany for a week as a member of a youth exchange. With me are coming 8 girls from Estonia. None that I have ever met before, methinks. And at least 7 of them are aged 16-18. I suppose I am going to try that touching thing, if I meet a girl I like enough. If I don't get a kiss this New Years' Eve now, I will quit this forum. And I don't wanna quit TIF, it has been a part of my life for years now. And at least from brief overview of FB, at least one of them is seriously hot. But most had pics only visible to friends, so I don't know. And we do have the prettiest girls in the whole wide world, so there is bound to be somebody. And if all else fails, there will be youth from Georgia, Ukraine, Poland and Germany aswell.

I know. And that's why I am considering sobriety till New Years' Eve. But what worries me more is that some 15-16 year old girls that I know drink even more than I do. The whole society here favors drunkards, at least among the youth. Funniest stories and everything happens at times, when someone gets ridiculously wasted. If you don't drink, you are a weirdo. And that drinking till memory loss has happened 3 times to me this year. Yet every weekend someone that I know does the same. Aaand that drinking doesn't give me absolutely anything. Well besides stories to talk about, but it isn't fun if I am sometimes the topic of one...

I hate alcohol. I am afraid I might develop an addiction of it, if I already haven't... And it has had an effect on me body already aswell, them drinkings till memory losses... And yet I can't get by without it.

Going to Germany for New Years' Eve. At least 6 of the 8 people that are from Estonia and are going there are girls. Maybe that seventh is as well, I can't say from the name. It's a youth exchange for a week. I hope I forget all about previous me and get in action ;)

Sauna + beer = killer combo. 4 berrs and Im done. Usually takes me round 12 to get drunk. Last friday I spent 120 euros on drink, got nothing but a blackout, today 15 euros, almost all drinks doene and I am in mordor. Sauna is awesome.

I can't even imagine shorts shorter than right to the upper limit of my knee joint. They would look too weird and funny. Then again, I am over 2m's tall aswell.

What? Really? And dude, you've given me bad influence. Lately I can't walk out of bars... With me having the slightest memory of anything...

One sad aspect that I've found out is that I can chat with any girl on hours on end on messenger, without either of us getting bored. Seriously I have chatted through the night and not even only once. I manage to be interesting and funny and witty enough. Even today chatted with 3 different girls up until 2.45 AM. And then suddenly within minutes each one of them went to sleep, since it is schoolday tomorrow, but still. Yet I can't make it to work when talking face to face... And Kaida, what do you mean with that last sentence?